the dead kid in me

"I put my heart and my soul into my work, and have lost my mind in the process."

"What am I in the eyes of most people - a nonentity, an eccentric, or an unpleasant person - somebody who has no position in society and will never have; in short, the lowest of the low.

All right, then - even if that were absolutely true, then I should one day like to show by my work what such an eccentric, such a nobody, has in his heart...

Though I am often in the depths of misery, there is still calmness, pure harmony and music inside me."

Hayao Miyazaki: The Never-Ending Man

At Eternity's Gate ✨