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𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐓𝐎 : 𝐒𝐔𝐇𝐍𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐇𝐀𝐎𝐒

the spring / summer issue by...

reese :: she/her :: 22 :: writing for svt & nct !

have a look through the pages <3 table of contents :

i. about the editor

ii. the archives [ tags ]

iii. the articles [ masterlist ]

iv. reader's corner [ fic recs sideblog ]

v. travel guide [ sideblog for smaus in filo ]

COVER STORY :: crush culture w/ huang renjun

featured article. growing pains w/ svt 97 line

editor's choice. treacherous w/ liu yangyang

important !! all works written are completely fictional. they are in no way meant to imply / suggest what the idols are like irl. these are just my imaginings of them as characters based on what the story or the au calls for.

note from the editor. i love feedback (and interaction) hehe don't be afraid to like / rb my work + slide in my inbox :)) or just talk to me in general!! emoji anons are welcome too :) i speak both eng and filipino so feel free to interact with me in either / both :)

#— cover page!

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‘ i love you, i’m sorry ’ | boo sk

synopsis: the age old curse, falling in love with your best friend (and trying to convince yourself you aren’t) pairing: seungkwan x gn!reader genre/s: non-idol au, pure angst, one-shot (?) smau

listen to: i love you, i’m sorry - gracie abrams

from reese, with love

been a while since i wrote, might be rusty buuuuuut this song had a hold on me that i couldn’t resist aaaaa who knows maybe pt 2,, let me know if you want one! hahaha hope you’re all well :)

#seventeen x reader #seventeen smau #seventeen angst #seventeen social media au #seventeen imagines #seventeen scenarios #seungkwan x reader #seungkwan imagines #seungkwan smau #svt x reader #svt imagines #svt smau

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my heart dropped when i read the statement that sm put out re: taeil, genuinely the last thing i expected to read today. i’m shocked, disappointed, but most of all- i’m angry.

angry at what he’s done, angry at seeing some fans defend him, angry at those turning this into a gotcha moment to promote or lift their faves up. please, this isn’t just some discussion on the internet- there is a very real victim, a very real woman at the heart of all this. i hope she gets the justice and healing she deserves.

#apologies for coming in and dropping this #ik i havent written in a while #truly i have not been in the best emotional state but i needed to let this out #this is an issue that hits close to home to me and i just feel sick to my stomach at the news #always ALWAYS believe victims #goes without saying but moving forward i will not be supporting taeil #it’s a piece of a much bigger picture in how south korean women are being treated #i’ve been seeing a rise in the digital space of them raising awareness and advocating against the sexist rhetoric and harassment they face #i know this is an au account BUT very real women are being affected. real life will always take precedent over silly little brainrots #morals before kpop always #anyways sending love and light and hugs to those who need it #esp the czennies / taeil biased that are disheartened and disappointed #don’t feel guilty for having once supported him- we were all blindsided by the idol persona #idk when ill be back. truly need a bit of a mental health break #but ill see you all again soon <3

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Anonymous asked:

😭😭😭😭 I’m so sad growing pains has come to an end but you truly are one of the best authors ever. Each story came with so many emotions and you portray them so well that I feel them all myself. I enjoy your works every time & I can’t wait to see what will come next. I hope you let yourself rest & relax also though because you deserve it !!! Thank you for all that you do !!!! Wishing you the best always :,)

it's definitely such a bittersweet ending to me too! it makes my heart hurt but also soar and i'm so so glad that you enjoyed reading it just as much as i did writing! thank you so much for being here and joining me on this journey <3

#— book club : growing pains!#sent by : anon <3

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som1ig asked:

hey, i was wondering if you could send me the links of your Spotify playlist bcs it seems like I can't open them?

I take this opportunity to tell you just how much I loved your series, esp this one. I felt like I was growing up alongside them and it felt so nice to see them all happy and at peace!

wishing you all the best!

ofc! here's the spotify links:

seokmin | mingyu | minghao

i'm so glad you enjoyed reading, i wish you the best too <3

#— book club : growing pains!#sent by : som1ig <3

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Anonymous asked:

reese reese reese i just finished the epilogue and im in irl tears it was so beautiful thank you so so much 🩵🩵🩵

aww,,, thank you for reading too! <3

#— book club : growing pains!#sent by : anon <3

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Anonymous asked:

Are you planning to continue the nct 96z roomies series?? ITS SO GOOD and I can’t help but come back daily to reread the same posts🙀

i enjoy writing the nct96z roomies too! but right now, i don't have full on outline for them -- like i do with my other series where the plot is laid out -- and only really write when something sparks up :) i'll see if can get something up, because i do love writing the tenyn (+kun/doie) dynamics too hehe

#— from the inbox!#sent by : anon <3

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Anonymous asked:

hello! i loved your “growing pains” series and wanted to tell you it really healed my soul! your writing is amazing, beautiful, and bring so much joy. i hope you continue loving the art (and yourself because you deserve it). i also wanted to ask if you were thinking about expanding on the other members’ love stories from the series (seokmin and minhee, mingyu, chan, etc…). it would be fun to see how they met their s/os and fell in love. again, i love your work so much! thank you for writing <3

oooh this is such an interesting idea! i'll definitely keep this in mind, but i can't promise anything in the near future hehe

i'm so glad that you enjoyed reading this series and wanting to learn more from the other character's, it's honestly such a sweet compliment in a way. thank you for reading <3

#— book club : growing pains!#sent by : anon <3

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planetkiimchi asked:

this song is literally yngyu in act two of growing pains... also i love the series so so much and i'm here to say that your portrayal of mingyu has stuck with me and i literally cannot stop thinking about it </33

ohhh but you're so right!! they were in between for soooo long and both of them just knew they had to pick one or the other by the end of their arc <////3 thinking of the what could have been of yngyu again.... ;-;

