just girling it up

logan and wade were both angels and then stayed angels to protect humans from above they didnt sacrifice their powers to save humans for humans, but they will protect them together by accepting who they are and being together, being strong and loved and safe, and immortal together.

together the world is less of a scary place because they parallel the rest of the world just fine. they didn't die for it they continued living for it. they fit into the world together, they belong together, there's nothing to be scared of or sad for.

vanessa is basically wade's world, but he didn't die for her, he continues to parallel her.

and jay and vik, vik was the angel and jay gave up his humanity to be with vik cosmically by finally accepting vik for who he is and not trying to fix him. he had to give up his mortality and his existence, that which was already all because of, and revolving around viktor,

so it was probably easy. he finally saw viktor he didn't see his "flaws". the flaws in the world. he saw the world for what it is. something beautiful and incredibly complex and interesting! and instead of dying by the cruel world, or dying because of his failures, he chose to die for his world, his world being viktor.

ANALYSING GAMBIT's SYMBOLISM IN D&W : Logan's feelings and his love, and how they relate to wade's feelings of love:

Logan and Wade's feelings in Deadpool 3 are represented with the characters of Gambit and Althea. Let's analyze the two characters of Gambit and Althea quickly first.

Althea represents wade's love and feelings. which are blind . his feelings can't see other people, their hearts, traumas,feelings,their 'fangs'. they can only hear and touch them, etc. she's also fragile,kinda unhealthy and defenseless.

Gambit represents the feelings inside of Logan. They're pretty powerful, full of magic and tricks, never got the chance to show themselves properly. Explosive, at first unassuming. very pretty! a smidge younger also, which would make them more innocent.

Logan's feelings never left his headspace, he never allowed people into his life, his defenses were extremely high, so his feelings of love are very innocent inside of himself, actually.

its just a lot to get through to them, damn!!

WHILE on the opposite wade's feelings are double his own age, it's like his feelings are soooo worn out...they lived two lives more than wade.

emotionally he's a wiseish, matureish person, I think when he's at peace he's actually wise and mature though, compared to logan's innocent feelings. he knows more, he knows how to treat people, he also knows that he'll probably get hurt if he lets logan into his life. he's a bad boy....he's troubled....he's stronger and bigger than him

like his presence, his importance, his bluntness, i think he's not the nice sweet stripper vanessa, he's a big deal and i don't think wade is too ready to be a big deal, or wants to be anymore, to be deadpool, he just wants to hide. and with logan as your lap cat it's pretty hard to hide! but you gotta nurture him and take care of him cause you love him damn!!!

he's like a really angry important nuclear cosmic bomb of importance in your apartment.

wade's been through it in every way okay, and he WILL do it again. very easily. very easily.....

wade has been through IT. logan has been kinda through less emotional hardships than he could be at his age, even in comparison to wade or other logan's.. they're just different types of people that way.

one is out of his mind, one inside his mind. both can manage some things better. of course love master wade will help logan out.

Logan's feelings, Gambit, were also born where he met Wade. And his feelings never saved anyone before because he was born in a bad, tough place... but that will change!

Wade meets logan's feelings in the form of Gambit, and basically says, your feelings are useless like they won't help at all. Feelings don't matter, ever! Especially wade's, that's why he's projecting onto logan.

he's also projecting his less than premium feelings(althea) to logan's feelings who are quite young and healthy, and powerful (gambit). logan is just fine, and useful actually.

it doesn't matter how much wade loves something, it will usually leave him. or something bad will happen, because of his sick mind. his mind will win over his own frail feelings.

wade can love someone as much as he wants but as long as he's selfish, distant, self sabotaging, anxious,insecure,etc.etc. his feelings will never matter. they're not strong enough to help, he has to help them and they have to help him.

while outside forces are destroying the peace in his mind. wade can't handle life anymore. his feelings are literally old, near the end. his heart, his unvierse, it's falling apart.

he will continue hurting because of his feelings, while he sabotages himself, and while the world moves on from him and leaves him behind.

that's why he's always being rude to althea basically. he's scolding himself constantly on how his feelings are and how they act, etc.

