if you are only feeling this way because of outside pressure then I don’t think you need to make any sudden movements out of fear or insecurity. what you should do is check in with yourself many moments throughout the day and see if you are feeling fulfilled, curious, passionate about something. take note of what sparks that in you, and take note of when you are not feeling this way and what more you might be needing from your every day life. every place we’re at is a stepping stone to the next aligned thing. you deserve to get paid enough to support yourself and have a sense of freedom, as all people do. this should motivate you to begin searching. it doesn’t mean you have to go to school right away or jump into some desk job you may end up hating. just search. try to have an open mind and see what else may be out there for you as the next stepping stone. stay curious.

all realities can be saved. your desire alone for a healthier relationship will take part in manifesting a healthier relationship. we’re always manifesting even when we don’t try to. our worlds reflect our patterns. feel out the truths for you. it could be saved, or it could be time for starting over. I don’t have that answer. trust what our intuition repeatedly says to you. follow that.

I talk to the people close to me who can relate to how I feel, I spend time with my dogs, I take baths and make a ritual of it with candles and incense and a book, I try not to scroll too much but journal or read instead. I spend time in nature, even if it just sitting for a minute. I meditate. I feel my feelings. I know that nothing is permanent. All things pass. All states of being pass. All feelings pass. I empower those around me. I empower myself. I honor what I believe.