*not a first born, but I definitely sent this to my oldest sister
theereina reblogged
God, I'm tired.
Im tired of:
- fighting for the bare minimum
- losing myself
- clawing through darkness
- praying for better days
- being alone when all I need is someone's presence
- feeling unappreciated by those I give the world to
- desiring more but somehow falling short
- viewing the world with kindness and compassion without reciprocation
- being led by the "blind"
- praying for comfort but never finding peace
- living and breathing but never "living"
- trying to breath when every breathe feels like a painful reminder
*I am a human person having a human experience. I am posting this to show that everyone falls short at times. Sometimes we need to be reminded that others go through "life", too. THIS POST IS POORLY FOR SELF EXPRESSION AND TRANSPARENCY.
#a talk with god#dear diary#dear self#note to self#i'm not okay#dear god#god first#praying#vulnerability#being human#being honest#mental health awareness#mental health#women's mental health#mental wellbeing#mental health matters#mental health writing#emotions are hard#tw depressing thoughts#depression and anxiety
God, I'm tired.
Im tired of:
- fighting for the bare minimum
- losing myself
- clawing through darkness
- praying for better days
- being alone when all I need is someone's presence
- feeling unappreciated by those I give the world to
- desiring more but somehow falling short
- viewing the world with kindness and compassion without reciprocation
- being led by the "blind"
- praying for comfort but never finding peace
- living and breathing but never "living"
- trying to breath when every breathe feels like a painful reminder
*I am a human person having a human experience. I am posting this to show that everyone falls short at times. Sometimes we need to be reminded that others go through "life", too. THIS POST IS POORLY FOR SELF EXPRESSION AND TRANSPARENCY.