#— book club : growing pains!#sent by : planetkiimchi <3

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growing pains : epilogue

series synopsis : people say that you’ll experience three kinds of love in your lifetime. the first is an idealistic love, the kind that feels straight out of a fairy tale. the second is the hard love, the kind that will leave you with lessons about yourself and the love you want and need to experience. finally, the love you never see coming. this is the story of your three loves. pairing : svt 97 line x gn!reader genre/s : non-idol au, coming of age, angst, fluff, my attempts at humor

epilogue : a fourth kind of love

previous ➤ act three, part twenty growing pains ➤ masterlist

[ under a cut, it's a long one -- happy reading! ]

#🎐 — growing pains!#seventeen x reader #minghao x reader #seokmin x reader #mingyu x reader #seventeen imagines #seventeen fluff #seventeen smau #seventeen series #svt x reader #svt imagines #svt fluff #svt smau #svt series #minghao imagines #minghao fluff #minghao smau

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minteagalaxea asked:

i can’t believe it’s over they’re so cute i wanna just glomp them in hugs!! i love this so much (sorry i’m just a bit of a concise bean) but i love how they push each other to their utmost creative limits they’re so precious gahhh i’m a bit sad it’s over, but i also know i get to always look back and simp for them too 🩶 - min

YES YOURE ABSOLUTELY RIGHT !! THEY REALLY DO PUSH EACH OTHER TO BE THEIR VERY BEST BUT IT’S ALSO A RELEASE OF CONTROL AND THEY ALLOW THEMSELVES TO BE COMPLETELY THEMSELVES AROUND EACH OTHER AAA YNHAO MY BABIES

i’m just as sad it’s over, but thank you for joining me here <3

#— from the inbox!#sent by : min <3

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wondering-out-loud asked:

To see growing pains come to an end is so bittersweet, I don’t even know how to feel and I can’t imagine how you feel 🥹 thank you so much for the most incredible journey of a story 🫶🏻

i know, i’m finishing up the epilogue and i have to hold back some tears. it’s been the craziest three acts, thank you for sticking it out <3

#— from the inbox!#sent by : wondering-out-loud <3

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Anonymous asked:

hello sunshine! just dropping by to express my gratitude towards you and growing pains series 🫶🏼

growing pains reminded me of some words i came across previously and would love to share with you:

“we become a reflection of the people we care about and those personality traits stick with us even if the people don't... i make my ramen the way a friend taught me in eleventh grade. every fall, i listen to a playlist made for me by a boy i drove across a border to hook up with. i eat sushi because a girl who won't talk to me anymore made me try it, and Indian food because my best friend's parents ordered for me before i knew what i liked. there are movies i love because someone i loved loved them first. i'm a mosaic of everyone i've ever loved, even for a heartbeat.”

i don't think ynhao came easy, but i believe all of their friends and past romances shaped them to who they are presently. they are each their own culmination of different types of love, and every type of love they gave and experienced led them to each other 🥹

thank you for this journey. growing pains is my favourite fic and i know i'll keep coming back to it. wishing you every type of love out there. somewhere around the corner, the best part is still coming 🤍

i think i should be the one calling YOU sunshine, this has made my day sm brighter.

and yes, i love love love that quote! and it definitely fits yn’s journey throughout the series, you see it in the way they’ve changed coming from not only their experience with romantic love, but platonic love as well.

i agree with you, every single heartache, and experience has shaped ynhao into who they are now. they work because they met at a point in each other’s life where they needed and complimented each other most. had they met earlier or later, they wouldn’t have fit so easily within the other’s life.

thank you for reading and for taking the time to send this, i appreciate it beyond words. wishing you every kind of love too <3

#— from the inbox!#sent by : anon <3

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pepperonijem asked:

i can’t believe growing pains is basically finished 😭 every chapter was so good, and your storytelling makes it feel like i’m listening to a good song and it’s coming to a close. this is going to be one that i’ll remember years down the road.

i also wanted to share a quote that i thought of while reading, “There are all kinds of love in this world, but never the same love twice.” from The Great Gatsby. it used to make me sad when i thought of lost loves, but your story brought a hopeful longing to those words for me. Thank you so much for writing it!

YES THAT GATSBY QUOTE <333 this makes me think of seokyn though and the ways their love for each other and bond has transformed throughout their friendship, it’s never the same kind of love twice <3 thank you for reading and sharing this with me

#— from the inbox!#sent by : pepperonijem <3

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Anonymous asked:

I just read all of growing pains and your writing had me in actual tears the way you write is so beautiful LIKE AHHHH 🫶🏽

AAHHH YOURE MAKING ME IN TEARS FROM HOW KIND THIS IS 😢 THANK YOUUU

#— from the inbox!#sent by : anon <3

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wave2love asked:

hello reese!! i just wanted to tell u how much is love growing pains 🥹 no one is doing it like you and hao being who rdr ends up with is so <33 i think i found growing pains when haos arc was just starting and i can’t believe it’s almost over now. it’s just one of the best and cutest smaus i’ve ever read and the only smau ive ever found w hao 😭 thank you sm for all your hard work and effort in writing growing pains it has been so fun to read ty <33

aww you’re too kind! thank you for joining me on this little journey, i’m glad you enjoyed the ride :)

#— from the inbox!#sent by : wave2love <3

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growing pains : the playlists

growing pains ➤ masterlist

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act three has ended, and the minghao playlist is here <3 happy listening!

#🎐 — growing pains!#listening to all three as i write the epilogue....... going through so many emotions rn