Gambit doesn't even have anything special or high quality about them to wade (close up magic joke), so wade probably sees Logan's feelings as pretty dull and bleh, probably because logan is so closed off and stoic, and aggressive... he's unsurprising and uninteresting to wade emotionally.

and mean, and wade doesn't see anything past the surface most of the time. And if you don't treat him well, even though he's a jerk to you, he won't like you.

But logan's feelings have explosive tricks up his sleeve for wade.

So the first thing Wade does to speak to logan's feelings is lie, complimenting them on how beautiful and gorgeous they are, but wade's feelings can't see other peoples feelings. and the first time gambit walks in, he doesn't even talk. so there's nothing to compliment, since he didn't hear him talk.

wade also can't understand gambit, which translates to him not understanding logan's feelings , he constantly needs clarification. and he's very confused.

while his feelings (gambit) yes they attack wade for what he's done but they also quickly calm down, they attack logan for drinking as well. so logan is angry at himself for drinking and not dealing with his pain, but he can't stop himself ALONE.

wade can only HEAR peoples feelings straight forward when they tell him. he can't read vibes and body language, etc. can't see things for what they are.

and logan's just been threatening and yelling at him, at best responding with silence. wade can't process subtle emotions in others, he can barely handle them when they're straight forward. So he sees logan as an aggressive jerk who won't help him, who won't save him. but he needs people to constantly save him and make him feel good.

he doesn't quite understand peoples complexities, or gives a damn to figure them out mmuchhh...

so wade is straight up lying when he says gambit is gorgeous and beautiful. and it's working very easily on gambit he's smitten, but quickly realizes wade is kind of a sociopath jerk. so logan sympathizes , then wade stars wadeing and logan gets mad.

(but the second compliment could be true, since if he understood a little of what gambit was saying he could be complimenting him genuinely, while being frustrated at the same time at them)

then wade starts trying to connect to logan's insides by sharing how he feels in clear words, like how he himself likes being told about other peoples feelings.

and logan's feelings respond very well to straight forward emotions. he immediately gets smitten again ' it's like you're speaking to my soul'

so logan empathizes with wade a lot, immediately after wade's screw up, even though his heart and FANGS, elektra and blade, won't admit it and act tough, his feelings give him away.

the first time wade really HEARS logan TRULY understanding him and connecting with him was when logan finally speaks up on how he feels and repeats what wade told him and says

"i understand that you didn't mean anything bad by dragging me here and you truly thought my world can be saved too. to your deadpool core i can see that i've been to your core. " it could be that he's just endearing and dumb to logan probably like thats logans pet deadpool he gave up fighting it.

thats the first time wade HEARD/saw logan's feelings. like could have logan just said that...for it to be a nice farwell to a new friend, maybe. but i think he saw those deadpools and he was like they're so simple and...hopeless they can't do anything ill save the planet i guess.

but it could also be, and what i think it is, like once you dig enough to find the well of logan's love you will be rewarded by innocent, pure, strong, magical love. logan could be very innocent in this regard and love very very easily.

his feelings are hard to understand and tricky,

but obviously...wade is a master of love he's been through it all he will trick you in the end and hit you over the head with a fire extinguisher. he hits you over the head with his love its not like.....tricky or hard to understand or hard to find. he's just like i love you dude ill say it straight up to you how i feel. there's nothing to hide behind.

BUT that's only because before that althea(wade's feelings) opened a window to his insides, cussing at the ruckus, wishing she was deaf so that she couldn't hear logan. opening the window to wade's body and his house.

one of wade's senses for love is basically gone, he's extremely mentally unwell so he can't see peoples love, that's gone. but everything else is working well in order.

but anyway, she kept it open so that she could hear more clearly. he opened himself up to hear logan fully and got rewarded for it!

and then he's like, i love this guy ,he simply gets me. because after they save the world, logan doesn't go back to being quiet as before, he processed his feelings and now he is comfortable with wade, he doesn't leave it at 'i understand you'.

he says 'they would be lucky to have you' like not only do i see how you meant well you did really well the like most successful group of heroes on the planet would be lucky to have you. which is the highest compliment. and well kids this is a hint that we'll be able to use later.

