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Salt Water

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The cure for everything is salt water - sweat, tears or the sea. (Isak Dinesen) :: 30s. Queer. Scientist. Two decades a fen. Any pronoun will do. :: Fandoms: Star Trek, Leverage, Stranger Things, Schitt's Creek, The Witcher. :: I adore a rare pair.
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I find it interesting that you keep saying that Asians in Asia don't see themselves as poc. While you may feel that way, I think it's valid to note that Britain (white people) occupied and conquered what was then India (today India, Pakistan, Bhutan, etc.) There is a big difference between the fair indians and the darker indians. To be light skinned is considered beautful. Therefore, that region of Asia does see itself as poc for they were treated as second class to the gori British.

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Hey, I appreciate you writing in! I’ll explain my thinking behind the term here.

I too grew up in a former British colony, so while I did have a concept of whiteness and therefore do not see myself as “white”- I want to emphasise that the term “person of colour” does have different political and cultural implications than “non-European” or perhaps “non-white”. Simply, I do not see myself as “white” because of British colonialism, but I does not mean I see myself as a “person of colour”. I see myself as Han Chinese, East Asian or Asian. “ In general, I believe the term should not be used carelessly outside the US due to different ideas of whiteness between the US and Europe, as well as other countries in the Americas, where race isn’t perceived the exact same way. I don’t believe it should be used at all in the non-Western context.

1. Person of colour is a term that specifically originated in the context of the United States’ system of colourist racism, of Jim Crow, of slavery, where the idea of “white” became a vehicle to confer privilege. I say “vehicle” because whiteness has always been a social construct. in much earlier parts of US history, several light-skinned European ethnic groups were not allowed to access whiteness, like Irish people. Today, they are seen as white. Although the term has been used carelessly by many people on tumblr, “person of colour” is first and foremost a racialised identity taken on to organise against white supremacy- in Western contexts.

2. I don’t believe it should be applied to non-Western contexts firstly, because the history of Asian colourist discrimination has actually long-predated European colonial rule. Further, it doesn’t quite just exist as a marker of racial otherness, but as a class division. Fair skin has been prized in China, Japan and Korea for thousands of years due to classism. I believe it is the case with India too- from what I know, it was very much tied to the ancient Indian caste system or other class/regional divisions. That is not to say that Western beauty standards don’t help to reinforce this preference today, but it would be inaccurate for us to ascribe this obsession for light skin all to recent European imperialism. Recognising its ancient roots is crucial: as a light-skinned East Asian, nobody has ever tried to sell me skin-whitening cream, unlike my other Han Chinese friends who were darker-skinned. 

3. As “person of colour” is an organising tool against white supremacy, I do not believe it has much relevance in non-Western contexts because we are no longer under European colonial rule. This is not to say its legacy doesn’t still affect us, but that the fault lines and tensions that matter are very often not going to centre so much around whiteness anymore in day-to-day life. I feel white privilege can be discussed there without us defining ourselves as “persons of colour”. 

  • Primarily, I am against the term because it posits a false illusion of solidarity that erases local oppressor-oppressed dynamics, and centering on whiteness very often becomes a tool of deflection for their own crimes (like in Mugabe’s ZImbabwe, when he appropriated land from white farmers but mostly gave it to his cronies who didn’t utilise the land properly, causing food shortages that hurt thousands of black Zimbabweans.) On another level, I don’t wish to centre around whiteness all the time because I think the fixation on it at the expense of other fault lines is in of itself a perpetuation of Eurocentic/whitecentric history and narratives.
  • To me, the attendant notions of solidarity underpinning the idea of POC have very little relevance when outside the Western world, our oppressive structures and systems of privileges are very often run by other non-Europeans. Whiteness is the “default” in the US, but in mainland China? It’s being Han Chinese. Han Chinese supremacy is the reason for continued racism and Sinicisation of non-Han minorities like Uighur Muslims and Tibetan. And this racism has a history in Chinese imperialism that long-predates European colonialism. To call all of us “POC” flattens the power structure and posits false solidarity between oppressor and victim- it allows the oppressor to wrongly occupy the space as the victim: as if the Han Chinese general is the same as the non-Han people he has captured for human sacrifices to the gods during the Shang Dynasty. Minorities in the Middle-East and North Africa like Kurds, Amazigh are very often marginalised by Arab supremacy- such as when Saddam Hussein enacted a genocide against Iraqi Kurds in the 1980s, using chemical weapons. The Nigerian government’s slow response to the Boko Haram crisis despite angry protests by Nigerians? The government not caring when people in Northern Nigeria, which is much more impoverished- die. For my own family history, some of the deepest grievances stem from how the Japanese mistreated my grandparents during WW2.

