Wow so that was definitely a relapse of mania cause now I'm depressed as fuck and can't do shit...
#personal#mental health#shit this better not get bad#like fuck i might need to find a therapist just to fucking see what i need to do#like i wanna cry ive made so much progress#only to have this one thing that was situationally avoidable put me in a state of horrible mental health relapse#like i just wanna snort a line of dope and drift off into a land where i dont give a shit aboht anything#forever