The Beautiful Librarians by Sean O’Brien
The Beautiful Librarians The beautiful librarians are dead, The fairly recent graduates who sat Like Françoise Hardy’s shampooed sisters With cardigans across their shoulders On quiet evenings at the issue desk, Stamping books and never looking up At where I stood in adoration.
Once I glimpsed the staffroom Where they smoked and (if the novels Were correct) would speak of men. I still see the blue Minis they would drive Back to their flats around the park, To Blossom Dearie and red wine Left over from a party I would never
Be a member of. Their rooms looked down On dimming avenues of lime. I shared the geography but not the world It seemed they were establishing With such unfussy self-possession, nor The novels they were writing secretly That somehow turned to ‘Mum’s old stuff’.
Never to even brush in passing Yet nonetheless keep faith with them, The ice queens in their realms of gold – It passes time that passes anyway. Book after book I kept my word Elsewhere, long after they were gone And all the brilliant stock was sold.