tokyoteddywolf reblogged
My given name is perfect tbh. 10/10 no notes. Perfect balance of unique and familiar. Fits my personality.
#every time i hear 'oh thats such a pretty name!' i cringe#like yeah sure its unique but like- it doesnt FIT#its like a copy paste over 'me' and i hate it#i could have been Cinder- I would have been so fucking cool with that name#but no because mom thought i would get bullied#well i got bullied ANYWAYS but i was also a feral undiagnosed autistic so i ended up just not caring#at one point i even won a fight against a bully lmao- they stopped fucking with me after that#anyways my name doesnt fit right and i dont like it but i also dont want to change it bc just???#idk weird emotions happen when i do. been going by teddy when i can and it helps a bit.