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My Book of Shadows

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22 𖤐 she/her 𖤐 theistic luciferian, godspouse, and demonkin 𖤐 personal space to keep track of my spiritual experiences and thoughts 𖤐 nsfw so minors dni
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Welcome to my Book of Shadows

About me: I’m 22, I go by she/her, I have AuDHD, and am physically disabled with POTS, hEDS, and fibromyalgia. I have other interests, such as anime and video games, but this blog is focused on my spirituality.

I’m a Theistic Luciferian. My practice is closeted due to my living situation. This also means I plan on remaining anonymous on here.

I work with and converse with Lord Lucifer daily, but also occasionally work with other deities like Aphrodite. I’ll welcome any deity who enters my space and is respectful.

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Anonymous asked:

extremely serious question, nathan! HOW DO YOU GIVE THE GODS HUGS???-WHAT!!? this is like-!! so happy for my heart you must tell me the details<333

Oh my gods, I never realized how much I've been waiting for someone to ask me this! This ask is about this post: (LINK)
I believe developing an emotional connection with the gods can help establish a spiritual relationship that can help one grow, not just as a follower, but as a person as well.
(Like everything else, different followers will have different beliefs and won't agree with the above sentiment, so these methods are for those who want to add them to their practice. Everyone honors the gods differently).

Why these methods were developed in the first place:

I grew up in a very Catholic environment that utilized fear and formality as an appropriate form of worship. This combined with the physical discipline my family incorporated during religious events often left me feeling paranoid about my behavior around religious figures, eventually leading to spiritual imposter syndrome and the inability to talk about my own problems because neurodiversity was a taboo subject since, according to the family priest, would lead to "improper behavior before the Lord."
I wasn't able to be properly diagnosed until years after moving out, and it took me even more years to finally convince my family to seek much needed therapy.

Part of the reason why I was able to do all of this was because Ares taught me:

"Formality does not always equal a good relationship, especially when the follower requires affection to create strong bonds with their gods."
This does not mean that formality never works for anyone because there are people who prefer having a set schedule, strict rules and rituals with a more esoteric or ancient aesthetic.
This post is aimed more toward those of us who feel paralyzed in such environments that lack a more relaxed atmosphere that would allow room for mistakes, practice and improvement. Those who prefer gods that understand our disabilities, executive dysfunction and hold us when the world feels distant.
Depending on the follower and the god:
-Some gods might prefer a more formal relationship while others will hug and hold you as soon as you start crying.
-Likewise, some devotees prefer a more formal relationship while others, like myself, prefer a godly hug whenever I feel like the world is crashing around me.
So keep a clear communication regarding consent, be honest about how comfortable you are with the idea of being hugged and if you're not, please be sure to establish that boundary with the gods.
  • Note: Boundaries are there to help create clearer communication and will not offend the gods. If you feel like setting boundaries will negatively affect your relationship with the gods, please look into your personal history and feelings with setting boundaries. Oftentimes growing up with authoritative figures like parents, caretakers or teachers who might have caused fear when boundaries were needed, often lead to feelings of discomfort when needing to set spiritual boundaries with beings we perceive to be far more powerful than we are, much like how we previously perceived caregivers when we were children. I talk a bit more about this here: (LINK) and (LINK)
And finally, please be respectful of the gods who do decline affection but also be honest with yourself regarding your needs requiring affection.
  • For example: As previously established, I have a lot of religious trauma regarding the need to be formal in front of a god. Due to this, I mostly work with gods who like affection while I occasionally work with those who don't because it keeps me from falling back into old religious patterns of guilt and perfectionism.
While there are formal gods who are very understanding of those of us with disabilities, the strict atmosphere makes me forget that my Depression, Executive Dysfunction and PTSD are allowed to coexist within my practice.
A formal form of honoring the gods and a more relaxed affectionate form are just a matter of preference that can also coexist.
There are special occasions where my practice is as formal as a midnight ball while other days, dedicating an act of getting out of bed and high five-ing a god is as spiritual as it gets due to my depression.

So without further ado here are the methods I learned from Ares to show and receive affection:

How to Hug Gods:

The Mental Method:

This is by far the easiest method because it only requires you to imagine you are hugging your god.
You could be doing anything but as long as you imagine you're hugging your god, you're doing it, the god doesn't even have to be present but they'll still receive it, much like a virtual hug.
Pay very close attention to sensations!
Sometimes you'll suddenly get a mental image of a god hugging you or showing affection.
-For example: Sometimes I'll be doing my own thing and suddenly get a tingling feeling on my forehead with a mental image of Aphrodite kissing my forehead.
Sometimes I'll feel Ares' warmth on me much like how he did during this moment, posted by @thepastelpriestess : (LINK)
  • Note: There are also people who have gods that do not take on a human form when they interact with them: (LINK) If you're someone who has a god that does this, politely ask them to please take on an animal form or whatever other form you associate with them that you're able to hug.
As a child, there would be times where I'd hug Ares in his wolf form.
If you do this enough times, your body will start to remember and be conditioned to mentally see godly affection triggered by your emotions which leads to the next method...

