listening to music on my commute. hears a line about laughter. thinks about stellan. then thinks about elzar thinking about stellan's laugh. you know how it is

(stick season - noah kahan / new year's day - t. swift / tompkins square park - mumford & sons // eye of darkness / temptation of the force)

mom: who took all my coping juice

14 year old daughter:

being a writer leads to a genuinely helpful but also very stupid kind of mindfulness where you'll be having a sobbing breakdown or the worst anxiety attack of your life and think "okay, I really need to pay attention to how this feels. so I can incorporate it into my fanfiction."

I need a “run away and join the circus” jedi

Literally ran away with a hunky acrobat. Part of the Disaster Lineage by the way.

Wow, I did not see that coming.

reading star wars books is constantly practicing the jedi rule of attachment. by which i mean: a jedi appears and i must NOT get attached to them (because they will die horribly in three chapters).

This is still the best Elvar scene, you can't change my mind

January 2022 vs Today (November 2024)

They were the first thr related thing I ever drew and I’ve redrawn them several times since (although last one was around the release of EoD). I started this after seeing the lightsaber book art and was going to put it off for a bit until I needed a distraction on Election night 🕺

The biggest fuck you to them is to live and keep on living

Of course do what you need to do to protect yourself. Protect those around you. You gotta keep on living.

not to alarm anyone but is anybody else worried about how everybody is fucking stupid