4. Lastly, the term “POC” outside the Western context tends to flatten the power structure between non-Europeans who live in the West or otherwise have a Western background vis a vis people from our ancestral countries. 

  • White privilege can reinforce Western privilege but they are not totally synonoymous: Because even people not considered white do benefit from citizenship in a Western country or a Westernised background. When it comes to global economic inequality, we are closer to the centre of the empire, to the position of those who benefit, not the exploited. People like myself benefit from speaking English, from appearing “more European” and generally Westernised. It’s the reason my friend, who is of Indian ancestry, was treated very differently by the immigration officer when his British accent became obvious- compared to Indians from India who were on the same flight as him. There would for example, be a huge power differential between an Arab-American soldier and the other Arab people in say, Iraq. I cannot in good faith say my experiences are the same as the Chinese workers who work long hours in factories, many of whom start working at 16. At 16? I wasn’t done with schooling. It was taken for granted I would get a university education, and so on. 

5. So, the term “person of colour” is meaningless to me in the non-Western context context, and I personally find it actively harmful when people lump us as “POC cultures” because it purports to create an illusion of solidarity that obscures the massive amount of racism and oppression Asians are enacting against each other till today. Further, I see it as a projection of Western race politics on a non-Western context, which is decentering from local dynamics.

In conclusion, I very much see myself as “non-white” in Asia due to growing up in a former European colony. But I do not see myself as a “person of colour” there. I see myself somewhat as a person of colour in Europe, because it is a Western context where light-skinned Europeans are the majority. Still, not entirely- because it is quite an American term and European racism has a lot of ethnicity dimensions. I tend to see myself as Han Chinese, most specifically.

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pitchercries

OH MY GOD someone on tumblr finally wrote a post about this! A REALLY EXCELLENT POST that makes all the points! OH MY GOD I WANT TO CRY. I DIDN’T THINK I’D EVER SEE THE DAY. The pessimist in me says this won’t get reblogged nearly as much as posts full of misinformation and simplification about social issues, but. Basically I wish this was on every blog on this website. EVERYONE NEEDS TO KNOW.

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leohtttbriar

the aesthetic romanticism of this episode. the deep love for discovery. the decolonization allegory which is not so much a 1-to-1 allegory, so to speak, because sisko proving that ancient bajorans had not only the technology but the sheer Wonder and Curiosity to venture into space is a metaphor for speaking against any number of white supremacist "histories" deriving from imperialistic paradigms since the age of colonization---

to provide the counter-colonization narrative with a space-ship that sails on the impulse of photons (a very real and possible engineering for space-flight--like NASA is building ships like that) is wonderful. this story about the ancient people who thought to travel to space and push their spacecraft through space off the force of light, and then sisko proving to everyone not only its possibility but its historical fact, was sweet and interesting and full of feeling.

it's all as if to say: to engage whole-heartedly with an episteme of decolonization is to engage whole-heartedly with an episteme of curiosity and discovery and love for What Is.

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ds9promenade

"Explorers" is one of my favorite DS9 episodes, for the reasons op describes. OP, i hope you don't mind if i add on some more of the things i adore about this ep!

First off, I just love when Sisko's artistic passion is showcased.

