always keep note of who is trying to humble you when you are winning.
people may talk about you and count you out but tbh *most* of the time it is not even personal. it is just that those people know the weight your name carries. what makes the difference between you sliding down the wall crying that they dont like you vs walking with your head high is self awareness. when you are aware of your power, every glare and every bit of gossip will not prosper. it's not even on your RADAR. focus on how you are shifting the room rather than trying to shrink yourself into a corner to appease others.
i am so sorry maybe it's the virgo in me, maybe it's my deep rooted need to defy authority in me, maybe it's my severe neurodivergence but i love going against what other people want me to do. i get a thrill out of making people think they have influence over my life when really and truly what i decide to do is up to me. i live for the critcism because who are you? and why are you so afraid of my delusion and reckless ambition? there is truly nothing anyone can do to interfere with the story i have created for myself. and the way i'm about to wrap up this year's season is one for the ages!
why are you waiting on confirmation that the best is on its way? you don’t need anyone to give you permission to claim what you deserve. it’s already written. this story already has your name on it. you just have to stop rewriting it because you don’t think it’s possible.
visualizing and daydreaming is always a perfect way to start and end my day because soon everything will conform to what i am seeing in my head anyway
stand your ground and watch who wants to stand there with you because it's sacred.
a long time ago some guy said "everybody dies, but not everybody lives" and it has stuck with me ever since
God’s favor outweighs all opposition.
mood knowing I’ve entered my season of (continued) answered prayers & that the best is ALWAYS on its way to me. there is no peak, I just keep WINNING.
no one can make you feel inferior without your consent.
vibe for the rest of the year is not listening to people that don't have the life i want to live. people will easily project their insecurities onto you & try to block your blessings. i've seen things happen in my life because i CLAIMED it would be mine. y'all are afraid to claim the "impossible" because y'all are too busy listening to people who think small. remember to think big from here on out.
it's Q4. it's time to be the best version of yourself. accomplish your goals. stick to your routine & what works for you. persist. remain unbothered. don't show any stress on your face. allow monitoring spirits to hate in the background. this is YOUR life. reality conforms to YOUR desires. the rest of the year is up to you.
my fear of being perceived is ending!!!!! ITS OVER
is this the one (1) year i won't be suicidal on my birthday? stay tuned
never think someone wouldn’t do you that way because 9/10 they would and WILL. and they will always do it when things are about to get better for you. someone being weird to you in your winning season means they just want to be a loser for life. let them.
god i love tumblr DOWN because it isn’t a cesspool of people who lack of nuance entirely on random topics. everyone has a BRAIN. on here, someone could dislike your post here but have critical thinking and it’s a normal conversation or debate. on twitter, people take everything to a whole other level like IRL nobody cares lol. nobody talks like that in real life.
i have strong feelings for those mutuals that reblog my posts every day like clockwork like do you have a crush on me bestie? all of the little corners of the World Wide Web and you chose to weave your web next to mine? like you decided to stay connected to me and exist in my reality for all of this time? do you find my anonymity, unhealthy obsession with pink, and extreme mental instability alluring? i love you