thisisjustforfunval reblogged
I hope Taemin is doing okay today. I hope he was able to smile a little.
I hope Key is doing okay today. I hope he was able to smile a little.
I hope Minho is doing okay today. I hope he was able to smile a little.
I hope Jinki is doing okay today. I hope he was able to smile a little.
I hope my boys are taking care of themselves. I hope they’re surrounded by good people. I hope they don’t feel alone and hopeless. I hope they’re able to smile and laugh without feeling guilty. I hope they aren’t blaming themselves. I hope they know they’re loved.
#I think these things about them everyday#and then some#Last night I cried so much thinking about them#about everything#My eyes are still swollen I cried that much#I have this poster of Onew up in my room#and I talk to it often#hoping he can hear me and share my love and prayers for them all#it feels like this sadness won't ever go away#I know it'll dull but it's still so new#and if I feel this way I think of how much more it is for them and his family and friends#I'm rambling again#but the truth is I've been holding this all in#SHINee#I hope everyday they find time to smile and laugh and feel normal#Each moment is a step closer to healing