I'm too autistic to know if my feelings are reciprocated so I'm scared to feel as deeply as I do about you to protect my heart from breaking over you all over again. But there are definitely evidential signs I just treat my friends like romantic partners so I have no idea if ur gestures are romantic or friendly.....
#but you spoon fed me strawberry ice cream covered in mushroom honey all night and fucked me silly and made me eggy toast and coffee#and we spent the whole day at the beach yesterday and smoked down with the homies#not to mention u had me sneak in the back door at 4am for snugs like we were in highschool again#i got the giddy squishy feels in my guts now and that dont fuckin happen to me#my whole heart doesn't know what to do now