Trip report
I did dmt for the first time in a while last Sunday and it wasn't like any of my other experiences, it was incredibly productive and peaceful and I feel like I was able to speed heal a lot of trauma that was holding me back and I can really come into myself now instead of constantly being terrified and shut off from everything and everyone. I feel like I got my spark for life back and I'm fucking loving it. I healed my relationship with my body and learned that while it is just a flesh suit it's my only flesh suit and it deserves to feel loved and cared for and be nourished and adorned and allowed to move however it pleases. For someone who hasn't felt at home in my body for years and abused myself through eating disorders and self injury this is fucking huge for me.