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starrydilemma replied to your post

Technically, Jo knows from watching memories and from watching real life interactions so it's the same as Diyoza knowing just by observing. Clarke could still be completely oblivious especially because that's what self doubt does

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Why would clarke know it? Josephine knows by his interactions with him and Clarke might just think Josephine is reading something that isnt there.

lol oh man. ok SO i basically figured out while i was writing this reply that this was one of those things where it was like: i totally knew what i meant when i said it but clearly had ZERO PLAN for actually articulating it because i had no idea how to explain what i was trying to say lol. so here is me basically just word vomitting and trying to sound out exactly what i meant by this even though i knew what i meant. also this got really long and rambly and might have diverged from the actual point so just, like, bear with me lol…

i could see the point about Clarke thinking Josephine was just seeing something that wasn’t really there or Jo knowing just by observation. BUT, technically, Jo isn’t really just an third party observer or an objective and unbiased watcher is she? or at least, she’s not an observer in the sense that she’s on the outside looking in. she is distinctly on the inside, literally inside Clarke’s mind. she’s also not watching Clarke’s interaction with Bellamy in real time. she is watching past actions and events, and gaining access to past emotions and feelings, all conveyed from Clarke’s pov. yes, Jo is acting completely based on her interpretation of Bellamy and Clarke’s relationship. but THAT interpretation is still completely based in and on the way that Clarke, and Clarke’s own subconscious and subjective memories, are conveying the information. we always present information with a bias, we are always creating a narrative, even if we aren’t conscious of it. and so everything Jo has been able to determine about Bellamy and Clarke’s relationship has come from the story that Clarke’s memories showed her.

there is this quote i really love by May Sarton: memory is merciless. and i would say that is definitely true for Clarke. we know for a fact from Clarke’s own projections that Clarke’s memories that Clarke does have a lot of self doubt. Clarke doesn’t do herself any favors, she doesn’t cast herself in any kind of overly positive light at all, and there are so many things she’s done that obviously still haunt her. and we know Clarke has some unresolved guilt about Bellamy specifically. we know both from actual!Clarke putting “leaving Bellamy in the fighting pits” as her sin in her lantern, and from mind space!Clarke and her interactions with projection!Bloodreina (“i thought you actually cared about Bellamy.”) also based on that conversation, we also know Clarke clearly has some doubts surrounding her relationship with Bellamy and whether or not he actually forgave her. it would be really easy, i think, for Clarke’s memories to paint a pretty harsh picture of her and Bellamy’s relationship and his opinion on her. but based on Jo’s actions towards Bellamy and the things she’s said to him, i don’t think that’s the case.

Josephine has different strategies for when she simply wants to antagonize people vs. when she wants to manipulate them. and we know Jo has used romantic relationships specifically to manipulate others thus far...

  • with Abby, her trump card go-to’s were Kane and Jake, men Abby loved. one man she lost, and another man she was terrified of loosing.
  • she also did it to Clarke: “that’s why you always cry when you think of Lexa.”

additionally, looking back, not only do we know that this particular persuasive technique isn’t necessarily new to her; but also that it’s been used on her and she knows from personal experience that it works. in 6x06 (Memento Mori) Russel asks her “what the hell's the matter with you? have you become so callous to the feeling of others that you don't remember what it's like to lose someone you love?” at this point I think it’s relatively safe to say that he was talking about Gabriel, and that clearly had an effect on her.

if Jo’s goal was to just to get a rise out of Bellamy, there are soooo many other things that she could have brought up...

  • the estranged sister he couldn’t save.
  • the dead mother he got locked up.
  • participating in Pike’s nighttime attack on the Grounder army.
  • being locked up and tortured in mount weather.
  • the first and second Mount Weather massacres, both of which he feels somewhat responsible for.

And that would just be naming a few. There are even explicitly romantic relationships she could have used...

