I can’t control my feelings but I hate how my feelings can control me..
Source: tilldeathdousart
When things start going well for me for some reason I can’t just sit back and let it happen. I let my anxiety step in, I think about all my flaws and insecurities. I play future situations out in my head so I don’t just suffer through things once but twice. I think about every negative thing anyone has ever said to me and persuade myself that these things are true. I obsess over the dumbest of stuff and I know it’s stupid but I continue to do it anyway. I get bossy and nitpick everything because I cant control my feelings so I feel the need to control something else. Ugh, why am I like thiiissss
Source: tilldeathdousart
A few people have asked if I’m alright recently - I’m here and I’m fine 👋 Thanks for your concern lovely people
Source: tilldeathdousart
Me: I feel happy
Anxiety: I hope you enjoyed those 6 minutes
This is the most relatable thing I’ve seen all year 😂
Source: facebook.com
How are you doing
Person: “How you doin’?”
My mind:
Me: “I’m fine”
I’ve only ever met 2-3 people who genuinely understand me. Everyone else just assumes I’m angry, sarcastic or a bitch 💁🏻♀️ I mean, they’re not wrong but it doesn’t mean you know me 😬🙄
Source: tilldeathdousart
I don’t think people understand how awkward I am when I say I’m extremely socially awkward.. let me give you an example of how things in my life often go
*Braves going out for a meal*
*manages to order without tripping over words*
*feels good about self for a second or two*
*food arrives*
Waiter: “Enjoy your meal”
Me: “Thanks, you too” .... 🤦🏻♀️
*hangs self with piece of spaghetti off my plate*
Some of you get so grumpy because I use snapchat filters all the time - sorry not sorry 😬
Source: tilldeathdousart