ERM LOGAN WILL BE LUCKY TO HAVE HIM~

::: then wade invites logan into himself and logan meets wade's love for the first time(althea). and she goes from angry, distressed, hysteric, BLIND!!! to immediately being calm and happy to meet logan ^v^ ! that's how wade feels!

and wade calls her by a more polite name 'althea' ~

and he moves in with wade..... and logan he keeps trying to run away but wade wwwwwwont let that happen~ because...hes annoying..the end

also gambit aka logan's feelings are free tooo do what ever they want now they're not TRAPPED in a void where they were born in anymore wade got them out together with the rest of logan. out of logans headspace into the free world.

in this moment, when logan saved wade and wade's universe. i think then the literal shirt and glove exploding symbolized and was literal that that was when wade was truly touched for the first time by logan.

and he saw the ENTIRE contents of logans chest they exploded out, his stomach, everything. they are glowing with light FFS! it's an x ray.

he saw logan's heart, his feelings, his strength, he has strong guts. and it was a beautiful glorious display, and exactly what's inside is outside basically. like he has a beautiful chest, that contains a beautiful heart!

they connected and kept each other alive.

and he's pretty perfect, like the guy is wonderful and wade is sick of it. he's like we get it, cover yourself up, mr perfect. he was already kinda enchanted when they got to wade's universe, but logan keeps getting better and better.

remember when wade said he will be out of shape beneath his shirt,poking fun at him but logan is literally perfect LOL i guess he just needed a deadpool jumpstart

his crotch being lit up between the animal teeth ...... logans crotch being lit up...sick.... i think wade came into logan ...where logans sharpness where his fang was missing. a gap in his defenses perhaps where sensitivity can come through.. or maybe he defanged him

-...and hes literally shirtless

wade wakes up in an animals mouth.....theres rainbow GLOW ON LOGANS HEAD

i think logan swallowed wade here(hmhm). and then wade passed through his entire body.

wade made his gay brain vrrrrrr omg look at that lil red rainbow creature in the back...sick....

DEADPOOL 3 IS PRIDE AND PREJUDICE PART 2.

elizabeth finds mr darcy barely tolerable and mr darcy finds her that as well, plus not handsome. she absolutely finds him a horrible conversationalist, while she's extremely extroverted and chatty. but everybody loves him and finds him handsome, while her mom is hurrying to marry her off to anyone.

logan/mr darcy keeps doing and saying the wrong things, they escape his mouth, he kicks himself almost after every sentence.

they constantly butt heads

'I had to see you. I have fought against my better judgment, my family's expectations, the inferiority of your birth by rank and circumstance. All these things I am willing to put aside and ask you to end my agony. I love you.'

wade is in every way inferior to logan, his family is embarrassing and ridiculous just like him, just like elizabeths is. their joining would be advantageous for WADES family[the entire point of the movie]. he's putting all that aside for wade. and falling in love with him!!!!!!

he literally lived in a mansion just like mr darcy. while wade is a financial burden to his mom.

and then like AN HOUR and 30 minutes into the movie mr darcy is made to laugh by elizabeth

ok end of very important.....double feature...this is it now...

There was a mr darcy aka paradox right outside of wades universe and he snatched wade up literally literally took him by surprise from where he wasn't even ready and stole him from his universe that's canon

deadpool 3 is literally......pride and prejudice ...hear me out...

having mr darcy acting in the deadpool movie has to be a SIGN like ... everyone's playing their most famous character and then he's just paradox. nothing is as it seems~ ooo~

anyway~

i think logan is totally mr darcy and wade is elizabeth.

logan is a well off man with a rich history, everybody loves him. and wade is jealous of that, he doesn't see himself as highly regarded as logan and perhaps is not. and wade, well he's the brown eyed beauty.

