The only child I have the capacity to take care of is my inner child. I do not currently want children, and I may never want children. My wounds are too deep. The amount of healing I need may take a lifetime, and I refuse to put any child through that.
Children deserve happiness without conditions. My health, both mental and physical, are conditions I WILL NOT subject any children to endure.
To the children I will probably never have, this comes from a place of love and selflessness. I just hope the world can understand.