Not banned yet, they're too afraid of me

this is all i wanna be >//////<

That can be arranged~

okokok so like. i needneedneed to gush about a session i had a bit ago with a person on here who i lovelovelove so much (non-romantic!!)

so for the past like. several days. she's been putting me under and messing with me before bed. usually i fall asleep while still in trance and like ajdbshbfbfbgg it's so comfy and it makes me so happy and it's like. hhh. i love it so much. she's the bestest.

and then this afternoon she happened to be around earlier than usual, and i was sososo excited bcuz we never really get to do long sessions bcuz usually they're late and im sleepy.

so she starts off by just getting me comfy n relaxed n cozy

n then she starts having me visualize her eyes n i start getting dizzy n fuzzy n then after a lil bit she drops me n uses some of my triggers to get me real blank n blissed out

but like my roommate is in the room, watching a video n writing, so like m only like three quarters under bcuz my brain needs to stay up enough to react if they say sumthin to me

but then they go ta get dinner n mommy has me start saying "i wanna be a good girl" out loud n my brain gets soooo melty

n after a couple minutes of that m barely able to get words out n she uses some more triggers to make sure my brain is like rlly rlly melted n m jus a puddle

n then she gives me some rlly pretty suggestions n ion rememer it super good but i think it wuz like "when ur aroun me ur a good girl" or sumthin kinda like that

n then she hugged me n let me relax for a bit before bringin me back up

n iss been like an hour since she brought me up and had ta go n i still feel so fuzzy n glowy n subby n like

i think mommy rlly changed my brain this time

:)

Rather than commanding things, I prefer to make someone feel compelled to do something.

And they can resist that compulsion, but they'll find it just growing stronger each and every time

Until they just

Crack.

And act on that compulsion, automatically, unable to help themselves.~ 💕

you know exactly who you are who did this to me >/////< meanie <3