I developed a stardew valley addiction. Which is arguably good because if I was on tumblr rn, I'd be cursing at americans
Facebook recommending me multiple posts of people's diets (where they obviously try to lose weight) when I struggle with gaining weight is honestly a bit evil
Sometimes when I have free time (which is often as I am unemployed) I can't decide what to do. Recently, I've been solving this problem by writing 6 tasks I need to work on and throwing dice. Fate makes a decision for me
My husband went to the market and bought almost 3 kilograms of salo (salt-cured pork fat). Idk man
The thing is. I have this very cool female name, and I am thinking... should I name my OC that or should I keep it in case I'll have a daughter in the future
I can't believe I used to write in a group chat without fear. I can't even make an anonymous submission
It is not even like she is saying something horrendously bad, I just think my brain was rewired at some point to be completely terrified of her and I do not know why or how to fix it. I might be smiling at our phone calls but I am on the verge of a fight-or-flight response
All these women having near-death experiences during childbirth. You'd think they'd advertise for planned parenthood and shit but no. My mom had 0 serious conversations with me about safe sex or planning childrenl
#i will give her some credit. she bought my older brother a sex ed book and i read it too so#most of my sex ed came from one book. and that talk with my dad when he said you can only have sex during ovulation (? why)#probably religious reasons. but like dude that is once a month#and then I got into feminist and lgbtq+ friendly groups VK and read sex ed there so honesty#sometimes I think I was literally raised by he internet but fortunately for all of you I was on the good side of the internet#I will never be against cringy online feminism. that is my second mom#personal#vent
google search how to make my mom stop calling me without making her upset pleaseee
I love my mother cause all my life she talked about childbirth like it was nothing (including questionable advice to get pregnant so my hormone levels would become better) and now we just were having a chat on the phone and she was like "Actually I've almost died giving birth to you" ok ma'am do you ever listen to what you are saying or
#tbh then she said there were no major consequences so like#I do not think I can trust this woman. she constantly pretends things are much easier than they are#she gives me anxiety. I have anxiety#personal#tw childbirth#I always feel terrified and lost because my mom constantly talks about everything like it's the easiest thing ever. then why I struggle?#and my dad is just unreliable and doesn't care#0 good conversation with my mom in last 3 years idk she always gives me mental breakdowns
2 hours spent in dentist's
Every single time grandma tells me to serve food to *my husband's name* I lose 1 HP
Sometimes I wonder... if I become pregnant, will it send me into some extreme body dysphoria... or will I be ok. I rarely feel dysphoric, but it happens
I think I will be a very angry pregnant person
YOOO! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEET TONYA!!!❣️🥳!! I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY AND MAY YOU GET LOTS OF GIFTS! (Even tho you're already a gift!❤️)
THANK YOUUU TEM ILY 💞💞💞🥳
Me after a long second day of period day of doing laundry, going to post office, ironing, setting up the mosquito net, and crocheting for several hours: why am I so lazy I never do anything
I am actually feeling pretty down on myself lately... I hate all my writing, I can't look at it because I just want to delete all the files and throw my laptop out of the window
Shoutout to my cousin who was the first parent I looked at and thought "wow she really knows what she is doing" and "I want to be like her"