"are you into dancing" "not if i can help it" / save my world or i'll make you take a breath through your forehead (and then he drinks and passes out, just not to dance with wade. [and dancing is used as a parallel already by the canon use of 'lady in red' in the film]).

mr darcy is totally closed off and nasty, he insults her appearance, he doesn't wish to participate in anything. but immediately after hearing her out, he's doing whatever she says to do to change himself.

logan was kind of enchanted from the first moment they met, i think. but he was still RUDE after.

and wade sees the way logan acts, at face value and is like that guy sucks, then paradox is like, this guy sucks even more than you think. and wade is like omfg that's terrible (just like in P&P).

wade misunderstands logan's rudeness, and other peoples rudeness as well. and thinks he's a bad person because of it. he looks at paradox who he speaks so well and is so polite and tells wade 'logan is a horrible person (JUST LIKE THEY SPOKE BADLY ABOUT MR DARCY). you're gonna be an avenger'. and wade believes him. and then once that is revealed to be a not true, only she and her father know that in the end, just like only wade's family knew about how they saved the world.

wade thinks people babying him and letting him do whatever he wants is love, but logan is the opposite of that so he feels very attacked.

but logan judges too quickly as well as wade. and even with his JUDGEMENTS of wade, he was mesmerized by wade (most hot men and vanessa are in the movies ,it's no big deal, tch)

he was too proud to accept the x men, too proud to admit he wants to fit in. and too proud to say he wants to be with wade. he thinks hes above it all.

Wade tells Logan to practice speaking aka to speak with cassandra . and logan rejects to dance with the lady (join him on the mission).

and in both movies, the hand holding really shook something in their worlds. elizabeth/wade saw something there. PLUS logans glove literally exploded off his hands that moment so its like he touched this lowly girl, like it was no big deal. Like, that's just what you're supposed to do. And wade hasn't met a hero like this that would sacrifice himself for wade so he's really in awe.

OKAY. HER, WADES VIEW OF MR DARCY started to change, there was something different there. HE TOUCHED HIM!!

and then it took wade accepting logan and telling his mom about him and all he did for her. bwaaaaaa n the movie ends.

has logan been in love with wade since day 1 ? did he really believe wade's lie or did he want to be with someone/wade. he's a little puppy needing a home. he won't dance if he can help it, but if it's for wade, he does. he kinda believed it, but also he wanted to take his rage out on something.

it was a good excuse to go along with deadpool, otherwise he'd be forced to say he simply wants to be with deadpool and he's absolutely not that type of person. he has to belittle wade/Elisabeth to make himself feel bigger. later on he realizes how badly he treated her.

wade heard logan's words of understanding, then he felt logan touch him for the first time. and then they touched knees and shoulders~ teehee~ and not touching on accident due to bad circumstances, or because they're tied together or in an act of brutality, but just casually out of love~ meep~

the world tried to tied them together....by force, out of necessity and THAT IS comparable to marriage, but they don't JUST need each-other in the end, they want each-other. and wade proposes to logan for logan to stay. even though they could have parted ways.

but wade has bewitched him body and soul entirely. 'my affections havent changed ,but one word from you will silence me forever(logan wanting to walk out, he didn't wish to make wade uncomfortable with his desires). i never wish to be parted from you since this day on.' thats the third act when logan realizes wow wade is incredible.

but also wade literally needed him, just like elizabeth needed a husband to marry, but she didnt want it to be mr darcy. but oh how wrong she was!!! if it was 1813 and wade was the lowly girl who needed a husband to survive, she really wants it to be mr logan darcy. basically.

and wade kinda does need to depend on someone, sure not societally the way she HAD to, she had no other options, but wade depends on people in every single other way, economically ,mentally and emotionally he does depend on others. and he hates that vanessa isn't his like bride to be.

but he sort of wanted to be her equal and her not take care of him at the same time. which is like a battle in his mind, they aren't on the same level. but logan and wade took care of one another on equal grounds.

you must know surely you must know it was all for you (wade says that basically to vanessa) GULP does logan feel the same way to wade ruh roh.

EEEEE

althea who represents the feelings, love inside of wade. he heard something going on right outside himself. she heard some kind of rumbling, a big thing happening that she should probably be aware of.

so, she opened the window and heard logan and wade working together, she may have not known it was them causing the noise, but she heard A BIG RUCKUS.

she wishes she's deaf so that she doesn't hear something new happening. she wants to keep safe inside, unbothered by new people, making a mess, causing wade to feel things that he doesn't want to feel, that are out of his grasp. wade's insides HATE change and things happening that are out of his control.

but she keeps the window open!

then wade is out here, with a window of his home open the entire time, so that his feelings can hear, smell, feel what's going on with that logan guy!!

