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Actress Gemma Arterton on a break during the filming of ‘Byzantium’. She went out to the balcony for a smoke and forgot to clean the fake blood off her face. Awesome.

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I’m crying

me: hey you got a light? smoker *handing me lighter*: sure man me *taking out an american flag*: thanks dude

Remember when I was a model last summer?

Anthophilous

For you: anthophilous, lover of flowers, green roses, chrysanthemums, lilies: retrophilia, philocaly, philomath, sarcophilous — all this love, of the past, of beauty, of knowledge, of flesh; this is catalogue & counter: philalethist, negrophile, neophile. A negro man walks down the street, taps Newport out against a brick wall & stares at you. Love that: lygophilia, lithophilous. Be amongst stones, amongst darkness. We are glass house. Philopornist, philotechnical. Why not worship the demimonde? Love that — a corner room, whatever is not there, all the clutter you keep secret. Palaeophile, ornithophilous: you, antiquarian, pollinated by birds. All this a way to dream green rose petals on the bed you love; petrophilous, stigmatophilia: live near rocks, tattoo hurt; for you topophilia: what place do you love? All these words for love (for you), all these ways to say believe in symphily, to say let us live near each other.

Reginald Dwayne Betts

POETRY September 2011

denial of truth  -by E

an xfile/peanuts mash up

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Being suicidal doesn't necessarily mean you're holding a gun to your head.

Sometimes, it means smoking a cigarette in the hopes that you’ll get cancer and die. Or jaywalking across the street without looking, because you don’t care if you get hit by a car. Sometimes it means having sex with a stranger, hoping you’ll get an STD and die. Or not sleeping and not eating in the hopes that the exhaustion will kill you. Or even not washing your hands in the hopes that you’ll get sick and die. Sometimes it means being cruel to the people you love or ignoring them, because if they leave you’ll have less reason to go on living. Or not setting your alarm for work, so you’ll get fired and have less of a purpose. Sometimes it means partying hard in the hopes that your liver will fail and you’ll die. Or putting yourself in dangerous and potentially painful situations, so maybe it’ll be the last straw. Being suicidal doesn’t necessarily mean trying to die. A lot of times, it means not putting any effort into living.

This actually just made me realize i was suicidal thank you

This just hit me so hard…

as someone who has been both, I do thing these are different. I think of one as “passively suicidal” while another is “actively suicidal” and they’re really different in how they feel. they both suck but I’d still always be passively than actively suicidall

the distinction between these is v real and something i feel v viscerally. for me, the passive one is icy, blue, and numbing and the active one is angry burgundy, sweltering/stifling, and antsy-but-unfocussed. like, they probably stem from v similar circumstances, but for me, at least, they feel like totally unrelated emotional experiences

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