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“They’re real, Skye. They always have been.”

These two lines, these 7 words—they kill me. They hurt…so badly. And I’m sure they hurt Skye and Ward even more. The depth behind them, the meaning. And Skye’s reaction to them. It's…painful.

From Ward’s perspective, they’re true. His feelings for Skye were very real. And…they always had been. But that’s what troubles him—the fact that he had feelings for Skye. He had been trained for 15 years to never get attached to anyone or anything. And he had always been good at that—not feeling, choosing to feel, not getting attached. But there he was, falling for this girl, denying everything he’s ever known. Falling for her was never part of the plan. Bringing her along was never part of the plan. His mission was to just get in, gain trust, and work secretly under their noses. Basically. But he never meant to betray her. He never knew that he would fall for her, or that he would have ever even known her. But he did. And he was betraying her then. But still, he was denying everything he’s ever known, still attached to Skye.

From Skye’s perspective, she doesn’t know what to think. She obviously had feelings for Ward, too. But he betrayed her. He lied to her. Her reaction, “I’m gonna throw up,” wasn’t because of who he really was. It was because of the fact that she knew that he was telling the truth, that his feelings for her were real. That after everything they’d been through, everything Ward had done, that his feelings for her were real. That Ward had always been able to not feel, to choose to feel, to never get attached, but she was the exception. Yet, he still betrayed her, he still lied to her. She was disgusted with him, but she was also disgusted with herself for, even after everything, still having feelings for Ward. Nearly everything that happened after that was because she tried to make herself hate him.

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