  • I admire Commander/Captain Sisko, but chef Sisko, craftsman Sisko, literature-and-history lover Sisko truly has my heart. He takes so much pride in his work, and he is truly skilled!
  • In this ep (and various others), he uses his passion for history and crafting to connect with the Bajoran people, learn about and uplift some of their history. Just look at these gifs, at the excitement and (to use OP's word) wonder!
  • Jake — and, we'll see, many others — is skeptical that the ancient Bajorans were capable of doing what their legends say they did.
  • But Benjamin believes — because of that sense of wonder, and also because his identity as a Black man, and depth of knowledge of his own people's history. Sisko understands that oppressive powers depend upon the erasure of their targets' history — most of the rest of this post will explore that further.

Really quick though, I do want to highlight how this episode cultivates Benjamin's and Jake's father-son relationship, which is itself one of the best elements of DS9.

  • I won't spend too long gushing about it because I've done that plenty in previous posts (like this one and this one), but ohhh my goodness, the way Benjamin is always so emotionally open and honest with his son!! The way he encourages his interests and nudges him to engage in the wider world!! I crie!!
  • According to the fan wiki for this episode, Miles O'Brien was originally going to be the one to join Benjamin in his solar sailing, but the producers decided the season needed a father-and-son centric episode, and I'm so glad they did.

Moving on: i think it's fitting that this episode is the debut of Sisko's goatee — a key symbol of Sisko's representation of "unrepentant Black manhood."

  • Avery Brooks fought for facial hair from the start, but a head of hair + clean-shaven face was literally in his contract. Why? While one excuse involved a previous acting role Brooks had, Paramount's president, Kerry McCluggage, admitted that they didn't want Sisko to look too "street" — a bald and bearded Black man would just be too "threatening" to white viewers ://
  • It took all the way till episode 22 of the third season for producers to give in — and what a difference it makes in how Brooks carries himself as Sisko! As this episode explores decolonization, this assertion of Black power that refuses to bow to white comfort is significant.

As he embarks on his quest to prove the ancient Bajorans could have sailed across space and all the way to Cardassia, Sisko wears civilian clothes inspired by his African ancestry (if anyone has info about the specific African culture/s this outfit's patterns draw from, please let me know!). This is an earlier example of Brooks getting the show to let him incorporate African imagery into Sisko's clothes (and quarters).

  • I see a parallel between Bajorans' pride in their history — how they uplift their ancestors' skill and technical advancements in the face of colonizers who deny it — and Black pride in the face of similar erasure of Africa's long history of wealth, scholarship, and scientific advancement.
  • Others have explored better than I can (as a white person) how Sisko's Blackness is vital to his ability to connect to Bajorans: he knows what it is to belong to a people that's been subjugated and stripped of resources, denied autonomy and respect; to grapple with the consequences of Empire long after "official" occupation is over...
  • Of course, within the fiction of Star Trek, we are meant to believe that humanity has deconstructed white supremacy and antiblackness by this point — that the Sisko family lives free of those evils — yet Sisko never forgets what his ancestors endured (and what DS9's Black viewers still endure).
  • As Angelica Jade Bastién puts it, Sisko (and particularly his relationship with Jake) provides "a window into the future of black identity that never forgets the trials of our past or the complexity of our humanity."
  • To me, this identity is what enables him to serve Bajor as their Emissary, to help guide this people so newly free of their oppressors into a future where they are truly free, yet honor what their ancestors went through to get them there.

[Gonna put the rest of this under a readmore cuz it's so long oops]

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departmentq

Fans celebrate the casting of Nichelle Nichols as Uhura as a moment for actors of color, which they should be.

But I also wanted to spotlight the casting of these iconic secondary characters, seen in episodes of TOS.

Percy Rodriguez was cast as flag officer Commodore Stone, who was Kirk's superior in the chain of command. Stone is one of the officers that presides over Kirk's court martial.

Booker Bradshaw was the original Dr M'Benga, seen in two episodes of TOS. at the time, M'Benga was Starfleet's first and only medical specialist in Vulcan Physiology, having spent a year's residency on Vulcan.

One of the finest minds in computer technology in the 23rd century, and creator of the duotronic computer, Dr Richard Daystrom, was played by William Marshall, who's work in Shakespeare, and his roles as Paul Roebson and Frederick Douglass, added to the gravitas of his portrayal.

