Tis me, Shela. Formerly known around tumblr as "themuseabides." ✌️☮️
• 31 years worth of suns and moons have passed me by (In other words, I'm 31.) Gemini. She/Her. Appalachian. INFP-T. Pansexual (or ultra bi if you're old school and refuse to acknowledge anything past straight, gay, lesbian, or bisexual. 👍) Humanoid mama to a sassy little chihuahua who thinks she's a pitbull. I also run a fan blog for the analog horror/found footage series on Youtube, Pontiac Robotics Archive. You can find me at: @pontiacroboticsarchive :) See the pinned post on that page for cw/tw.
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*I consider myself to be a low budget goth/alternative/whimsigoth/hippie goth. KPOP, Ghost, and wrestling are my top three constant hyperfixations so I tend to post about them often. I also really, really love SOAD a lot. Ethel Cain is my meemaw and I am a Daughter of Cain. Chappell Roan stan. Live, laugh, lobotomy. ✿ Love me or hate me, I'm just three Winona Ryders in a trench coat.✿
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🔎💜 • BTS ARMY • SKZ STAY • ATEEZ ATINY • GOT7 IGOT7 • KINGDOM KINGMAKER • BIGBANG VIP • 🔍🖤
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• BIAS + BIAS WRECKER LIST:
◇BTS: VSOPE (V,SUGA, & J-HOPE) BIASED BUT V IS MY ULTIMATE ULT OF ALL ULTS. BIAS WRECKERS ARE JIN AND JUNGKOOK.
◇SKZ: CHANGBIN BIASED, BIAS WRECKERS ARE LEE KNOW AND HAN.
◇ATEEZ: MINGI, SEONGHWA, AND HONGJOONG BIASED, BUT MINGI IS MY ULT (I THINK!! OR MAYBE SEONGHWA!!) BIAS WRECKERS ARE JONG-HO AND SAN.
◇SEVENTEEN: MINGYU ULT BIASED, DINO BIASED, BIAS WRECKERS ARE HOSHI, SEUNGKWAN, WOOZI, AND WONWOO.
◇GOT7: YUGYEOM AND JACKSON ARE MY DOUBLE BIAS, BIAS WRECKER IS MARK.
◇KINGDOM: DANN IS MY BIAS, BIAS WRECKERS ARE LOUIS AND ARTHUR.
◇BIGBANG: G-DRAGON BIASED, BIAS WRECKERS ARE TAEYANG AND TOP. •
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• Unfortunately, I gotta be the most goth kpop stan at the grocery store. Don't ask why, I don't really know either. 🛒🤷♀️
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• In regards of KPOP, Kim Taehyung/V got me into this big, beautiful mess and has been my rock holding me in place time after time. Jung Hoseok/J-Hope is my sweet sunshine whom I effortlessly lean on for peace and comfort. And of course, my astrological match. 😉 Min Yoongi/Suga/Agust D is THE one, he saved my life, saved me from myself, and is forever my ultimate bias. 💙
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• Papa Emeritus IV is my better half and can't nobody tell me otherwise. He's my fictional soulmate/waifu/boyfriend and comfort character. Tobias himself is the beautiful goth of my wildest dreams and I wish he would do me a favor and just run me over with a semi truck (affectionately.) 🩷
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• With wrestling, Jon Moxley is my one true wrestling love and my ride or die. Jeff Hardy is my first love and a literal angel. I met Dean Ambrose at a Smackdown meet and greet on 11/18/2014 and he is truly perfect in every way, shape, and form. I have also met Jeff on numerous occasions, as well as Matt, and they are sweethearts! Never forget those special moments! 💚
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• Serj and Daron from SOAD are my nu metal babies. I might "zamn zaddy" at them a little too hard for my own good. They got me through my awkward pubescent years and I still love them so much ages later. 🖤
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• I like horror, spooky things, art, reading, writing, aesthetics, crafts, music, films, and memes. I like to treat this blog as a form of visual journaling and scrapbooking my current interests and thoughts in a sense. It also serves as a creative outlet to me and an extra form of therapy (I do have a counselor whom I love very much and am so grateful for.) With that being said, I am sex positive and I DO support bizarre, outspoken expressions of female sexuality and the concept of sexuality as a whole. Therefore, my blog may contain NSFW content here and there including TAGS, so viewer discretion is advised, 18+ only. With that being said, I'm no babysitter and YOU have been warned. I, in fact, am THAT bitch and do talk like an adult. Don't expect me to handle you with kid gloves. 🚨
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💸🤍 • Wanna make my day just a little bit brighter? Here's how you can help: @tehshelaroxx (venmo) or $tehshelaroxx (cashapp) or shelaroxx (paypal). Never ever expected or required but certainly appreciated if you feel so inclined! 🏴☠️💞
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You are NOT alone. But if you're feeling alone or like you need help please don't hesitate to reach out. I'm just a message away and remember, you can always call or text 988 for assistance from the National Suicide and Crisis Hotline. Or call 1-800-273-8255 for the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline. Times are hard and it's totally more than okay and valid to ask for help. You are valued and you are wanted & needed. The world is better place with you in it. Keep going! 🌎🫂
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Also wanted to say before I go, FUCK CANCER!!! ✊️🎗
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Follow your heart. Be kind and lend a hand whenever possible. Love and take care of yourself and each other. 💖