you can feel her inside you. permeating your form, flowing through your veins. you move your arms in front of you, you wiggle your fingers, you can move just fine. but you can feel her, like a small, flickering candlelight. you hear her voice echo inside of your head.
"now, lie down for me, love."
of course, you obey. you lie down on the bed, your arms resting at your sides, anxiously awaiting whatever was to come next. you feel yourself shaking slightly with anticipation.
"relax yourself. you're far too tense."
you close your eyes, and start to control your breathing. there's still a strong feeling of expectation, but you get a handle on it. breathing in for six... out for six... in for six... out for six...
then, you feel something. something coming to rest on your chest. you open your eyes, and you see... your own right hand. a movement you didn't make. a chill runs down your spine.
"perfect. now, try to resist this time."
you feel another movement. your left arm has begun to move by itself. as you try to move it back to your side, it freezes mid-motion.
you struggle against the invisible force, but you can only manage to make it shake slightly. then, it freezes entirely. as if it was entirely cut off from your brain. and it begins to move again, coming to a stop next to your right hand on your chest. you try to lift that arm again, but it's similarly locked in place.
her voice echoes in your head again. "hmmm~ this really is easier than i expected~"
your body starts to panic. you jolt up to a sitting position, but find yourself frozen once again.
"now, now, we're not finished yet, are we? down, girl."
at her command, your body returns automatically to a lying position. but you don't feel any more calm. the gentle fire of her influence has grown. your muscles tense, and your breathing intensifies.
you feel a sudden strong sensation in your chest. she's squeezing your breasts with your hands, and a moan escapes your lips. "mmmpgh, oh fffuck...-" the fire grows more and more, spreading and intensifying throughout your body.
"hhaahhhh... hold on, i-"... your words get caught in your throat. you try to form a sentence, but nothing comes out.
"god... you really are fucking easy, huh?"
...that wasn't her voice.
it was your voice. from your lips.
the fire feels like an inferno at this point. your body convulses intensely as you fight for control, your limbs refuse to move according to your wishes.
then, for a moment, everything stops. you feel all of your senses dull, the fire feeling further away. everything feels further away. you find yourself in the space between the physical world and... another.
in this space, you see her bare form materialise in front of you. she doesn't have a physical form, and you're not even sure if you do either. she drifts gently towards you.
she puts her hand under your chin and lifts it. you can't feel her hand, but your chin lifts anyways.
"you'll be safe in my hands. all you need to do is let go."
you close your eyes and feel your semi-existent lips touch. you stay there for a few seconds, before you feel her begin to wash over you, like a warm bucket of water being poured over you. the sensation flows over and through you. then... you are one.
your senses return to you. the burning feeling is gone, replaced with a comforting warmth that doesn't cool. you can see the ceiling above you, but you can't look around. you can feel the soft fabric of the bed beneath you, but you can't move a muscle.
until you feel your fingers wiggle slightly. letting out a light groan of effort, your body rolls over and sits on the side of the bed. still slightly disoriented, you find yourself getting to your feet, and...
she meets your gaze in the mirror.
she places your hand on your cheek as she admires her new gorgeous body. her face changes from surprise to astonishment, and then to pure joy.
"ohhhh fuck. this is gonna be good~"
