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"'i'm tired of never feeling enough. i try and try to make people happy and to feel loved but in return they leave me. why do they leave?' I tried to hold back my tears looking up, 'am i doing something wrong? do i deserve all these people leaving me? is this karma biting me in the ass? is wanting people to stay too much to ask for?'"

- excerpt from a book i'll never write #41 // millions of questions but no answers

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"talk to me. tell me about where you see yourself in five years and why. tell me if you believe in God or why you think religion is stupid. tell me about that time in third grade when you embarrassed yourself in front of your first crush. tell me what you think love is. tell me what scares you the most. tell me why you hate to be alone yet love it at the same time. tell me what drives you crazy. tell me your most wildest dreams. talk to me."

- excerpt from a book i'll never write #32 // i'm tired of small talk

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she was everything he wanted, or so he thought. they enjoyed the same things, laughed at the same jokes, but he barely knew her. he didn’t know what lie beneath the surface, so she pushed him away as soon as she felt him getting attached, but it was too late. he had already fallen for her and all she had left to do was watch him self destruct in the love he had for her.

excerpt from a book i’ll never write #21

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most of my time spent alone with you has slow crappy love songs in the background while my head is exploding with millions of ways to tell you how much i love you and you’re just focusing on the road in front of you while driving.

excerpt from a book i’ll never write #18 // but the timing will never feel right

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i dream of us being together. me and you laughing and smiling. driving through the city listening to music. being able to do homework together in silence because we’re just simply enjoying each other’s company. sitting down watching the sunset and laying down looking up at the stars. being able to look at you and think to myself about how lucky i am to call you mine.

excerpt from a book i’ll never write #14 // but it will only ever be a dream

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something for you

your smile alone gives me a smile in return your laugh is music to my ears your presence makes me feel safe your scent is my favorite your heart is bigger than anyone’s i’ve seen your face when you’re driving is like art to me your place in my life will always be special your happiness is the most important thing

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“"Fuck you!” I yelled, “Fuck you and your happy ending! That was supposed to be us! Not you and her! How is it fair that you break my heart into a million pieces and just walked away from my life with no warning and you get to be happy? You fucking left! After you promised a million and one times you wouldn’t! After I told you to fucking save it for someone who cared because I tried to convince myself I didn’t, you still insisted and yet you fucking left! And you get to be happy? Fuck you! That’s what it feels like you’re saying to me every time you talk about her and pretend like we never existed: one big "fuck you”.“

excerpt from a book i’ll never write #9

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“How are you?”

how am i? how am i? you have the fucking nerve to ask me, how am i? you have single-handedly took me apart piece by piece and you’re asking me how i am as if you actually fucking cared? if you really did wouldn’t i feel happy instead of broken? instead this question alone from you makes my blood boil from all the heartbreak you have put me through.

“I’m fine,” I smiled, “how are you?”

- excerpt from a book i’ll never write #4

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