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The Dragonfly Warrior

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Since when do my arms look like this?!

Edit- Okay I’m going to attach a story to this. #eating disorder, #restricting and #anorexia tags apply

Basically I’ve been recovering from fairly distorted eating/restricting, until last year when a friend told me I needed to eat or else. It’s been really, really freaking hard, but then I see results like this and it’s all worth it. I’m a mesomorph body type, so I build muscle really fast, and I’ve never had my body look like this. Ever. I love how I look and I hope I can keep feeding myself so I can see more results like this.

Wow! I know it is a hard path, but I can feel so much pride from you in these photos and you look awesome. You are doing great. Keep up the amazing work. <3

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Anonymous asked:

I have anorexia and am underweight. Lately I've been wanting to eat more and become fit, but every time I try and I gain a pound or two, it scares me and I restrict more and more. Is it possible to be fit but still not gain much? I'd love to have more positive fitness related goals but can't deal with the scale going up.

If you force your body into making “fitness goals” while actively restricting, you are not going to see the results you want. You are only going to get sicker. Fitness is a physical, mental, and emotional thing. It involves striving for complete, overall health. If you are refusing to try restoring your body to physical health, you cannot improve your fitness. I’m sorry if I am sounding harsh, but I really hope you realize how disordered this thought process is. Picking up a new fitness routine while underweight, especially if it’s underweight due to ED, can easily kill you.

Trying to make fitness improvements while actively restricting is like saying “I’m going to learn to play the piano but I’m also deliberately going to cut my hands off.” I do strongly encourage you to make positive fitness goals! But, I recommend that you use your fitness goals as a way to cope with the scale weight you will gain during recovery. (or even better, maybe a goal to work towards is to not weigh yourself/weigh yourself less as you work on fitness and recovery?

I know it sounds like the most terrifying thing, but intense fear of weight gain is literally a mental, physiological side effect of physical starvation. If you gain weight, over time you will be less terrified of gaining weight because your body will no longer be panicking and your hormones will start to go back to normal.

It sounds like you may benefit from a little support (if you don’t have some already) so I will encourage you to check out the NEDA site and perhaps find a discussion group near you. These are open groups that are in a neutral, non-medical environment and are not overseen by medical professionals. If you need more resources, these groups are a good way to find them in your area.

Any recovery blogs that want to contribute to this response would be appreciated. And anon, we are here for you.

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Tomorrow I run with The Joy Project in support of recovery from eating disorders! This is a cause very close to home for me and I'm hoping to raise a little more for the organization. There's still time to make a last-minute donation:

So much love and gratitude to those who have supported and contributed. All donations (and reblogs!) are deeply appreciated - thank you for helping promote health, awareness, and body positivity!

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Really long rant but I had to ok

Ngl fitblr you’re starting to annoy me with your 6’0 girls with the ultimate goal weight of 60kg for their ‘happy and healthy lifestyle’ and people my height with an ultimate goal weight of 96lbs 

And don’t get me started on the whole it’s pro ana thing I could write you a book on that if you’re trying to go from like 150lbs to 127 to be healthy then think you want to be skinny so set the ugw to 105 when you get to 105 you’re not happy

And you end up getting to 89lbs and in hospital tumblr, you end up being scared of eating celery tumblr these were my actual weights tumblr 

If it’s a happy and healthy lifestyle surely you should be measuring body fat percentage taking measurements with a tape measure of your body increasing weights sets and reps and cutting out additives to reach your ‘goals’, not an ultimate goal weight

I don’t care if you’re raw vegan and not eating splenda and alpen light bars to lose your weight cool your body isn’t full with aspartame but your body won’t be happy when you’re being ‘happy healthy and fit’ on 1200kcals a day working out for 4-5 hours and are 89 pounds 

Idon’t think some of you realise that you don’t have to be only eating air to be anorexic what some of you are doing is still really really bad 

Especially when you post your ‘progress pics’ and it’s like ribs showing spine poking out and you’re like 5lbs to go I’m really sorry please don’t, if you’re entrapped in this horrible feeling that you need to go 5lbs lower you can get help for that someone can help but you posting your progress pics makes people on here think that’s okay to be like that 

I disagree with goal weights in all ways. When I was recovering from my e.d. it was my goal to be quite a bit heavier than I am now (like bmi 21 or summin) but when I got here I felt so comfortable, I ate whatever did whatever and I had the padding in all the right places you know so was there any need to keep drinking meal replacements shakes? not really no. (ofc if you’re of a healthy bmi that is. The amount of girls that say they feel ‘comfortable’ at bmi 17 makes me sad too because it’s so obvious the e.d. is still there.)

So when you’re losing weight I understand you losing to like bmi 24.9 as a goal to be healthy medically but past then why don’t you just keep going until you feel good and look how you want to look? No goal weight you must meet by this deadline. The sick feeling of disappointment that is spread around by people not losing that certain number of pounds per week is horrible to see.

