ASKS giving me life!! have a bit more proximal damage pt3, just cos you boosted my ego
Ev kisses Margaret goodbye, so deep and thorough and private that she blushes under it even as she presses into him for more. He kisses her, and kisses her, and Biddick whistles at them and he kisses her again and again, and then pulls back to let her breathe, just for a second. She steps out of his arms because if she doesn’t she might fall apart, and as she does she looks up, and there’s Jamie.
Jamie looks like the bottom is falling out of his world, and Margaret doesn’t know what to do, needs to do something. She reaches for him, burning determination, because she is Everett Blakely’s wife and he is Everett Blakely’s man and so they are made for each other. Jamie takes hold of her the way he does when they’re dancing, hands on her waist, so familiar and so proper.
“Write him lots,” Jamie tells her. “So we don’t have to put up with too much whining.”
He’s telling her something else, she can tell, this is not what he’s trying to tell her, but she can’t quite work out what he’s trying to say. So she answers what he’s given her.
“Every day,” Margaret says. “And twice on Sundays. Keep him away from English hussies, and look after yourself, Jamie darling, please.”
Jamie makes a little noise in the back of his throat and Margaret thinks, maybe, if he was a woman, he’d be crying. Margaret is not going to cry. She will not. They deserve better.
She goes up on her tiptoes and presses a kiss to his cheek. James Douglass leaves America with a smudge of her lipstick on the blade of his face, and she lets him go unsure if she’ll see him again.