Tecnestheim

in your gaze where i'm seen, consume me

I was already crying but thanks for the thought

King

I don’t like to use the word “should” because that implies an objective claim, rather, I would say that I’d like it if it was something more along the lines of a team effort where each of the people she’s hurt and wronged are part of the process. Or, and this is just my favorite idea, if she ultimately causes her own demise and the blame or “victor” of her demise can’t be placed on anyone but herself. A victim of the consequences of her heartless games. That’s what I’d like to see. But I won’t say that’s what should happen, because that’s ultimately up to the writers to decide.

No, it definitely should be Jaune.

Okie dokie! You’re definitely allowed to have your own perspectives on an open ended question! I don’t think there’s a definitive right answer, but that’s just the way I tend to view things! I’m mainly excited to see what the writers do and how they shape the story!

I don’t like to use the word “should” because that implies an objective claim, rather, I would say that I’d like it if it was something more along the lines of a team effort where each of the people she’s hurt and wronged are part of the process. Or, and this is just my favorite idea, if she ultimately causes her own demise and the blame or “victor” of her demise can’t be placed on anyone but herself. A victim of the consequences of her heartless games. That’s what I’d like to see. But I won’t say that’s what should happen, because that’s ultimately up to the writers to decide.

I tried to think of fluff and happiness but my mind just conjured up suffering… so I’ll probably have to get back to that when the dark clouds go away… sorry!

I just had. A Thought. A thought that I might someday turn into a fanfic that I maybe someday will finish that I could possibly one day post.

What if. In one of Oscar's merge episodes, like the one in the epilogue when it fades to black. He gets visions of the ever after.

What if. All this time, he's been seeing bits and pieces of their journey during these attacks. And in that specific one. With the grave in the background. He watches the tea party. He watches what happens to Ruby. How she's slowly falling apart. And he's forced to watch. As she chooses to end it all. How the light he admired in those eyes flickered and died. Hears the words she says to little in the forest. Hears what the illusions say to her. Forced to watch it all happen. He tries to call out. Tries to help. Watches as Ozpin is hitting her with a cane. Snaps at the same moment she does. Then he makes eye contact with her. He thought it was just a vision, but the way she was looking at him was so real. Then he sees himself fall, realizing it was just an illusion of himself. Then watches the cat betray her. Watches the little mouse friend, so much like her in determination and bright spirits, get heartlessly killed. Tries to stop Ruby from drinking the tea. Grasping desperately at her but hands going through. The mirrors that reflected the light of her soul had shattered. And he watched her choose to stop fighting. To stop living. Watches his symbol of certainty and hope die by her own hands.

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I've been thinking about this all day. Send emotional support immediately please. Have them inscribe on my gravestone, "here lies tecnestheim. Died as lived. Screaming about Rosegarden into the void."

Bro what was I on when I wrote this? Oh right. Depression. Still am tbh. But why would I put them through this?

I STILL HAVENT STOPPED CRYING AND ITS ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT

LIKE: “Do you think I’ll ever see you again? I mean face to face?”

My heart was already breaking throughout the whole game without the help of the RG parallels running through my mind and thinking about the v9 epilogue and the way Mr. Unknown/boxer/sword boyfriend (husband?) talks about red when he thinks she isn’t there????? Devastating.

Thinking about how openly and vocally he is so deeply in love with her vs. how she can’t speak but does so by typing out and actually going through with breaking the heart of the spine of the world. How she would literally tear everything apart including herself in the end to protect him and be with him. The way that oscar so openly expresses his feelings about everything, and Ruby, on multiple occasions does everything she can to protect him when he’s in danger? The way oscar would, without even thinking about it, throw himself in front of her to protect his light…

Do you see what you have done???? I’m literally never going to recover

Part one of the Six Fanarts Challenge I've been working away at the last few months in an attempt to branch out a bit. I will slowly be posting the rest over the coming weeks as I still have two left to finish. In the meantime, consider playing Transistor if you haven't already! Great for people that enjoy swords that can talk, well written stories that hit where it hurts, art nouveau, and/or the more recent hit video game by the same developer, Hades (2020).

Pain and hurt and more pain

rosegarden transistor au because them being separated in canon isn't enough. i need to make them yearn in alternate universes too, apparently.

Still haven’t stopped crying.

rosegarden transistor au because them being separated in canon isn't enough. i need to make them yearn in alternate universes too, apparently.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THE PAIN. THE ANGST. THE ANGUISH. THE “You’re all I have.” THE “hi.” “Hey.” THE WAY HE TALKS TO HER AND ABOUT HER IS SO OSCAR CODED IT HURTS. HOW DARE.

Genuinely don’t know if I’ll ever recover from this.

I just had. A Thought. A thought that I might someday turn into a fanfic that I maybe someday will finish that I could possibly one day post.

What if. In one of Oscar's merge episodes, like the one in the epilogue when it fades to black. He gets visions of the ever after.

What if. All this time, he's been seeing bits and pieces of their journey during these attacks. And in that specific one. With the grave in the background. He watches the tea party. He watches what happens to Ruby. How she's slowly falling apart. And he's forced to watch. As she chooses to end it all. How the light he admired in those eyes flickered and died. Hears the words she says to little in the forest. Hears what the illusions say to her. Forced to watch it all happen. He tries to call out. Tries to help. Watches as Ozpin is hitting her with a cane. Snaps at the same moment she does. Then he makes eye contact with her. He thought it was just a vision, but the way she was looking at him was so real. Then he sees himself fall, realizing it was just an illusion of himself. Then watches the cat betray her. Watches the little mouse friend, so much like her in determination and bright spirits, get heartlessly killed. Tries to stop Ruby from drinking the tea. Grasping desperately at her but hands going through. The mirrors that reflected the light of her soul had shattered. And he watched her choose to stop fighting. To stop living. Watches his symbol of certainty and hope die by her own hands.

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I've been thinking about this all day. Send emotional support immediately please. Have them inscribe on my gravestone, "here lies tecnestheim. Died as lived. Screaming about Rosegarden into the void."

Btw this is the angst that you wanted to know about a while back

Sooo yeah this was supposed to be a few warm up doodles but I lowkey escalated :/

Also idk if this even counts as an au lol it's just me passive aggressively trying to make up for the lack of oskar ozpin content we got

Anyways enjoy my messy garbage.

(sry for any typos btw, english isn't my first language, also I can't dialogue to safe my life)

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