I love my mother cause all my life she talked about childbirth like it was nothing (including questionable advice to get pregnant so my hormone levels would become better) and now we just were having a chat on the phone and she was like "Actually I've almost died giving birth to you" ok ma'am do you ever listen to what you are saying or
#tbh then she said there were no major consequences so like#I do not think I can trust this woman. she constantly pretends things are much easier than they are#she gives me anxiety. I have anxiety#personal#tw childbirth#I always feel terrified and lost because my mom constantly talks about everything like it's the easiest thing ever. then why I struggle?#and my dad is just unreliable and doesn't care#0 good conversation with my mom in last 3 years idk she always gives me mental breakdowns