and then wade was like DAMN! I HATE THIS!! i wish i didn't HEAR YOU , i wish you weren't an amazing person. now i have to sacrifice myself for you, even when i'm so scared, i don't really want to love again, i don't know how to love properly, wade is looking at logan, asking him how do you care for people, how do you save someone?

then he gets shown how to do it by logan and goes , oh like this, i see, then i'll copy you and care for you like this, okay , because i love you. i'll have to do it because you understand me and see me! like i'm not a true hero, but now i have to try to be one genuinely for you and for them, you're shaking my world up. shaking my heart up.

and then he survives. and he's like aaaah..... can you come and become a part of me, not just my world. like meet my love and affections. you make me a better person etc!!!

SO wade's love opened a window of his home for logan to shine bright with his full colors, shining a new spotlight onto LOGAN and allow him to find something new, ! and change althea and wade. the yellow glass is glowing, logan is glowing, it is casting a light, bouncing from the light of the window, it's bouncing them onto wade and althea.

it made everyone stronger!

I think Wade wanted to be EEEVEN moooore in control than he already wants to be in. and he's like aha, that will fix all of this, more control in my life! and then with that power i will keep logan at a distance. mistreat him, lie to him, keep him away, umm but give him a new universe in exchange, so it's ok.

but logan is like through all that BS that you do, i can see you, and you can't make me hate you i will sacrifice myself for you. and wade is like damn i love this guy, this sucks.

THE ANALYSIS OF THE SUIT TAILORING SCENE AND PARADOX'S PROPOSITION: and how it tells the plot before the movie even starts! woop!!

The tailor of wades new heart, the guy who made him a new heart isn't wade this time, it's a predator.

What else could be a predator? Animals! The animal, called wolverine! so The wolverine tailored Wade's new suit that is, his heart. His heart became stronger and brighter with The wolverine's yellow added.

Then Wade comes out, calls the guy a predator, then becomes a predator himself towards the man calling HR on him. So Wade will be influenced by Logan and copy him.

and he got adamantium katanas no need for explanation. logan is 50% adamantium. and he gave him his adamantium.

and then "you're gonna old yellar my universe" old yellar = logan = make it stronger, add logan.

"two in the heart one in the head, yes" now this one means many things..so do the other points but they're kinda darker...this is nicer. probably the two movies were shot in his "heart" and this one inside his "mind" they shot two in the heart, one in the head.

also: wade's gonna be shot twice in the heart (i think this means he lost vanessa to a gunshot to her heart, then he got shot in the heart and then he got shot in the head in this movie.

it also means logan going with him and trying to sacrifice himself for him were two shots to his heart (before it all, that was also telling the plot before it happens, > they physically fought twice, while wade represents his own heart and logans heart, like both of their hearts were penetrated).

also two in the heart one in the head. could also mean he took two people inside of his heart, vanessa and logan, inside himself (LITERALLY. PENETRATED.) (two people can live in his body, even though it has room only for one (wade), it's like they penetrated their way into him with love, kindness, understanding and penetration itself). to live there. but only HE lives in his head. ONE in the head.

logan penetrated his heart twice in the movie, and then the third time cassandra diddled his head... and then logan had to penetrate wades mind and or body to save him from his sick mind. to power up his heart, so that he can keep living.

and then once logan simply joined wade to save him, that was the third act head shot. like his heart is blown away, his mind is blown away. it's like logan is always there for him.

then, he broke paradox's nose. he broke the connection of his higher self and the physical self. like the bridge between his mind... and the sensations of reality, smell. and then he went ass first deeper into his mind. (aka he didn't know what tf he was doing. to find someone who did know).

also! i think the bandaid covering paradox's redness and broken nose looks like a connection of two red spots. maybe two hearts connecting through their brokenness. two broken hearts connecting. creating a bridge over the bridge..... healing that way.

anyway all that, while stealing a mug that says "i like myself". going deeper into his mind to try to like himself. taking the mug deeper inside. trying to fill it with something. a big strong cup of logan.

the end!

mommy my boyfriend will protect us and pay our bills

salty and peppery. thats our mom and son duo.