A flag officer, a specialist in Vulcan medicine, and one of the finest minds in a field of technology, played by actors of color, during the turbulent 1960s.

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doberbutts

Anyway this is why I keep saying that people refuse to be normal about the idea of mixed race people and interracial relationships and communities happening and creating children.

I am black and black only until it is convenient to call me white. And it doesn't matter that I'm also native because I'm too black to be native anyway. I've talked about being multi-racial and having even further racial mixing in my extended family since I made this blog in 2014 but that doesn't matter if any of my racial mix can be used as a weapon against me.

Y'all complain about the stereotype of the tragic mulatto without understanding why that stereotype exists in the first place.

I think it was Hafu (Japanese documentary about its mixed race population) but I always liked a quote from this Japanese/Korean guy in which he says he is not half but both.

I'm not part anything. I am all three. I am not half (a third). I am both (all of them). There is no such thing as half a person. I am not only partially allowed to acknowledge my people.

All of them are my people.

Girl help people are not being normal about mixed race people in my notes

Hey just a quick question do folks who say this shit really believe mixed race people only experience half culture and half racism or...?

[Original photo was overexposed washing both of us out, and had my job's logo right on the scrub pocket lol]

This is my sister and me. We're both mixed race afronative and white. I'm Irish, she's Danish and Scottish as recently discovered by a DNA test (proving my point that most black people with ancestors in slavery who are "all" black are still actually mixed with white due to how slavery works, as she has thought she was just afronative for years). I want you to tell me with a straight face that we're not visibly black, we're white passing, have white privilege, and don't experience antiblackness.

Until you can be normal about mixed race people, understand that in you are hurting people who are just as recognizably people of color as you are.

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dragontatoes

is the person in the last screenshot talking about a hypothetical white adopted child of two not white (/passing) Mexican people, or a hypothetical white (/passing) child of two white (/passing) Mexican people? In either case, what the hell does this have to do with mixed race people?

Yeah, some people experience different levels of racism, xenophobia, and classism. Even those that are the same race, ethnicity, or class as one another, because culture is so weird and fluid. You might notice part of OP's point was that someone's blood percentages do not determine how well they're treated.

A mixed person experiencing racism can't pull up an ancestry report saying "actually I'm 20% x so you only get to call me x slurs 20% of the time, call me y slurs 30% of the time, and treat me like a white person the other 50%, thx."

Hypothetical white passing child of two mixed race Mexican parents

And, here's the thing. Colorist exists. Racism exists. Xenophobia exists. No where in this post did I say they don't, or that mixed race people don't frequently have a really complicated relationship with the various races that make up their identities.

A white-passing mixed race person certainly would be spared the brunt of overt, in-your-face, day-to-day racism that someone who is visibly of-color would face, true. A white-passing mixed race person who grew up mostly assimilating into whiteness may be overall divorced from the rest of their culture, also true.

(Also I would say that like all passing privilege, this is a highly conditional and contextual phenomenon and really, really depends. Being perceived as white means never once mentioning any amount of anything that challenges whiteness- speaking a different language too well, eating non-European dishes, not adhering to European beauty standards, having different cultural behaviors, all of these out you as non-white and that privilege is revoked. A friend of mine is Jewish and self-IDs as white, and has told me about how people zero in on her last name and her textured hair and her big nose and revoke whiteness instantly, let alone if she brings up eating Jewish food or asks off for a Jewish holiday or is caught wearing a Star of David necklace. It's a tightrope with no good options- she's experienced when her perceived whiteness has given her a boost and also has experienced what happens if she slips.)

But I also have watched quite a lot of Markiplier, and he is German and Korean, and he's talked about how much it hurt him that even though his Korean mom thought she was sparing him the racism she faced as a first generation immigrant to this country by having him live divorced from his Korean roots and solely as a white person, he was frequently bullied and even physically attacked at school for being Asian. So instead of having one or the other, a choice that was made for him by his parents, he had no one. I also think it's wild that he had to "come out" as Korean and a lot of his fans were shocked by that and reacted with disbelief, as if he and his brother are not very blatantly obviously visibly wasian. I don't really consider him white passing because he is very much not to me, but clearly to several millions of people who were surprised by this reveal years ago he is.

