Watching drawing tutorials like
#i am hopeless at learning#no focus at all#i need to work on that#hard#but also#i am sorry for being kinda inactive#just..#i have all the ideas#but can''t really put them into the canvas#i have no motivation#and it seems i just broke my vax save because playing with mods#and now i'm sad#i need a hug#or a punch#or a punch + hug#anything#delete later