ALSO THEY opened a WINDOW in their home for logan to shine. very beautiful. and his shine glows back to them as well.

cassandra is charles twin they're their other halves. just like deadpool and wolverine. so when she talks it's really wade talking.

so basically wade didnt have half his mind, and then the other half had to die because his sanity was sacrificed to keep wade alive. if logan went with her, wade would die. if logan left wade, wade would die. so logan had to strictly keep wades heart beating and alive.

she goes "no, no one saved me " no one ever came, she was all alone without love and guidance and charles couldn't teach her to be more like him. like she's the unstable other half.

just like wade is like logan's unstable other half, who had to 'make do' while his guide, the older more wiser part of him was away. no one to teach him 'temperance'.

and then she was like "did your charles (her other half) protect you and keep you safe?" and logan says "we're mutants, we're never safe." like logan is so petrified...thats why he could never protect others, he lived in constant fear and was CORRECT about his fears... but thats why he's all alone, together with wade.

logan always hid, ran, not truly ever living...

i think this is like, wade wanted to be saved as a CHILD but nobody ever came so after he was like a fried 35 yearold then they try to 'save him' barely he's like um no.....bye. lots of people came and he had to defeat them all or be stronger than them. his wise, loving guidance from someone just like him never came. he and cassandra were both too far gone by now.

:(((((

until now!!! :0 . and in the other movies he literally says "fuck wolverine" like hes mad that hes not him, he wants to be. he cant be, he doesnt know how to. he even tries putting on wolverines paper mask.

but logan never came, never looked for him. "a couple of charles passed through here" he knew 2 wolverines in his universe. or knew of them. origins wolverine and the dead logan.

like, he never came for wade and then he just died. and then he got THE WORST wolverine to make do, but he was like the best guy wade ever met probably. kind,understanding,loving,likes hiking, sweet, hero

and wade had to reach out himself...and hes like mad about it. but then he saw how wonderful logan is and then was kinda shy and bashful but asked him to please stay with him.

hes teaching wade how to be a hero by just being himself. and wade is like wow you're the best

when wade had nothing he was mostly focused on himself, not fixing anything, other people had to fix things for him a lil bit, or people got hurt because of him when they didn't have to.

logan has nothing, but he carefully listened to wade and saw wade and understood him.

but unlike the last movie he has to die fr like he used up cable's time travel for himself, he got vanessa in danger twice. he got the x force killed. he kinda stole cables family time from him.

but logan literally doesnt even have anything to sacrifice for, or to fight for, just like wade! and he's at peace with that and still so selfless. BUT logan has a higher purpose that is loving and taking care of mutants. wade has wade at number 1 kinda and saves people along the way (even if it is heroic it's everyone else hurt in the end except him)

now wade will manage to die, but without even anything waiting for him on the other side, he stopped being selfish. logan would have the x men waiting in heaven but wade would have no one. that's pretty scary....that's sacrifice and nobody would be hurt. :-)

wades hero wolverine kinda came to be his hero finally and show him temperance and love. BUT THEN wade showed wolverine love and temperance making the even greater sacrifice. becoming a true hero like wolverine!!

cassandra missed charles to teach her as her other half. and wade missed logan as his other half.

wade was like HELP THEM I CANT DO IT YOU DO IT. and then logan taught him how!!

a quick lil analyzing the colors of the exiting scene.

they come out heart first, there's pieces of their hearts on the floor mixed in with trauma, logan's strength exploded their wiring and they're sparking from ceiling to the floor.

their hearts are more in control than their strength. the wiring is falling its unraveled it's messy. they're coming out of a black cage of control, and the silver ticket checkers of trauma. they broke the system that held them captive and didn't let them move forward. they're leaving their broken hearts behind them. and the frames/boxes that held them captive and limited.

their power is explosive and sparkling

logan comes out bare chested, open chested, extremely vulnerable, he's letting the lights and the sparks of change pour down on his chest and stomach, shoulders, his frame. his head is always protected. but his chest is bare to new emotion. its shining on his edges. the sparks colored by violet and white and yellow, they're strength, they're change, they're love.

also his chest is not only open it's unburdened ahhhh he can finally breathe

then all those colors they all come together in an orange hue, white,red, yellow. deadpool and logan. its glowing on wade's head, logan's head, and logan's left chest, his heart is growing warmer and is colored by orange.