I think of my [other] sister's kids, who are very young and I will not be posting their photos on the internet thank you, who have an afronative and white mom, and a white dad, now living in a blended family with their very much so black step-dad and his very much so black kids. Her kids look white, it's true. But they're going to still grow up black despite this, and at some point they're going to have to reconcile their white-passing status with their blackness. They're a bit young for that right now, but it'll come probably by the time they're teens.

I'm pretty divorced from my Native roots despite having known in person many of the Natives in my family, on both sides. Similar to Markiplier, it was decided for me that it would be too difficult to be both Native and black, and I was not really allowed to engage with that part of my culture. Now, as an adult, I am having to reconcile the knowledge that I am more or less completely cut off from my Nation while also dealing with the antiblackness of the entire situation dating all the way back to slavery.

So when people say things like "well they're not raised in the culture" or "well they have it easier" it's 1: not always true and 2: whose fault is that??? No child has any control over the way their family chooses to raise them, and no child chooses their parents in the first place. I know a woman that's 100% Chinese that was adopted as a baby and raised by Italian Americans- are we debating *her* ability to feel sinophobia or discussing her inability to connect with Chinese culture like she's the one that chose to disconnect herself from it? The culture she feels the most connected to, surprise, is Italian and has nothing to do with China- is that not allowed because technically her blood percentage of Itanian is 0?

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no 'cause it's in the way they cannot handle race topics, and in the way they sideline lucas, and in the way they write erica's character, and in the way the cast is 99% white people, and in the way they could've easily cast a woc to play vickie, and in the way they didn't even call eduardo to let him know argyle wouldn't be in the new season and in the way...

and in the way they pretended kali didn't exist after making her one of the most interesting characters imo like she's a criminal, she's a lab kid, she's a foil to el one of the biggest main characters

if they can't do it themselves they need to hire some poc writers to help them like they're not a small show with a small budget they have netflix money they could easily do it but no their egos are too fucking big for that and they need to write everything themselves smh

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Anonymous asked:

Do you have any thoughts on the use of AAVE for Nile (or lack thereof) in TOG fanfiction? I've been reading some Book of Nile fic and some writers seem to write her as a Millennial™ (using words like "fave" and "woke") but never acknowledge her Blackness in her patterns of speech. I know we don't see her use as much AAVE in the films, but I would argue she's in situations where code-switching would be valued (first in a "professional" environment in the army, then around a group of non-Black strangers).

Hi anon! I have many thoughts on this and I'm honored you asked me! But I should start by saying I'm white and any thoughts Black fans and especially Black American fans have on this that they want to share would be beyond lovely. (I'm not gonna tag anybody bc that feels rude but please add onto this post if any of y'all see this and want to!)

The main reason I personally avoid AAVE for Nile in my own fics is because I'm not Black. But Nile-centric fics by Black writers tend to avoid using much of it too, at least from what I've noticed/understood, and my guess is it's largely for the reason you mention, that she's in situations that encourage code-switching.

In movie canon Nile is highly competent at tailoring her language to each situation she finds herself in. This fantastic linguistics analysis meta shows how skillfully Nile chooses her vocabulary and grammar to meet her goals with different conversation partners in different contexts. In comics canon Nile had a bunch of different civilian jobs before joining the Marines, so she would've had experience code-switching in the ways that made sense for all those different contexts as well as the Marines and her family and high school and wherever else she spent her time before we met her. And now she's spending her time with a handful of immortals none of whom are native English speakers and a fellow Black American but one with a Queen's English UK accent whose professional experience is in the CIA where high-status code-switching is often an absolute must for success or even survival.

