I can’t control my feelings but I hate how my feelings can control me..
Source: tilldeathdousart
When things start going well for me for some reason I can’t just sit back and let it happen. I let my anxiety step in, I think about all my flaws and insecurities. I play future situations out in my head so I don’t just suffer through things once but twice. I think about every negative thing anyone has ever said to me and persuade myself that these things are true. I obsess over the dumbest of stuff and I know it’s stupid but I continue to do it anyway. I get bossy and nitpick everything because I cant control my feelings so I feel the need to control something else. Ugh, why am I like thiiissss
Source: tilldeathdousart
Do you ever just sit around and think to yourself.. how did I ever give someone the power to fuck me up this bad?