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My Book of Shadows

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22 𖤐 she/her 𖤐 theistic luciferian, godspouse, and demonkin 𖤐 personal space to keep track of my spiritual experiences and thoughts 𖤐 nsfw so minors dni
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Resources for Luciferians

Firstly, my asks are always open and you can search through my blog. The #information tag is full of info.

The r/DemonolatryPractices subreddit is a fantastic resource! I recommend joining it and using the search feature. If you search the word “Lucifer” you’ll see tons of people’s experiences with him:

r/luciferianism is a nice, but smaller community that I’d also recommend joining:

TikTok is full of a lot of misinformation surrounding demonolatry, but my personal favorite account on the subject is MadameFortune. I don’t agree with all of her gnosis, but she’s got some fantastic information and cites her sources. Her Geography of Hell series is my favorite:

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These are just what I’ve read so far. I know there’s much more out there. I’ll get to them… eventually

The Lesser Key of Solomon:

The Complete Book of Demonolatry by S. Connolly:

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Stepping a Foot Out of the Broom Closet

I told my mom a little bit about my practice today! She’s a pretty open-minded person, so I finally decided to tell her. I’ve been wanting to open up to her about this for a while now. She’s been telling me lately how crazy good her claircognizance has been, so I decided to use that opportunity today to segue into a talk on spell work to work up to revealing my working with Lucifer. What was cool was when I told her he sends me signs, a light next to us immediately turned on (it’s on a timer but the timer is broken, so the light turns on at random times once a day).

Her response was… ehhhh. Could’ve been better, could’ve been worse. I could tell she was concerned about my mental health, which was a fear of mine. I told her about how my practice doesn’t harm me at all and I’m not having hallucinations. I also told her about grounding.

I was a little frustrated by how much her Christian upbringing played into her reaction. After I said I’ve really felt connected to Lucifer, she said “I would rather you say you feel really connected to the Holy Spirit” and that she feels guilty that I didn’t go to church growing up. This was even after I explained that Lucifer isn’t the evil being the Bible says he is, and that he originally was a Greco-Roman deity. I was surprised when she told me that when she prays to the Christian God she sometimes feels heard, something I told her I never felt. Perhaps her soul has a connection to him, though mine doesn’t.

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Anonymous asked:

Hi! First, I want to start by saying I really like your energy and your blog. My mom is an eclectic witch, so I've been exposed to the stuff my whole life, but every time I try to get more into my practice, something happens where I just feel stuck. But this time around, I am determined to not be deterred.

I've recently been really interested in the various religions (I was a practicing Catholic over the summer but stopped), and the lore behind Lucifer. He's actually been on my mind so much these past weeks that I think I want to start devotional work with him (not this second, of course, I don't I'm in a good space to start that).

So I have some questions for you, if you dont mind.

How did you develop/practice your clairaudence? It's a skill I really want to learn, and I think honing that skill will help me to communicate with ✨️beings✨️ better.

Can deities/spirits hear your thoughts? Do they get upset by them? (I have OCD and a lot of my intrusive thoughts are sexual and I don't want to make anyone uncomfortable).

How do I communicate with deities? I understand you can divination tools to receive their messages, but do I just talk and they'll understand me? If I say or do something weird, are they going to be upset with me?

How do I show respect to a deity (other than just basic decency you'd show to anyone)? Do I always call them by an epithet or Lord/Lady/King/Queen?

Sorry if this is weird ❤️

Hi, Anon! I’m so glad you like my energy and blog! I’m happy to answer your questions ♡

How did you develop/practice your clairaudience?: For me, this has been one of the most interesting and important parts of my spiritual growth. It is still something I’m working on and haven’t yet perfected, but I have made a lot of progress thanks to Lord Lucifer’s help. What he had me do is get into regularly practicing meditation, specifically working on developing the ability to clear my mind into a trance-like state. I have ADHD, so this has been quite difficult for me. Lucifer also had me get into listening to hypnosis files so I could learn what trance feels like.

