for you
Through all these little things, I was able to add the most important quality to my list, the most revealing of them all, as simple as it was rare. Bella was good. All the other things added up to that whole: Kind and self-effacing and unselfish and brave—she was good through and through. And no one seemed aware of that besides me. (x)
She walked almost reverently into the golden light. It gilded her hair and made her fair skin glow. Her fingers trailed over the taller flowers, and I was reminded again of Persephone. Springtime personified. (x)
Evermore by Taylor Swift is a New Moon song
Justice for the moonless night quote
Midnight Sun by Stephenie Meyer // it’s time to go by Taylor Swift
“I will stay with you.” As long as I can, as long as it’s allowed, as long as it doesn’t hurt you. Until the sign comes, until it’s impossible for me to ignore.
evermore by Taylor Swift // New Moon by Stephenie Meyer In that instant, I felt well. Whole. I could feel my heart racing in my chest, the blood pulsing hot and fast through my veins again. My lungs filled deep with the sweet scent that came off his skin. It was like there had never been any hole in my chest. I was perfect—not healed, but as if there had been no wound in the first place. Part 1
Everybody wants you, everybody wonders what it would be like to love you (gold rush by Taylor Swift)
evermore by Taylor Swift // New Moon by Stephenie Meyer
I wondered how long this could last. Maybe someday, years from now—if the pain would just decrease to the point where I could bear it—I would be able to look back on those few short months that would always be the best of my life. And, if it were possible that the pain would ever soften enough to allow me to do that, I was sure that I would feel grateful for as much time as he’d given me. More than I’d asked for, more than I’d deserved. Maybe someday I’d be able to see it that way. Part 2
Her happiness had become the most important thing. More important than my own.
Bella’s Guardian Angel Vampire
Midnight Sun
I would fight, I would keep fighting. Whatever force it was that wanted to hurt Bella would have to go through me. No, she had no guardian angel. But I would do my best to make up for the lack.
A guardian vampire—there was a stretch.
Twilight
And then I knew I was dead. Because, through the heavy water, I heard the sound of an angel calling my name, calling me to the only heaven I wanted.
“Oh no, Bella, no!” the angel’s voice cried in horror.
Did a little watercolor painting of the Swan house.
RIP Bella’s Bottle Cap March 3, 2005 - March 17, 2005
I pulled from my shirt pocket the little bottle cap I’d been carrying around with me for weeks. My token of Bella—my talisman, my silly but reassuring physical link to her. It flashed dully in my hand for a moment, and then I pulverized it between my thumb and index finger and let the fragments of steel fall onto the remains of the camera. I didn’t deserve any link, any claim to her at all.
Midnight Sun by Stephenie Meyer
It would always be so for me, too. I would always love this fragile human girl, for the rest of my limitless existence.
The Twilight Saga + Forever
Stay always, stay forever.
New Moon by Stephenie Meyer/ hoax by Taylor Swift
Nothing lingered here. Nothing more than the memories that I could have called back whenever I wanted to, if I was ever willing to endure the corresponding pain—the pain that had me now, had me cold. There was nothing special about this place without him. I wasn’t exactly sure what I’d hoped to feel here, but the meadow was empty of atmosphere, empty of everything, just like everywhere else. Just like my nightmares.