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The first piece of art that I’ve done that I’m parting with. It’s a present for someone in India that requested it, but they have done a lot for me since I came here, so it is a thank you gift from me right back. #ganesha #peacock ☺️☺️☺️. #art #artsketch #sketch #sketchbook #pencilart #pencildrawing #mystuff #depression #anxiety #socialanxiety #bpd #bipolar it took me about eight hours to do but I’m quite happy with the result. 🙂🙂🙂 (at Bangalore, India)
168. One of those days.
My sketch of Baymax and Hairy Baby from Big Hero 6 😊. #art #artsketch #sketch #sketchbook #pencilart #pencildrawing #mystuff #depression #anxiety #socialanxiety #disney #bighero6 #baymax #hairybaby #pixar
Brendon Urie @brendonurie @panicatthedisco request from Ruby @heavymetalchocobo thanks ☺😊🙂❤️💗 #art #artsketch #sketch #sketchbook #pencilart #pencildrawing #mystuff #depression #anxiety #socialanxiety #bpd #bipolar
My sketch of Ashley-Marie @modernbettiepage 😊. #art #artsketch #sketch #sketchbook #pencilart #pencildrawing #mystuff #depression #anxiety #socialanxiety
Androidiva Minion for my awesome friend @androidiva i realize now I should have painted baymax but I did sadness from inside out instead. And an Andoidiva Minion is definitely a Trekkie 🙂☺🤓 #sketch #sketchbook #pencildrawing #startrek #minion #minions #insideout #pixarinsideout #depression #anxiety #socialanxiety #bpd #bipolar a quick sketch but cute ☺🙊
Carl and his house from Up. This was a very fun sketch to draw and then to color too. 🙂☺🤓 #sketch #sketchbook #pencildrawing #up #pixarup #uppixar 🙂 #mystuff #depression #anxiety #socialanxiety #bpd #bipolar
My sketch of Sarah Jean @sarahjeancinema I'm happy with one. I feel like I'm getting back on track. 😊😉🤔 #art #artsketch #sketch #sketchbook #pencilart #pencildrawing #mystuff #depression #anxiety #socialanxiety #bpd #bipolar
My sketch of Ellie and Carl from Up (Pixar). It was the request from a friend on tumblr (thanks). Up is one of my favorite films so I loved doing this sketch. #up #Pixar #uppixar #pixarup #carlandellie #ellieandcarl #art #artsketch #sketch #sketchbook #pencilart #pencildrawing #mystuff #depression #anxiety #socialanxiety #bpd #bipolar
My sketch of Olive @olivcriss it's my last sketch of the year and I have lots of growth since I came back to sketching in January of this year. Mentally I want to say I'm getting better but I still have bad times and mood swings with the same day and they are destructive to carrying on conversations because online friends don't know if you're joyful or so down that you're contemplating taking your own life. 😢 I still struggle with making friends and keeping them but maybe that's the nature of me. I'm too complicated of a mess and few people want a complicated friend. Idk. #art #artsketch #sketch #sketchbook #pencilart #pencildrawing #mystuff #depression #anxiety #socialanxiety #bpd #bipolar that said Olive is one of the most awesome friends that I have found online. 😌❤️
My sketch of Terena @gagalovato The shading mostly turned out the way I hoped. ☺ #art #artsketch #sketch #sketchbook #pencilart #pencildrawing #mystuff #depression #anxiety #socialanxiety #bpd #bipolar
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My sketch of Emma @emmaa.lyons I wanted to try a sketch with more details to expand myself and I think I did okay ☺️. #art #artsketch #sketch #sketchbook #pencilart #pencildrawing #mystuff #depression #anxiety #socialanxiety #bpd #bipolar
I’m still struggling with depression and anxiety and it’s what dragged me away from tumblr and other things for a while. Lately I have a new problem. I am rather dissociated from the person that I actually am. I have never moved beyond a place years and years ago. Part of why I hate birthdays is that I don’t feel like I’m the person that occupies the body of that person. My mind got left behind in this trip called life and my body moved on. It probably feeds my depression and probably is making it hard to actually get well.
Another problem is the severe social anxiety. I mentally want to get out and branch out and do things, but when I try to do it I get scared and always back out. I want to go to art classes and expand my skills, but I’m left doing what I do, because I’m scared of that point where you have to show your art to the group. (I know, It sound stupid)
As time passes, I’m less worried that I’ll improve or get well but now wonder if my life will ever get better. :(
I haven’t really thought much on this lately, but now that I have, I have myself crying. I know why friends that I may have had come and go, because I am the worst person to have as a friend.
My latest sketch of Ashley-Marie @modernbettiepage I am so happy with how this is coming along. It looks finished but I haven't done a pattern on the blouse yet 😊. #art #artsketch #sketch #sketchbook #pencilart #pencildrawing #mystuff #depression #anxiety #socialanxiety it probably looks better that the first sketch I did of Ashley. 🙈
My latest sketch of Sarah. I put a lot of time into this sketch and am very pleased with the end result 😊. #art #artsketch #sketch #sketchbook #pencilart #pencildrawing #mystuff #depression #anxiety #socialanxiety
#nature yeah I'm a loss for words. Depression and anxiety just drain all my emotions out of me. I constantly believe the meds are what keeps me level enough to not just kill myself and be done with it all. #depressed #depression #anxiety #suicidalthoughts
