TW: SH (if ur not ready to see it scroll on always priorities yourself and your mental health xx)
I recently relapsed. It sucks so bad (I was clean for a while) but I think what sucks more is the shame surrounding it like the thoughts "I was clean for x amount of time I can't believe you've done this" "You already burdened your friends/family with these issues earlier and now you're re starting" You just feel your self worth going down and I just want to say
You're self worth isn't determined by your relapses. It sucks but those scars aren't an admission of defeat, they are attention needing and you should seek help but that doesn't mean you've given up on yourself or that you're hopeless. There are bumps in the road for recovery, you haven't let anyone down. You're recovering.
Instead of thinking "omg I was clean for a bit and now I've done it again" try thinking "omg I was clean for x amount of time I'm so proud of myself", because you should be. Yes I relapsed but I was clean for some time and that counts for something and this is something you should be proud of.
Idk I wanted to get this off my chest, I hope this helps someone who is in a similar situation
thinking of all of you <33
love all of you <33
I bought a blazer and trousers (and I have a white undershirt) so I count it as a suit now I have the confidence to post a face reveal ahhh
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I just saw @nicxxx5 post and realised I've never done an About Me- Whoops
- Name: Theo (or teddy as @gooseberry--fool calls me)
- pronouns: he/they
- age: 16
- gender/sexuality: genderfluid/pansexual
- I have autism and ADHD I'm also pretty anxious and depressed and I think I have BPD (but that's self diagnosis)
- Married to the amazing @angerycat I am in awe <333
- I love The Owl House, My hero Academia (I haven't kept up with it recently but I can talk about previous seasons and movies), Spy x Family, Young Royals, Heartstopper, Given, Arcane, Assassination Classroom, Death Note, Your Name, Banana Fish, Spirited Away, Ouran High School Host club, Helluva boss (my pfp lol), Red White and Royal Blue (I'm still reading it)
- So if u'd like send me asks/anons on the list above <33
- Dni: racist, TERFS, homophobic, ableist etc
- Never hesitate to reach out I love talking to all of you <333 And it makes me very happy