Fics featuring Nile are charged with extrapolating from that to how it might show up in her use of language that she's coping with a traumatic separation from her family and her career and pretty much everything she's ever known and now she needs to be able to make herself understood to people who seem to care about her and each other but are super duper in crisis, three (soon to be four) of whom predate Modern English entirely and the only one who's anywhere near her contemporary she's not supposed to talk to for a century. All of these people are telling her that pretty much any contact with any mortals poses an existential threat to her and the rest of the group. How the FUCK is she supposed to cope with that, like, generally? And would it be a more effective way for her to cope if she talked to Andy Joe and Nicky using the speech patterns that she used to use with her mom and brother, to at least retain that part of her identity even if it means having to do a lot of explaining, or would it meet her needs better to prioritize Andy Joe and Nicky understanding what she means with her words over using the particular words and grammar forms she used with her family?

I've seen several fics, both Nile-centric / BoN and otherwise, explore this a little bit in how/whether Nile uses Millennial™ speak. It's often a theme in Nile texting Booker despite the exile because of the popular headcanon that he as The Tech Guy is the only other immortal who understands memes. But Nile's much-younger-than-Booker mom probably uses Boomer and/or Gen X memes and Andy has been adapting to new communication styles for forever as evidenced by her canon high level of fluency with standard-American-accented English.

Which brings us back to people avoiding AAVE because they're not Black and they don't want to make mistakes (or they're not Black and they don't want to get yelled at for making mistakes, though I think many people overestimate how much they'll get yelled at while underestimating how much these mistakes can hurt). I can imagine some Black fans hold back from using much AAVE in fic because they don't want to share in-group stuff with white people who are likely to then adopt and ruin it, as white people so often do with Black cultural stuff. Some links about this including a great Khadija Mbowe video. I'm saying this gently, anon, because you might not know: woke, an example you cited as Millennial™ speak, is AAVE, and that's gotten erased by so many white people appropriating it and using it incorrectly online.

And also there's the part where fandom is a hobby and you never know when you're reading a fic that's the very first thing someone's ever written outside of a school assignment. This cultural considerations of language shit takes a level of effort and skill that not everybody puts into every fic, or even could if they wanted to because they haven't had time to build their skills yet. It's definitely easier for non-Black fans to project our millennial feels onto Nile than to do the layers of research and self-reflection it requires to depict what Blackness might mean to Nile, and it's not surprising that often people sharing their hobby creations on the internet have gone the easier route. There's not even necessarily shame in doing what's easier. It's just frustrating and often hurtful when structural white supremacy means that 3-dimensional Black characters are rare in media and thoughtful explorations of them in fandom are seen by the majority of fans as not-easy to make and therefore Nile Freeman, the main character in The Old Guard (2020) dir. Gina Prince-Bythewood, has the least fic and meta and art made about her of our 5 main immortals.

I've been active in different fandoms off and on for twenty years and I barely managed to write 5,000 words about Sam Wilson across multiple different fics in the 7 years since I fell in love with him. There's an alchemy to which characters we connect with, and on top of that which characters we connect with in a way that causes us to create stuff about them. Something about Nile Freeman finally tipped me over the edge from a voracious reader to a voracious writer. It's not for me to judge which characters speak to other individuals to the level of creating content about them, but I do think it's important for us to notice, and then work to fight, the pattern where across this fandom as a whole Nile gets way less content, and way less depth in so much of the content that's in theory about her, than any of these other characters.

Anyway, back to language. My two long fics feature Nile with several Black friends — Copley and OCs and cameos from other media — but all of those characters except Alec Hardison from Leverage aren't American. It's very possible I'm guilty of stereotyping Black British speech patterns in I See Your Eyes Seek a Distant Shore. I watched hours and hours of Black haircare YouTube videos in the research for that fic and I modeled my OCs' speech patterns on what I heard from some of those YouTubers as well as what I've heard people like John Boyega and Idris Elba saying in interviews, but the thing about doing your best is you still might fuck up.

