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do i think the FBI agents liked neil? no. do I also think sometimes they'd look at him during the interrogation and see the baby fat on his face and wide scared eyes and go "aw fuck" cause he's just a kid? absolutely

#like yeah they hate each other but I'd like to think even the coldest of people would feel something looking at a 19 year old torture victim #they couldn't even call his parents #aftg

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Felt like this was appropriate for Halloween because honestly if I saw this irl I’d panic tbh

Anyways happy halloween!!!🎃

#their first interactions are so funny to me because from the monster's points of view #neil was suspicious as hell #from NEIL'S point of view. they were creepy as fuck

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sunnyupsidedown

Math major Neil is all about problem solving so OF COURSE he called that hit. His whole runaway life was a matter of high risk problem solving. Arranging that hit was child’s play

#YES YES YES YES #so many of the characters view violence as a personal act but neil sees it as removing a problem #theres no happiness or satisfaction out of the death itself or how its done #because if there was he would've been upset that riko only got a shot in the head #but instead! he was happy a reoccurring issue would no longer be a problem!#i love that about him so much because if you choose to write a butcher au the differences would be SO immense

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bisexualcroissant

the way i clamped my hand over my mouth because holy FUCK neil fucking josten.

#he heard riko mention his mom and went ' i have fucking HAD IT WITH THIS GUY'

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do you think mary was praying the night they escaped?

#do you think everytime neil hears the lord's prayer he remembers his mom clutching his arm as they ran through a tunnel #aftg

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gullnotseagull

That one trend with Neil sweetie pie

#OH MY GOODNESS?????#THIS IS BEAUTIFUL

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I wanna see more andreil "arguments" that's just them being petty assholes to each other. andrew calls neil an idiot on a plane one time and neil tells him "we are 32,000 feet in the air"

#aftg #andrew's response to this btw is to stick a piece of gum in neil's hair #and then neil rolls the window up <3

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andreilscat

just how tired is neil really? i mean, they have all these practices and matches, studying, exams, classes?? they also regularly go out? and even in his free time he is always running and doing stuff

not to mention that he is also literally fighting for his life daily

how does he do it

#well he canonically fell asleep at random places #including a public library. where andrew snuck up on him #this is like the most paranoid man of all time so I'm imagining he must have been pretty tired lol #i bet he falls asleep standing up

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I think neil has one of the worst immune systems on the team. everytime something goes around he gets sick

#also I've always had the hc that he was born early and that definitely didnt help #aftg

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I think neil has one of the worst immune systems on the team. everytime something goes around he gets sick

#also I've always had the hc that he was born early and that definitely didnt help #aftg

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mossyvoidknight asked:

okay so I've not actually read aftg yet so I don't know if it'd even be possible but! What do you think would've happened if Neil had fallen into a coma after Baltimore??

ooh I've never thought about that before!

I think it might have made the feds more empathetic with him, so that would be different. stuart would've been furious, I could see him cutting some sort of deal with ichirou on neil's behalf (which would've left kevin and jean to fend for themselves). The foxes would've been so stressed for the time it took him to wake up. could maybe see even aaron being nicer afterwards. I think andrew in particular would've skipped out on every game to stay by neil's side until he woke up.

#kevin would've been terrified for him too #possibly might end up having some medical repercussions for neil depending on how long the coma was?#very interesting to think about...#aftg

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joejhang

#why is 'kneel.' 'make me' so underrated 😔#that line is his entire character on a page. staring up at this man with a weapon in his hand and yet refusing to give up his dignity #he's there for andrew yes. but he's not going to kneel for anyone and the circumstances cant change that #what a man.

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mac-monsters

There are now over 1,000 of you 😧 I know some of those are bots, but still that’s crazy to me! Anyways, to celebrate y’all get to pick what I draw next :)

#mary and neil on the run PLEASEEEEE #the one you did of her teaching him how to shoot is sooooo precious to me

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joejhang

i feel like we don't talk abt this part of the ec enough bc CAN WE JUST. TALK ABOUT HOW ANDREW EQUATES HIS AND NEIL'S RELATIONSHIP WITH WYMACK AND ABBY'S. LIKE. CAN WE TALK ABOUT IT. BECAUSE I THINK ABOUT IT EVERY DAY. EVERY. DAY.

#also andrew you liar. mr 'none of us can do cracker dust anymore because neil asked me specifically to stop'#you know damn well if neil asked you to stop smoking you'd go and buy a hundred nicotine patches

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florealgray

I truly believe that neil could effortlessly pull off being a king’s scheming self serving advisor. Not even in a fun emperor’s new clothes kind of way I’m talking about real evil grand vizier levels of subterfuge and manipulation. This isn’t a criticism btw I’d wholeheartedly endorse all of his alleged malicious schemes because i know that he needs that sort of enrichment in his life.

#this is what i imagine his dyanmic with ichirou to be in any mob/butcher au #but could also see this working in canon if you tweak a few things

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alexjadedraws

My favorite animal is Neil Josten tearing Kevin a new one after Andrew leaves to get off his meds.

"'As if you feel any differently," Kevin sent Neil.

Neil fixed Kevin with a stony look. "Maybe if you'd stuck around a moment longer, you'd understand why I don't care anymore. When you came upstairs, did you hear him laughing, Kevin? He was," he said, ignoring the way Nicky flinched and the quick look Dan shot Matt, "before Drake even hit the ground. So yes, even I would give up this season. And after everything he's done and every risk he's taken for you, you'd better feel the same."

"It's not that simple," Kevin started.

"Then simplify it," Neil cut in."

-The Raven King, pg. 262-263

#gagged his ass

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tanoraqui

basically I think that if your protagonist doesn’t want to fuck someone so bad it makes them look stupid, then there probably isn’t enough energy in your story. “Fuck someone” isn’t literal btw—they can want to uncover the secrets of their parent’s death, they can want to prove their worth, they can want a donut from one particular bakery—it can be anything so long as they want it so bad that they’ll make decisions that make any sane person go “are you a moron??”, with little to no forethought, or even tons of forethought and this is still the option they chose. Because they want to fuck that thing so bad.

#prev 😭