I’m sorry it’s driving me up the wall, lalalala

^^^ All of this. Fitspo is often thinspo in a sports bra, right?

Insta reblog for this rant. Thanks girl <3 you're amazing.

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please tell me this is a joke. not eating is not beautiful. it’s as if they’re trying to promote eating disorders

I cannot be the only one who gets SO TERRIBLY upset at this commercial. The 90-calorie chewy bar concocted of pure useless chemicals, sugar, and no actual nutrients that was created solely to suppress a healthy appetite. The one that tells you that eating is a bad habit but luckily they've got the solution. The one whose slogan is (and I kid you not): "Eating Less Is A Beautiful Thing." I am NOT ashamed to admit that today, this ad finally reduced me to tears of fright, sadness, and anger. THIS is what is wrong with the modern world. This is why we keep getting unhealthier: The focus is weight, not health. We as a society will do anything to drop the numbers, no matter how it affects our well-being. And that is the problem - weight loss is meaningless without health to support it. This is the world in which 90 calories of chemical nightmares is considered the solution, instead of a healthy lifestyle of exercise and real food. This is the world in which your ad campaign can blatantly promote poor nutrition, blind weight loss, and dangerous restrictive eating. It is disgusting and irresponsible and frightening. Soapbox time: I struggled for years with cycles of self-imposed starvation (and the resulting binge) that eventually culminated in a ruinous, morbidly obese and malnourished body. Today, however, I am proud to say that I have managed to lose 115 pounds in a clean and healthful manner - with nutritive eating, regular exercise, patience and positivity. Yet despite so much wonderful progress, I felt immediately triggered by this ad to "eat less" and I know I am not the only one. How can they be so irresponsible? These products perpetuate an unhealthy nation and directly promote restrictive disordered thinking in individuals who struggle with food and self image. Please step up to promote HEALTH before it is too late! Take a moment and sign a petition to get this horrible campaign removed from our airwaves: http://chn.ge/14pxb3D Thank you in advance.

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THINSPO BULLSHIT

Love how all the thinspo sites are like “this is not a pro-ana or pro-mia site” promise!!!

Yeah, and I’m a swedish flying purple leprechaun.

If I could bitch slap a website, I would.

RAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dear dollpartsache, you don't have asks enabled so I'm just reblogging. You are my new favorite recovery blog because every single one of your rants make me want to cry, clap wildly, or both. (followed you from my personal blog) and thanks for being another reminder to Tumblr that "your friend Ana" is really a LYING BACKSTABBING BITCH THAT WANTS YOU DEAD. Keep on telling that cunt to go to hell.

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This is Haylee. I met her online recently and was given permission to share her story. Shes 16 years old and has been suffering with Anorexia Nervosa (binge purge subtype) for 10 years now. She has permanent heart problems, shes has 2 heart attacks since January, and was in a coma in March. Shes constantly in the hospital due to her eating disorder, and shes spent 7 months in the hospital this year. It’s come to my attention that there are a lot of people on tumblr with “pro-anorexic” blogs who seem to WANT this disease and give “tips” to their followers to “become anorexic”. I want you to look at this photo, at this young girl who has wasted 10 years of her life in agony and ask yourself, how can you be pro this? How can you encourage others to do this to themselves? Please reblog this and help it get around to other blogs to show the reality of eating disorders and the pain they cause and put a stop to “pro anorexia” blogs.

I know so many thinspiration blogs, and girls who WANT an eating disorder… They don’t realize how stupid they are acting. Now look at this girl. Does she look happy? Does she look healthy? ALL OF YOU WAKE UP. WAKE THE FUCK UP AND OPEN YOUR EYES. Eating disorders are an illness. They are true and serious conditions.

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In A Complicated Relationship - With Food? Four Common Eating Disorders That Go Unmentioned

In order to maintain a positive lifestyle and a healthy body, one must ensure they are not falling into patterns of disordered eating, as these patterns are harmful not only to physical stamina but to mental well-being. Unfortunately, restrictive eating disorders in particular have been covertly condoned and even encouraged by aspects of our culture, and touted as a "glamorous" disease to have as a tool to control one's weight (and therefore one's self-worth).

Eating disorders can affect everyone and can be caused by any number of reasons, but most importantly, it is important to recognize that the range of eating disorders extends far beyond the realm of the familiar anorexia nervosa and bulimia nervosa, although this fact is not generally recognized by the world of popular health.

It is up to you to end this cycle. So before you continue your journey to fitness, I encourage you to get a little more information. Click below for a description of four extremely common food-related disorders you might have never considered, and ask yourself: Considering your past and current tendencies, are you at risk?

1. Anorexia Athletica

Also known as compulsive exercise, athletica nervosa, obligatory exercise, and exercise addiction, anorexia is a potentially life-threatening condition. The person with anorexia athletica no longer enjoys exercising, but feels obligated to do so to justify any manner of food intake.

