Things I never tire of, calling Hyuk, Ducky! 🐥

Me replying to an invite. It’s not that I can’t go, it’s that I don’t want to go. But that’d be rude to say, so I just click, “can’t go.”

Should be attempting to sleep but instead I’m laying here, thumbing through tumblr.

Autoplaying MBCkpop’s Special since Debut to ______ videos is rekindling, and reinforcing, all my bias fires. ALL OF THEM! I’ve rather been missing this feeling. 

GAH! Ravi’s so damn hot!

Been having a hard time finding something to watch so I opted for music today. It was going okay but since I was letting YouTube auto play it got repetitive very fast and as I decided to turn off YouTube VIXX’s Steel Heart + Error performance popped up and I’ve been watching/listening to VIXX for at least an hour straight. Wish I would have realized VIXX was the answer to my emotional rollercoaster sooner, but I’m grateful it popped it and I am able to enjoy it and feel better now. 😊

Seeing photos of Kai (Jongin) at the airport the day before and I’m left wondering, does he even know who in the hell The Misfits are?! Like I really hope he does and these are actually comfortable everyday clothes but I know so much of it is sponsored. I just would like to know...

The long weekend has gone much too fast. How is tomorrow already going to be Sunday?!

I honestly don’t know why I resist sleep so much when I absolutely love sleep.

I’ve been wanting to spam and today is the day. A spam is on it’s way. 

Sitting in the one private room our department still has, listening to SHINee while I work, and enjoying not being watched all day long by people I don’t know.

Why can’t people just enjoy comebacks instead of being negative about every single little thing they feel they are being “robbed” of in teasers. God damn it! Enjoy the music when it’s released and cherish all the moments your favs are able to give you. Feel blessed they are able to release music instead of having their talents waste away in a company that never does anything with them. I’m just so over all the negativity that comes with every single group comeback. I can’t think of one group where I’ve not seen someone complain about the week or two leading up to a song/ep/album release. Just, seriously, enjoy life and don’t let all this weird negativity consume your life for something that honestly doesn’t matter in the grand scope of things.

Falling asleep and I just randomly remembered, I really love the way Seungyoon tenderly hugs people with a full embrace and often a hand gently laid upon their head.

Wish me luck! I’m going to attempt this thing called sleep.

I can’t believe Hakyeon spent all these years hiding his beautiful forehead from us. We got peaks of it here and there, but now it’s out there, breathing, getting sunshine, and gloriously saying hello to the world. 

On the way to the vet this morning, Belle was, needless to say, very unhappy. Meowing the most displeased meows she could muster at various levels. Then I noticed her displeased meows got less and more quiet. That's when I noticed SHINee's Odd Eye was playing. When the next song started, she started up her angry meow protest again, so I replayed Odd Eye and she calmed down again. Long story short, Belle too is a Shawol and we listened to Odd Eye for 15 minutes straight and when I pick her up later today we will be listening to it again. She's got great taste. P.S. She’s having dental work done, nothing to major but I’m still a very anxious and worried cat mom today. I can’t wait to go pick her up.