I'm slowly making progress on my WIP where Nile and Sam Wilson are cousins, and what ways of talking with a family member might be authentic for Nile is a major question I need to figure out. For that, I'm largely modeling my writing choices on how I hear my Black friends and colleagues talking to each other. I haven't overheard colleagues talking in an office in a long-ass time, but back when that was a thing, I remember seeing a ton of nuance in the different ways many of my Black colleagues would talk to each other. Different people have different personalities! And backgrounds! And priorities! A few jobs ago my department was about 1/3 Black and we worked closely with Obama administration staff many of whom were Black and there was SO MUCH VARIETY in how Black people talked to each other, about work and workplace-appropriate personal stuff, where I and other white coworkers could hear. There are a few work friends in particular who I have in my head when I'm trying to imagine how Sam and Nile might talk to each other. From the outside looking in, God DAMN is shit complicated, intellectually and interpersonally and spiritually, for Black people who are devoting their professional lives to public service in the United States.

One more aspect of this that I have big thoughts on but I need to take extra care in talking about is the idea of acknowledging Nile's Blackness in her patterns of speech. There's no one right way to be Black, and Nile's a fictional character created by a white dude but there are plenty of real-life Black Americans who don't use much or even any AAVE, for reasons that are complicated because of white supremacy. (Highly highly recommend this video by Shanspeare on the harms of the Oreo stereotype.)

Something that's not the same but has enough similarity that I think it's worth talking about is my personal experience with authenticity and American Jewish speech patterns. My Jewish family members don't talk like they're in The Marvelous Mrs. Maisel, and I've known lots of people who do talk that way (or the millennial version of it), some of whom have questioned my Jewishness because I don't talk that way. That hurts me. Sometimes when another Jew tells me some shit like "I've never heard a Jew say y'all'd've," I can respond with "well now you have asshole, bless your Yankee-ass heart," because the myth of Dixie is a racist lie but I will totally call white Northerners Yankees when they're being shitty to me for being Southern, and this particular Jew fucking revels in using "bless your heart" with maximum polite aggression, especially with said Yankees. But sometimes I don't have it in me to say anything and it just quietly hurts having an important part of me disbelieved by someone who shares that important part of me. The sting isn't quite the same when non-Jews disbelieve or discount my Jewishness, but that hurts too.

Who counts as authentically Jewish is a messy in-group conversation and it doesn't really make sense to explain it all here. Who counts as authentically Jewish is a matter of legal status for immigration, citizenship, and civil rights in Israel, and it's my number 2 reason after horrific treatment of Palestinians that I'm antizionist. But outside that extremely high-stakes legal situation, it can just feel really shitty to not be recognized as One Of Us, especially by your own people.

It can also feel really shitty to be The Only One of Your Kind in a group, even if that group is an immortal chosen family who all loves each other dearly. Sometimes especially in a situation like that where you know those people love you but there are certain things they don't get about you and will never quite be able to. I'm definitely projecting at least a little bit of my "lonely Jew who will be alone again for yet another Jewish holiday" stuff onto Nile when at the end of I See Your Eyes Seek a Distant Shore she's thinking about being the only Black immortal and moving away from the community she'd built with a mostly-Black group of mortals in that fic. Maybe that tracks, or maybe that's fucked up of me.

Basically, this got very long but it's complicated, writing about experiences that aren't your own takes skill which in turn takes time and practice to build, writing about experiences not your own that our society maligns can cause a lot of harm if done badly, it can also cause a lot of harm when a large enough portion of a fandom just decides to nope out of something that's difficult and risky because then there's just not much content about a character who deserves just a shit ton of loving and nuanced content, people are individuals and two people who come from the exact same cultural context might show that influence in all kinds of different ways, identity is complicated, language is complicated, writing is hard, and empathy and humility and doing our best aren't a guarantee of avoiding harm but they do go a long way in helping people create thoughtful content about a character as awesome and powerful and kind and messy and scared and curious and WORTHY as Nile Freeman.

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wakandama2

Hey OP, as a Black TOG fa, I just got to say you hit all the points of this very beautiful and nice! I'm so glad you brought Black sources in to the reply too. You get the point very well!

