you know what? when you were away, i was so damn happy. i didn’t have to compete against you. i wasn’t being paranoid. i didn’t need to know what your GPA was. i didn’t need to know which sports you were involved in. but guess what? it was so depressingly lonely for me. what we have now, what should we call it? if we’re not enemies, do you think we can be friends? why? do you want us to be friends? … no.