Nightmares (Jr. Soldier Pt. II)- Steve Rogers x Barnes!Child!Reader
She’s adorable, Steve decided as he tucked (y/n) into bed, gently so as to not wake her up. She had fallen asleep on the couch.
He softly kissed her little forehead, then stood back and watched her for a while.
He had had (y/n) for a few months now, and she had been a little bit of hell for sure.
Getting her to bathe was a pain. Several times, Steve had ended up face-first in the tub, drenched in his clothes, while (y/n) had run away and hidden under a bed or something.
Getting her to eat a pain. She had never had good food in her life, and once she’d tasted pizza there was no feeding her anything else.
Getting her to wake up in the morning was a pain.
But Steve didn’t mind all of that. In everything she did, he was reminded of the quick, slightly bratty kid Bucky had been, and somehow that made all the pains...pleasant.
The only thing that fairly wracked his nerves was the nightmares.
She would wake up in the middle of the night screaming odd Russian phrases and Steve would rush to her side. She wouldn’t tell him anything about what she dreamed about-neither would she acknowledge having a nightmare the next day. It worried Steve; there was no telling what Hydra might’ve done to the child.
Steve sighed and headed to his own room, right beside (y/n)’s.
He settled into bed and wafted off to sleep.
~***~
He was awoken by a loud shriek.
Steve rushed to (y/n)’s room and turned on the light- she was sitting up in bed, her face pale, her eyes wide and afraid.
“Uncle Steve?” she asked, tears filling up her (e/c) eyes.
“Yeah, yeah I’m here, sweetie,” Steve said, sitting on one side of her bed and putting his arm around her.
She was stiff.
Normally, after a nightmare, she’d curl up in his lap and fall asleep, comforted. Now she just sat there, with her eyes big and filled with tears.
“Heil Hydra,” she said suddenly, making Steve jump.
“What did you say?” Steve asked, his hair on end, for once, his expression angry.
She has bred by Hydra, it wasn’t entirely surprising she’d say something like that. But Steve loathed Hydra- pure, angry, destructive loathing.
(y/n) looked at him curiously.
“Back there,” she always called Hydra ‘there’, “all the people told me to say ‘Heil Hydra’. They said it would make everything okay, and make pain go away and make me happy. They called it my elegance, or something like that.”
“Allegiance?” Steve tried.
“Uh, yeah, that,” she said, frowning.
Steve tilted her head up and looked at her in the eyes.
“(y/n),” he said gravely, “I never want you to say that phrase again.”
“I-okay,” said the girl; the tone of his voice and the gravity scared her a bit.
“I never want to go back there,” she mumbled, hugging him around the waist .
“You never will,” Steve said firmly.
“Please don’t go,” she implored, like she did every time. It broke his heart to see a small child so desolate and afraid.
“Of course I won’t go,” said Steve gently.
“You’ll be with me, right?’ she asked, just for extra reassurance.
“Till the end of the line,” he replied.