  • Gina- the ex GF whose death he feels responsible for. “too bad you were never that devoted to Gina.”
  • Ech0-the current gf who tried to kill his sister. hell he thought for a while that she DID kill his sister.  the woman who he trusted as an ally who then turned around and stabbed him (well his gf, but still) right in the back. the the traitor who he loves.

now obviously Jo doesn’t have access to Bellamy’s in depth memories the way she does Clarke’s. but she did tell him she knew a lot about him now, just based on being in Clarke’s head, and I think she would definitely know enough to be able to simply antagonize him. but that’s not what’s she’s trying to do, she wants to manipulate him. and hell, there could have been PLENTY of other things she could have brough up specifically for the purpose of manipulating him. plenty of other ways she could have made him emotional and torn his heart strings...

  • Monty and Harper: is this really what they would want? for you to start ANOTHER war?? is this really doing better??? is this the life they would have wanted for their son?!?
  • Gina: do you really want to be responsible for the death of another person you love? you want to be responsible for another woman’s painful death?? because if she doesn’t submit to Jo, Clarke’s death will be painful.
  • Madi: do you really want Madi to have to watch her mother die a prisoner (yes Clarke is more like a metaphorical prisoner, but she’s still a prisoner in her own body) just like you did.
  • Ech0: don’t you want an opportunity to just settle down with the woman you love? get married, have kids, build a life together. isn’t that what you’ve been fighting for?? aren’t you tired of fighting?!?

but she doesn’t. She clearly sees Clarke as at least one Bellamy’s significant Achilles heels, and she is basing that on information she has taken solely from Clarke. and there is plenty of other evidence that Josephine knows and understands the importance of their relationship: she literally told her father that if Bellamy found out Clarke was dead, he would tear sanctum down and burn it to the ground. she even knew that the sure fire way to get Clarke to give up was to tell her that Bellamy already gave up on her. she knew that Bellamy giving up on her would make Clarke give up on herself. (i would argue that that is one pretty straight up example that, somewhere in her subconscious, Clarke fucking knows how she feels about Bellamy.)

Josephine really isn’t just an outsider looking in, she is an insider watching past actions and events specifically from Clarke’s perspective. she has special access to specific information that paints past events in a certain light. and because of that, i don’t really think you can make the inference that she would, all by herself, be able to get to the point of knowing that the best way to manipulate Bellamy was to use Clarke. and also, Jo is far more calculated than that. no matter how desperate she’s getting to get rid of Clarke, she’s not going to just, like, try throwing everything at the wall and hope something sticks; she doesn’t have time for that. i would even argue that because she’s getting more desperate to get rid of Clarke, Jo is going to try her goddamnedest to find whatever will work best and go with it real hard. she has more and more incentive to get rid of Clarke and, therefore, more and more incentive to figure out a way to manipulate Bellamy into helping her.

i do think it’s a valid argument that Jo is able to get way more information about Clarke’s feelings (as opposed to Bellamy’s) from Clarke’s subconscious and memories, that is relatively obvious. and i also think that Clarke is waaayyy more aware of her feelings for Bellamy than he is of his feelings for her (lord, his excuse to Ech0 about why he was worrying about Clarke while she was dancing with Mr. Hot Doctor Prime was laced with so much denial it was more potent than a pot brownie), OR that she is of his feelings for her for that matter, at this current juncture. but there also has to be something that told Jo that Clarke is just as important to Bellamy as she is to him. so unless Jo got herself some sick shipper goggles, i would argue that implies that somewhere in her subconscious Clarke knows that she and Bellamy’s relationship isn’t an ordinary one. and not just because of the circumstances under which they met, or everything they have been through together either, but because of the feelings they have for each other. not matter how smart, or observant, or sociopathic Jo is, there are things she just couldn’t have pulled out of thin air and come up with all by herself. they didn’t come from nowhere, they came from Clarke.

so, in conclusion…i would say that Clarke been knew.