so they both wanted to sacrificed their angelic power and connection to heaven ..for wade it's so that he could save a human and his universe but does logan care about wades universe? or maybe he just cares for a mutant suffering and wants to help wade and if that's what wade loves he understands.

like to finally be an x man and save a mutant. maybe he wanted to be with his loved ones like wade did in his second movie. but they both kept their angelic powers. and continued living to observe human beings from above and protect them.

now instead of getting the girl they're like going to be back to being invisible and watch over humans together. kissing probably.

they left their broken hearts, their cages, their frames, broken wires/connections behind them and moved forward.

a light glows on top of their heads and logans left chest. (while wade stands to his left as well)

and the lyrics "and i dont want the world to see me cause i dont think that they'd understand when everythings made to be broken i just want you to know who i am"

humans dont understand mutants, vanessa doesnt understand mutants, but wade doesn't want her to see him as a broken mutant. as the world sees him(x men, avengers). he doesnt care about other people, only his loved ones to see who he is.

he is like not just a failure of a human, he's a failure as a mutant, as a hero. you know, but its okay he takes it all all the hate from the world. as long as his heart knows he's a good guy. and that he's changing and trying. he is trying to be okay with himself...existing kinda.

like he's like these organisations and people dont care about me but i care about the world and i care about me and my family. i can be happy i don't have to die or sacrifice myself ,we can live happily together. (the ending is quite a queer analogy like literally nobody dies, they make do, even though everyones like you HAVE to die you WILL die your mutant powers wont save you this time. the world will eat you up. but it doesn't! gbye!)

After a brief adjustment period and a bunch of drinks, it's a face... I'd be happy to sit on.

and then he finds a wolverine who's ALREADY pre drunk, but gives him no time to adjust .....

SAME ANGLE (god i live and breathe cinema...)

I think Althea represents wades love as like was basically said in dp1 "love is blind wade " and wade tells her "no you are" he is arguing with his own self pointlessly.

And he constantly disrespects her but she's all he has . He's like a giant red heart and all he has is his love to keep him company. He's a lonely heart and she's all he has .

And then he's like even my love is broken like I am, she can't walk without tripping, I won't help her do much except for to keep us alive basically, you know it's just a mess. just like his powers all he knows how to do is survive.

And then he's telling Logan about her and disrespects her in the way he describes her (but he tries not to better each movie kinda) and then he's like to logan "But that's what she is, she's blind." He's describing his love and feelings to Logan. and justifying his self-hate, being confused like, that's all there is to my love. i call it how it is. like it's so simple. its like kinda how he sees himself as a jokey disability guy perhaps. hes extremely insecure.(duh)

And then later on when he asks Logan to meet his symbolic love, Althea. He looks at Logan and reminds himself to treat his love with more respect and calls her Althea. Even though she comes to him screaming and cussing about wanting cocaine.

Like think of it if like your affection is in the shape of an old helpless blind coke addicted lady screaming and cussing full speed at you as you let someone else into your life. I think wade would want to prepare people for that by talking down on himself.

For example, so funny my love is a joke right, i'm a joke? i'm so pathetic? RIGHT? like in the scene at the first party, and Vanessa laughs at the self deprecation and wade is hurt after. "its just me and blind al sleeping in the same bed together" something like that.

i feel like thats also his own self or half of his heart or whole heart being tired of himself and growing more depressed over his situation with love in his life.

and Logan is like always noticing his lies, and bad behaviors and says don't talk about yourself like that. he's never going with the flow. he's the harsh reality check, that won't laugh along or laugh things off. etc. "jesus thats what you call her? you call her blind al?"

Like wade's like I'm crazy, I depend a lot on help from others, I'm an addict I have all these issues, I yell I talk a lot, i have a disability, i'm too much for others ,etc..

but on the other hand, his love is blind which is always a beautiful positive thing and it's soooo trueee. Like I need a lot from people but I give a lot , no matter who you are . His love is pure he's extremely child-like and innocent. but it's also child like in a way where he can't process things as an adult, he processes them badly, like a confused child.

look a parallel

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