People who suffer from this condition - most prominently females between the ages of 12 and 19 - may experience a sense of guilt and anxiety when missing a workout and not even sickness or injury can stop them from fulfilling their perceived need for exercise. Individuals with anorexia athletica may:

  • Repeatedly exercise beyond the requirements for good health.
  • Be fanatical about weight and diet.
  • Steal time from work, school, and relationships to exercise.
  • Strive to achieve and master ever more difficult challenges
  • Forget that physical activity can be fun.
  • Define self-worth in terms of performance.
  • Rarely be satisfied with athletic achievements. Small satisfactions are fleeting and they do not savor victory; they push on to the next challenge immediately.
  • Justify excessive behavior by defining themselves as a "special" or "elite" athlete.

2. Body Dysmorphic Disorder (the "funhouse mirror" effect)

BDD, or Body Dysmorphic Disorder is a preoccupation or obsession with a defect in visual appearance, whether that be an actual slight imperfection or an imagined one. Some example of this would be obsessing to the point of severe depression (sometimes including thoughts about or attempts at suicide) over physical attributes such as freckles; a large nose, blotchy skin, wrinkles, acne, scarring. Though the preoccupation can include any part of the body, areas of the face and head, specifically the skin, hair and nose, are most common.

People suffering with BDD may often have a low self-esteem and unreasonable fears of rejection from others due to their perceived ugliness. Some sufferers realize that their perception of the "defect" is distorted, but find the impulse to think about it uncontrollable.

There are two types of Body Dysmorphic Disorder -- the non-delusional type -- and the delusional type (where the person actually has hallucinations of a completely imagined defect, or an imagined gross exaggeration of a small defect). The delusional form is less common and more severe.

Men and women living with BDD may practice unusually compulsive rituals to look at, hide, cover and/or improve their defect(s). They may spend a great deal of time looking at themselves in anything mirror-like and trying to convince others of how ugly they are. They may be compulsive in searching out doctors to treat them with medications and/or plastic surgery. Patients may go to any lengths to improve their appearance, including using methods that are dangerous. Some may even attempt their own surgery, or commit suicide.

3. Orthorexia Nervosa

Orthorexia Nervosa is an obsession with a "pure" diet, where it interferes with a person's life. It becomes a way of life filled with chronic concern for the quality of food being consumed. When the person suffering with Orthorexia Nervosa slips up from wavering from their "perfect" diet, they may resort to extreme acts of further self-discipline including even stricter regimens and fasting.

Orthorexia Nervosa should only be characterised when it is in the long-term (paying attention to healthy food for a few weeks where it becomes a normal and healthy routine not obsessed over, would not be considered a disorder), when it has a significant negative impact on an individual's life (thinking about food to avoid the stresses of life, thinking about how food is prepared to avoid negative emotions, thinking about food the majority of each individual's day), and where food rituals are not better explained by something like religious rites (such as in the Orthodox Jewish religion).

4. EDNOS (Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified)

EDNOS often cannot be labeled, but the ramifications of even an unspecified eating disorder can be just as severe as anorexia and bulimia. Having an "Eating Disorder not Otherwise Specified" can mean a number of things. It can mean the individual suffers from Anorexia but still gets their period; It can mean they may still be an "average healthy weight" but be suffering Anorexia; It can mean the sufferer equally participates in some Anorexic as well as Bulimic behaviors (sometimes referred to as being Bulimirexic).

Just as it is important to remember that doctors can make mistakes, it is also important to keep in mind that it has not been until very recently (in the last 10 years) that awareness on the subject Eating Disorders has really begun to surface. People are frequently confused (including doctors) about the real differences between Anorexia and Bulimia (Anorexia essentially being self-starvation, and Bulimia being defined as going through binge and purge cycles - simply put), and often times know nothing at all about Binge-Eating Disorder.

For example, a doctor relies completely on his diagnostic manuals and reads the criteria to diagnose an individual as having Anorexia. He finds that his patient has regularly practiced self-starvation techniques, thinks of herself unrealistically as overweight, and seems to be hard on herself... BUT she still has her monthly period (the diagnostic criteria states that there must be loss of monthly menstrual cycles). He may technically diagnose the patient as having "An Eating Disorder not Otherwise Specified".

Another example would be that of a person suffering through binge and purge cycles once a week, who feels that they are overweight and who feels depressed. (The diagnostic criteria states that the sufferer must binge and purge, on average, at least twice a week.)

Practically speaking, in the first example the person suffers from Anorexia and the second suffers from Bulimia. Clinically speaking, according to the "text book" they would suffer from "An Eating Disorder not Otherwise Specified". In either case, both people are suffering with an Eating Disorder, both are in danger of potentially deadly physical complications, and both need to make a choice for recovery.

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