(**i feel like i have to add the disclaimer that none of this is how i personally feel about Clarke or Bellamy. like, I obviously don’t think Bellamy got his mom killed. this is from a perspective of how Jo would use the information to antagonize or manipulate them.**)

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i mean seriously, if Gabriel somehow ISN’T involved in Bellamy FINALLY hearing all 2,199 of Clarke’s voicemails...

The angel Gabriel is a messenger who was entrusted to deliver several important messages on God’s behalf. (x)
In the Book of Daniel, Gabriel is responsible for interpreting Daniel's visions. Gabriel's main function in Daniel is that of revealer, a role he continues in later literature and religious doctrine. (x)
Gabriel is the patron saint of messengers, those who work for broadcasting and telecommunications such as radio and television. (x)

SOMEONE is going to need to sue for negligent misuse of resources...

i would probably be willing to take that case pro bono.

honestly tbh.

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things that i know to be true: the real threat that the Primes should be concerning themselves with is Abigail Griffin.

because when sis finds out they used her (possibly) dead daughter and (definitely) dead husband to manipulate her into bring back her (probably) dead boyfriend back to life just for said boyfriend to DIE ALL OVER AGAIN...

it’s gonna be real bad like whoa.

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ok sooo I was trying to figure out Josephine!Clarke’s weird/awkward reaction after Bellamy tells Clarke “I won’t let you die.” because for someone who is horrible at feelings and always laughs everything off, she seemed genuinely shaken...

now i think she’s remembering the last guy who looked at her like that...

Gabriel Santiago. the man who loved her so much he spent 25 years figuring out how to conquer death just so he could bring her back to life.

And It Was At This Moment That She Knew She Was Fucked.

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Josephine!Clarke: Take you and Clarke, for instance. Now that's a weird relationship, isn't it?

Josephine!Clarke: First you want to kill her to save your own ass, even though it means the genocide of your own people on the Ark, and then you become besties, bonding over the actual genocide at Mount Weather. Together. You lock her up, she locks you up, you leave her on Earth, she leaves you to die in the fighting pits.

Josephine!Clarke: I mean, it's exhau—

The E N T I R E Bellarke fandom:

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D A M N... this season really is about how much Clarke hates herself huh?!?

that’s always been the thing though...

no one could ever hate Clarke Griffin for the thing she’s done more than Clarke Griffin hates herself...

no shame or punishment could ever be worse than how she shames and punishes herself...

she doesn’t go down easy because there’s nothing stronger than a broken woman who has rebuilt herself.    

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honestly the Sanctum Body Snatchers Club or who ever tf they are could not have POSSIBLY picked a WORSE human being to hijack than Clarke Griffin...

  • her bff/platonic life partner was deadass willing to run HEAD FIRST into an enemy army because he got a glimpse of her once for about 27 seconds and also sauntered into an enemy camp armed with nothing but dramatic lighting and a COFFEE MUG to save her.
  • her adopted daughter has the knowledge of approximately hundreds of GENIUS WARRIORS implanted in her brain and probably knows about 487 ways to kill someone using a PAPER CLIP. 
  • her adopted son has selfless courage AND computer genius basically BUILT INTO HIS DNA. 
  • she is frenemies with an EX NAVY SEAL ASSASSIN.
  • and her mother could straight up END YOU and make it look like your death happened for completely legitimate medical reasons.
  • that’s not even GETTING INTO all the friends and as good as family members she has who have LICHERALLY SURVIVED AN APOCALYPSE and are probably about fresh outta fcuks at this point.
  • and clarke HERSELF is nicknamed “The Commander of Death.” that is an ACTUAL THING people CALLED HER for a SIGNIFICANT PERIOD OF TIME!

i have barely even WATCHED this season and even i can tell that was a SERIOUS TACTICAL ERROR...

seriously have these people NEVER HEARD of BACKGROUND CHECKS?!?

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