I saw my ex-partner right up close today.

It was awful. I was literally half a meter away from him. My chest got tight and I had to bolt up the stairs and into the cathedral to avoid however I might react.

Thank god he was facing the other way because looking into his eyes would absolutely fucking destroy me.

Especially now that I know he doesn’t want to see me.

My friends just informed me that they got all my stuff from m ex-partner yesterday, with is both a relief (because I don't have to do it) and a really saddening feeling... I don’t really know how I feel about it to be honest...