i am leaving
i am only making this post so i do not disappear without a word, though i am not sure i have enough of a following for that to truly be a concern anyways.
i have had various age regression blogs across the years, trying time and time again to find a way to fit into the community somehow and each time it starts out alright and then i realize it will never work for me.
for a community that is based entirely around a coping mechanism, oftentimes for trauma, i never thought i would have to worry about having people reblog my posts with triggering content but i suppose that is my own fault. i do not want to allow myself to be put in a place where people are using my posts to talk about things that are extremely upsetting, triggering, and painful for me. this blog and community were supposed to be a space to get away from thinking about that. i come on this blog when i have the mindset of a child and having my post inundated with talk about “icky” stuff disturbed me during what is supposed to be a safe space and coping mechanism for me.
i do not know if i will ever try again in this community, or keep my regression to myself from now on. i probably will not come back.
please be mindful of what you put on other peoples posts. for a community that is supposedly welcoming to all, i have never felt very welcomed.