Thee Reina

Being a Christian is hard, being black is hard, being a woman is hard.

But being a Christian black woman is harder. Let us grieve because that is literally what this feels like. A lot of us are in the process of grieving what could(should) have been.

I started writing a book when I was in middle school. I continued writing and rewriting it up until college. I haven't touched it in years.

This sudden spark in me since I began writing fanfiction makes me want to give it a try again. I missed writing so bad before this, but it was like my mind wouldn't let me.

I honestly feel like my "adult with a fully developed frontal lobe" perspective will help me continue the story. I was literally a kid when I started writing it. I had no life experiences, and I could only write from the perspectives I saw on TV and read in other books. This limited me so much.

This wouldn't be something I would write to post on here. If I ever publish it, I will more than likely use a pseudonym.