All I want is a solid ass partner who’s as enthralled with me as I am them and neither of us have to work and we have a beautiful home and family in a beautiful sunny place by the ocean and can just be happy silly trippy fairies together forever. I’ll literally bend over backwards to take care of someone who commits to me and supports me unconditionally. I’m manifesting a life of peace, ease of daily life, dharma, and play. I want nothing else.
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This post is now a work of political art that is just A+
Maybe it's an art compulsion, maybe it's the drugs....either way it works
I literally found the best possible living situation ever. As long as the house is kept clean AF I can do whatever. I can actually create and finish my portfolio and potentially seek out an apprenticeship for tattooing and do the gat damn thang y'all!!!!!
#im work trading with my friend cause he need hella support and i need somewhere to live where i dont have to hold down a job#and so we were like a match made in the fuckin stars#literally born on the same day 30 years apart#and hes like OG dead fam which is siiiick#the stories we have at dinner would blow people's fuckin minds
new night routine: music and art.....10/10
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This makes me miss being housed…
I love my friends and I'm not doing good rn and feel like the folks who I'll protect to the ends of the earth don't have the capacity to return my energy. Coupled with the fact that they keep me high for free on whatever I want makes me feel like my love, while unconditional, is being purchased with drugs. I'm so tired of no one actively acting like they give a shit and aren't just using me or treating me like a burden hate only convenient to get high with, use to run errands, or as some hoe to fuck.
I'm too autistic to know if my feelings are reciprocated so I'm scared to feel as deeply as I do about you to protect my heart from breaking over you all over again. But there are definitely evidential signs I just treat my friends like romantic partners so I have no idea if ur gestures are romantic or friendly.....
#but you spoon fed me strawberry ice cream covered in mushroom honey all night and fucked me silly and made me eggy toast and coffee#and we spent the whole day at the beach yesterday and smoked down with the homies#not to mention u had me sneak in the back door at 4am for snugs like we were in highschool again#i got the giddy squishy feels in my guts now and that dont fuckin happen to me#my whole heart doesn't know what to do now
Good god my whole heart
Wild how being around men who don't objectify you and treat you like a queen really shifts ur perspective on your own self worth....maybe I'll stay put out here and see what happens.....
I was called a man magnet today and I haven't received from a compliment so fast. Don't perceive me I'm feral and crazed and entirely unstable....
The last 24 hours have been some of the most blissful, beautiful, heart wrenching, and turbulent. The rug was just pulled out from under us and now my whole lil pod of friends is unhoused.
#i ate a ton of sass last night and it was fucking incredible#and then this morning i was woken up by the OG Tennant on the lease telling us to gtfo and that we arent welcome in his space.#even though we literally cleaned up rooms full of literal human shit bags in order to have somewhere to be safe and happy#not to mention how much we cleared up everything outside and made the property beautiful and healing and were working on something gorgeous#so now im back in the van full time#and tbh im not depressed about being unhoused again but more heartbroken that this is the fifth time ive been destabilized in the last 12 yr#but im grateful for the sass for reaffirming my path and reminding me if the beauty and love in the world
Well fuck. I caught feelings for someone and I've never felt this way about anyone before and idk if the feels are reciprocated. I doubt it tbh but good god my heart is fuckin buggin' out for this dude. And it's fucked cause I've felt this way about him for fucking years at this point and just been distracting myself with other people cause it hasn't been aligned but I'm fuckin head over heels for him now and don't even want to be with other people. We hooked up a few nights ago out of the blue and it brought everything roaring back up to the surface and now I'm at a loss of what to do.
Too blessed to be stressed babyyyy
Been having gnarly lucid relapse dreams.... grateful as fuck for ketamine and good friends to support me through finding different outlets instead of turning back to dope after all these years.
U ever meet someone who immediately makes you fiend for nicotine? I need a gd cigarette bad to deal with all these mfers. Between spunions showing up and trying to set my yard on fire and tweakers pulling apart all the electronics to arrogant burnouts with a complex I'm fucking over it. I love where I live and I love my homegirl but the folks who blow through piss me off to no end.