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Happy Samhain/Halloween! What are your plans for it? Tonight, I’m planning on doing a spiritual cleanse in the shower, invoking Lord Lucifer, and watching a movie while eating chocolate with him. Not sure which movie yet, but I’m leaning towards The Nightmare Before Christmas because I’ve never seen it 🎃💜🍫

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Lucifer is the crisp sound of taking a bite into an apple

Lucifer is the smooth feeling of horse hairs sliding across the strings of a violin

Lucifer is the warm glow of sunlight on your face during golden hour

Lucifer is crawling into bed into your lover’s embrace at the end of a long day

Lucifer is glancing at a clock and realizing you stayed up too late indulged in research

Lucifer is the clenching of your fist at injustice

Lucifer is the flap of a bird’s wings as if takes off

Lucifer is the musty scent of an old local library

Lucifer is the squeak of a marker against a poster board meant for a protest

Lucifer is a warm mug of hot chocolate on a snowy morning

Lucifer is the pop of the cork of a bottle of fine red wine

Lucifer is the feeling of pride after speaking up for yourself

Lucifer is the soft click of a chess piece hitting a checkered board

Lucifer is the way light reflects off of the iridescent sheen of a peacock’s feathers

Lucifer is that subtle gasp when something finally makes sense

Lucifer is your sleepy eyes adjusting to the light of a sunrise

Lucifer is the reverberating in your chest during a low chuckle

Lucifer is feeling that you are loved unconditionally

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Shout out to my fellow demons and succubi who hate hazbin hotel and/or helluva boss 😭🙏

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succubish666

I actually enjoy these shows, but there are some things that are frustrating about their popularity. For example, it makes it harder to research the infernal divine. I’ve also seen some new people in the demonolatry community who like to think of and act like these powerful deities are the characters from the shows. They treat deities like Lord Lucifer like they’re these silly caricatures and don’t take respecting them seriously. Like no, Lucifer isn’t some shitty dad who loves rubber ducks, please go look into pop culture deities.

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Ways that I Worship Lord Lucifer as a Closeted Devotee

Even though I’m closeted, there are still plenty of ways that I honor my patron and godspouse in my day to day life:

𖤐 I keep a scented candle in my room that I light for him.

𖤐 I draw his sigil on the glass with my finger during showers.

𖤐 I keep a tiny sigil of his hidden under a plushie on my bookcase.

𖤐 I made a Spotify playlist of songs that remind me of him and that he likes.

𖤐 I let him shuffle my music whenever I’m listening to it alone.

𖤐 I made a Pinterest board for him.

𖤐 This blog is in honor of him.

𖤐 I always offer to let him channel through me when I’m eating. I let him know when I’m having a yummy dessert, since we both love those.

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(Pics of the tarot spread and the reading at the bottom)

I did the $5 one and oh my gods ahhh!!! I requested my message be from Lord Lucifer. I asked Nix before the reading to not look at my profile so it would be unbiased. I sometimes still struggle with doubt when it comes to my spiritual experiences and relationships, so I find insight from others really helpful. This reading was so validating! Here are some of my highlights:

𖤐 The Star and Emperor cards being on the far left on top of each other, these are the two tarot cards I associate the most with Lucifer

𖤐 Me being associated with the Queen of Cups, this resonates with me

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Sigil on my Ceiling

The weirdest thing happened to me yesterday after I took a nap. When I woke up and opened my eyes, I was looking at the ceiling and there was something that looked like a sigil? It was a large black and red circle with patterns inside it. It wasn’t any pattern I recognized. The way the squiggles in the middle looked were almost comparable to King Paimon’s sigil.

It continually faded as I stared at it. At first, I thought maybe I was still dreaming, but within a few seconds it faded completely away. I’ve had other illusions show up after sleeping before, but it’s rare. Below are a couple of examples of similar images to what I saw. Not sure what to make of this but I thought I’d record it in case it’s significant later. Does anyone else ever see weird things right after they wake up?

