i cannot hate myself into a version of me i will love.

i cannot punish myself in any way that will unmake the past.

i cannot punish

myself in any way that

will unmake the past.

Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.

Papaya sillies

This shouldn't be as pretty as it is.

That was an exorcism, Nya.

you sit 2 introverts at a table together this is what you get

MY TA SHOT SOMEONE IN THE FOOT AND THE PROFESSOR WAS SO FUCKING QUICK LMAOOO

some context 

1. my TA, Ralph, shot his girlfriend’s abusive ex in the foot

2. abusive ex was also a sex offender

3. he shot him when ex came buy to pick some stuff up from girlfriend and tried to take some of Ralph’s items as well

4. ex is stable and alive in a hospital

5. i didn’t do assignment 8 so i am very happy

some more Facts About Ralph

he is whiter then snow. this man is pure 100% american redneck in everything but the politics. this is intimidating if you dont know him because he owns like 3 different guns but also has animated discussions about “how his sister should be able to get married” when you bring up lgbt rights. his sister isnt even gay or trans or anything, he just thinks that LGBT rights also means that the lady should propose when she wants to. hes a little confused but he got the spirit. upon finding out that i am queer he said, word for word “THATS FUCKING RADICAL HOMIE” 

in the first week of school he snorted a line of pepper in the cafeteria and threw up.

the only other crime hes committed before was accidently dropping a weight from his balcony and cracking the sidewalk. which is technically destruction of public property but the judge basically laughed at him and have him 10 hours of community service

this man once walked me home when i stayed late at the lab and talked to me animatedly about breeding brine shrimp for different lab purposes. absolutely captivated by this discussion. i trust him with my life

oh mg god this post somehow got better

Ralph has achieved Peak Graduate Student

nya, the elemental master of water

The cutest 🦔🌼

OK but does this mean that Maria is surprisingly strong, or that Shadow is surprisingly light?

Happy birthday to AO3 🎂🎉

15 years old wow i did not know that

I think We Didn't Start the Fire needs an update

i am totally with you but can we get weird al yankovic or tom cardy to do it this time, please

it is so funny how the FOB verision was like a year ago but we need a new one for just 2024 alone because what the hell

Just watched the banned Moon Girl episode.

>the episode addresses the topic of trans kids in sports >the entire episode is about how bigots will always move the goalpost, and playing by their rules is pointless >the solution is not to play their game and break the rules >it also states that trans people should never feel like a burden >the character Brooklyn is explicitly stated to be trans >there is also an explicitly nonbinary character >multiple mentions of pride and depictions of pride flags, trans flags and progress flags

I'm not at all surprised this didn't get past the censors but I'm so mad that it didn't, because this could've been something really special, and the fact it was canned after being fully finished is downright painful. This episode was wonderful and I'm grateful to all the people who worked on it, and angry that their hard work was wasted. Disney did not deserve you.

Here's a link, as long as Disney doesn't take it down

I absolutely love how, in httyd 2, when Stoick sees Valka for the first time and walks towards her, completely silent, just staring at her as she begins to cry and beg him to speak, to shout at her, the dragons in the cave start closing in on Stoick.

Im sort of guessing neither of them notices, their eyes too fixed on each other, but these dragons were probably ready to defend Valka if need be, because they could sense she was scared.

And then… when they kiss, when she melts, the dragons move back, knowing, just from that, that she was okay, that the whole situation was okay.

best friEND

boyfriEND

girlfriEND

yuri