@nevermindirah I don't go to this fandom at all, but I got two cents. I will say, as a black writer, another reason I don't always use AAVE/Ebonics in writing is because it seems like there's a need to clarify that it's not incorrect in society. I only recently felt comfortable enough to have a black character in a story use AAVE the way I speak, and I felt the need to clarify that his grammar was perfectly fine beforehand, bc I'm used to real life folk treating it like it's not.

Like people will deadass act like AAVE or really any black culture dialect that they're unfamiliar with is "bad English" (reference, use "finna" and watch people act stank about it. Another reference, people racist-ly still think Rihanna's "Work" is gibberish instead of the dialect of Patois. It's been years, there's no excuse). It's really annoying, bc as someone who uses AAVE often (I still code switch, but not as much bc I'm fucking intelligent and fuck white supremacy) I know writing it out is confusing for readers who have no context (example, people who read 'chile' as 'chee-lay' instead of "ch-aisle" bc they've never heard it out loud). but instead of thinking that they are the ones who lack context and need to research (or accepting it is what it is), it must be me and this character that are the problem.

Covert Racism be a bitch in fandom spaces. in reality it really do come down to the nuances in language and culture and perception, that many white folks would either 1) run away from/ignore bc they are scared instead of risking the discomfort, listening and learning or 2) claim that they cannot possibly be racist, bc they share performative posts on black people, and fandoms "not for that anyway".

Anyway, your essay was dope, thanks for that 👌🏾

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Nick, Rhodey, Sam and T’Challa do not exist to ~*~prove~*~ how ~*~progressive~*~ your white fave is.

Fuck you.

This definitely has to be in response to that garbage post that just came up in the Samsteve tag about how Steve is so fucking great for not being racist to Sam and Nick when he comes off the ice. Like, @people who keep saying shit like this, kindly shut the fuck up

Ew, was that a thing?! Some days I really hate this fandom…

ugh this so much

although

ngl, i do want race to come up in fanfiction sometimes because as great as we know cap is i’m genuinely curious about his reaction to a black president, interracial dating & race relations of the present day

Here’s the thing though. Fic about race issues shouldn’t just focus on the white guy. What about Nick being concerned that this white man from the generation that treated him like garbage because he was a black kid in the 50s and 60s is going to be like the rest of them? What about Sam wondering how well “adjusted” this dude is and testing it out with “Must miss the good ol’ days” comments to make sure he’s not a raging racist piece of shit?

Rather than seeing it from Steve’s pov (like we see EVERYTHING), why not look at how this uncertainty could effect the black men around him while he’s figuring out what is and isn’t appropriate (because that’s a learning curve that he’d have to go through too).

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lithicc

Fun History Fact: The overwhelming majority of cowboys in the U.S. were Indigenous, Black, and/or Mexican persons. The omnipresent white cowboy is a Hollywood studio concoction meant to uphold the mythology of white masculinity.

Thank you.

I will always re-blog this

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clatterbane

It was a dangerous, crappy, low-paid job. Who else would they have gotten to do it?

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bagelanjeli

And what white guy would have consented to being called “boy”?

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Anonymous asked:

do you personally think that white people shouldn't adopt children of color? like, i guess do you think it does more harm than good for the kids? if you don't wanna answer, you obviously have no obligations, thank you for your time

I’ve answered this question before and it really comes down to how willing the white parents are to set aside their white privilege, get educated and adopt for the right reasons. 

As I’ve said before, majority of children up for adoption are children of color so regardless of the color of family adopting you are probably going to adopt a child of color, also if white families never adopted pocs many of us would still be in the system. 

However, if you are adopting because you think it’s “cute to adopt a black baby” or because you feel sorry for us and want to help, please fuck off and never adopt anyone ever. We are not white people’s charity case. 

If you can set aside your dominant white culture privilege mindset and realize that this is not going to be a walk in the park, it is going to be hard, your child is going to experience racism and discrimination every day of their lives whether they tell you about it or not, and you need to know how to help them, even if that means you shut the fuck up and listen to them, need to know how to help them connect with their culture, need to know how to not erase their identity, then yes i think it is fine for white families to transracially adopt. 

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