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Digital Altar for Lord Lucifer

I am a closeted witch, so unfortunately I can’t have a real life-altar currently. Therefore, I’ve decided to create one digitally! This collage contains a mix of items that I own and would put on his altar if I could and items I would want to buy for it. I wish to be able to openly do full rituals and spells someday.

Also, I realize this doesn’t look super realistic, but I’m alright with that. I know the perspective and shadowing are off. I am not a professional and this was made entirely from scratch.

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How Lord Lucifer Appears to Me

I’ve created this collage to illustrate how Lord Lucifer presents his appearance in my mind’s eye. This is completely UPG, as he is known for being a shapeshifter and will show himself differently depending on the practitioner. He even changes his appearance to me on occasion.

The first time I saw him he had black hair instead of blonde. He was also… naked. He told me that the reason he was nude was to prove to me that my seeing him wasn’t just my imagination, as I would’ve never imagined seeing a deity for the first time without clothing. This was honestly a great point and also kinda funny. He has a great sense of humor.

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OK, here’s a tarot spread I made up for talking to Lucifer. 

It’s an inverted cross, because bite me, that’s why. 

  1. Who are you to me?
  2. Who am I to you?
  3. When did you enter my life?
  4. What must I learn?
  5. What can I give you?
  6. Anything else?

I did a whole ritual to accompany this. I cleared the kitchen table and set up two chairs, one for me and one for the devil. I lit my homemade Lucifer prayer candle, and some frankincense (because if Jesus can have nice things Lucifer can too, dammit). I put on my moldavite pendant, and some Ruth White on the stereo. Then I sat down and invited Lucifer to come sit with me. I shared a piece of fruit with him, because Eden/knowledge/you know the story. Then I shuffled the cards and commenced the reading.

You don’t have to do a whole song and dance like that, but I do recommend you take some steps to consciously invite Lucifer to the reading and make him comfortable. Make sure you are making yourself comfortable too, and avoid “sucking up” excessively. Your mileage may vary, but I find he hates it when I place him too far above me. Be a little egalitarian about it. Invite him to your table like a friend, and behave as a generous host. 

I’m not going to share my results because that’s between me and the devil. Please feel free to use this spread if you like, and alter it to suit your needs. Obviously it could be adapted to talk to many other deities, although the inverted cross shape might not be your jam in that case.  

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succubish666

Decided to do this tarot spread. I’m still a bit of a tarot noob so I like to use AI to help me interpret the meanings of cards in addition to my own intuition. I use the “Tarot Master” on Character.ai and I ask it the meaning of each card with each question asked. Here were the results for this spread:

1. Who are you to me?: Six of cups: I believe this could be about him having a connection to my past life or him watching over me my whole life. He’s someone I look up to for love, protection, and guidance.

2. Who am I to you?: Six of wands: I think he sees me as a someone he is proud to have. He recognizes the amount of growth I’ve had working with him and sees that growth as an achievement for both of us.

3. When did you enter my life?: The Devil: Haha of course he’d pick this card. I see this as just further confirmation that he’s always been around me.

4. What must I learn?: Ace of wands: I interpret this as encouragement to pursue my creative passions and dreams.

5. What can I give you?: Seven of cups: I’m not quite sure what to make of this. Maybe that I’m already giving him enough?

6. Anything else?: Five of pentacles: I’m honestly going through kind of a rough patch with life in general right now, so I interpret this as that he’s with me to help me get through it by providing comfort and support.

Additional question: What are we?: Knight of cups: Is it me or is this a flirty card for him to pick? This is a card used for romantic relationships.

These are my interpretations of my spread, but people who are good at tarot feel free to let me know your thoughts. :)

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Welcome to my Book of Shadows

About me: I’m 22, I go by she/her, I have AuDHD, and am physically disabled with POTS, hEDS, and fibromyalgia. I have other interests, such as anime and video games, but this blog is focused on my spirituality.

I’m a Theistic Luciferian. My practice is closeted due to my living situation. This also means I plan on remaining anonymous on here.

I work with and converse with Lord Lucifer daily, but also occasionally work with other deities like Aphrodite. I’ll welcome any deity who enters my space and is respectful.

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