like a curse, like a corpse, like a wound

I need my alters to stop manifesting via fromsoftware games. I understand all of them vibe with us tremendously but it's embarassing to explain you're an introject but not even of a canon character Ever y Time,

... to elaborate our theory on this is basically, there are MANY of us. and as we heal and grow more of us feel comfortable presenting, but many of us too are sort of formless until we reach that comfortability. and then (and this is happening subconsciously, but it's a pattern so there must be a mechanism) they sort of 'emanate' from whatever thing(s) we're really into at the time, using those themes/concepts to convey who and what they are to (us).

souls games in particular resonate with a lot of us it seems, and often folks will take on characteristics of species from those worlds subsequently. or sometimes, rarely, they DO start off as canon introjects, but rapidly spring off into their own being. recently we read that's a good thing, so that's nice...

metaphorically speaking (though, I bet this will actually become a mainstay of our space...) there are multitudes of different masks hung by the entry door, and once they feel comfortable with coming into the roundtable hold (headspace) they get to pick one out. it helps that they're prefabricated, but they always get to customize them over time if they want.

so umm basically, I'm trapped in samsara(ish) within my own body, and we keep splitting before we can 'escape' and really Truly figure things out, and I don't know how much of this is a metaphor and how much of this is literally what spiritually happened at this point. but Holy Fuck. and it makes so much sense then, too, that the solution is integration and accepting of all there is rather than destruction or suppression or, worst of all, ignorance. even if this is just interpreted psychologically it feels healing and right, and spiritually doubly so

hi so I just learned that you can have separate inner worlds, basically. and that explains a lot about us

some of us are in the same place, some of us are really really far away or just. in an abyss. some of us cannot visualize at all. and not all of us can communicate, there are some that are locked up literally. this makes me really sad but this quote made a lot of sense of it for us