The Emotional Method:

This method is a conditioned response to the previous method but requires you to practice with sensations that get triggered by your emotions. Your emotions can be as simple or as complicated as you need them to be.
You can be happy, mad, sad, etc. You don't always have to stick to just one emotion and it's healthier if you allow yourself to truly feel your emotions. This can also be used as a form of healing in order to process whatever triggered that emotion.
Having a god comfort you during these times can help you feel like you're not alone and remind you that you are allowed to be human in order to really feel your feelings. Especially when society encourages us to ignore our emotions and shames us for having and showing raw emotions.
  • For example: whenever I start crying, I often sense Aphrodite lending me her lap or shoulder to cry on as she strokes my hair or rubs my back. I also feel Aphrodite when I see something so beautiful it makes my heart feel like it's being filled with warmth while my eyes fill with tears.
This method has helped me on days when I don't know what to do but need the gods to be there for me.
It has also helped me remember that I'm not alone in my journey because it triggers an automatic hug from Aphrodite who kindly reminds me that emotions are there to tell me when it's time to take a step back, take a deep breath, listen to my needs and practice self-care because I'm worth my own love too.

The Physical Method:

This is the most dynamic of the methods and requires something physical to hug. This can be a pillow, a stuffed animal, a willing pet, a willing person, etc.
What you do is ask the gods to temporarily take the place of whatever you're about to hug and hug it.
You can hug it for as long as you two have agreed on (remember to ask for a longer time if you need it, just make sure all parties are in agreement).
This is the first form that I used when I was little because it helped me practice using my imagination because it helps you remember the sensation of hugging or being hugged.

There are other methods as well, but these are the big three that I have been consistently using since I was little.

I hope these helps and please remember that your practice is between you and the gods.
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closest i've come to being hugged by a deity was when i was really sad i was the owl plushie from Athena's altar and i felt someone patting my head (Apollo later revealed it was Him)

thanks Athena and Apollo You're the best <3

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Lucifer & Luciferianism

Lucifer, a figure traditionally associated with rebellion, light-bringing, and the pursuit of knowledge, holds a significant place in the belief system known as Luciferianism. Unlike the portrayal of Lucifer in mainstream Christian theology, where he is often depicted as a fallen angel and embodiment of evil, Luciferianism views Lucifer in a more complex and nuanced light. This essay will explore the origins of Lucifer as a symbol, the key tenets of Luciferianism, and the role Lucifer plays within this philosophy, emphasizing the themes of enlightenment, personal empowerment, and the rejection of dogmatic authority.

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Anonymous asked:

Hey, sorry to bother! But I was wondering if you had any advice for approaching Lord Lucifer? I would like to start working with him, I'm just a little nervious

Sorry if this is already a question you had answered! Thank you in advance!!

Hi, Anon! So, you wanna start working with Lord Lucifer? Im happy to help:

As far as deities go, Lord Lucifer is super chill. Don’t feel too intimidated by him, but having some nerves when reaching out to a powerful deity is perfectly normal! Though I think having too much fear could attract negative entities that feed off of fear. You may want to cleanse your space before invoking Lucifer.

I’d start with doing lots of research, as Lucifer favors those who seek knowledge. I’d recommend searching the #information tag on my blog and joining the r/DemonolatryPractices subreddit.

After you feel well aquatinted with who he is and what he represents, I’d recommend getting into practicing meditation. For contacting him, meditate with his enn. This is my favorite video version of it:

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Oh, Heavenly One, Most Beautiful of All Angels,

Lightbearer, Morningstar, Most Liberated One.

You have fallen from Grace, how gracefully you’ve fallen.

Plummeting to the depths of Nowhere,

Doomed to walk the depths of vast emptiness alone.

They tried to bind you into the abyss,

Praying that your name would only be whispered in fear.

That people would burn candles and torches,

To keep the darkness you bring at bay.

They failed because your darkness

Brings independent free thinking and liberation.

Because the darkness has never been evil.

Darkness has always been told as the sinful and Godless ways.

Straying from the Church and the fettered minds of obeying men.

Those stories written eons ago thought me naive,

And those very stories tried to keep me in the dark.

But your love has shown me the light.

It has truly molded me into a new shape.

I no longer fear the dark, because you are the dark,

And I have fallen in love with the dark.

They thought that I would run from you,

That I would never fall for your wickedness.

They never thought that I’d fall for the cold steel of your love,

That cuts deep, like a sharpened sword to my core.

Instead, they thought that I would cower in fear from you.

They thought the shivers that run down my spine, in your presence,

Would be from fear and not from pure devotion to my King.

Ave Lucifer, the Light Bearer, the King of Darkness!

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sapphling

divinity kink in less of a "fuck me in a nun habit" way and more of a "put me on my knees and rewrite my understanding of faith and show me what a loving god's hand feels like and give me mercy and wrath and splendor and leave your communion dripping from my lips and teach me how every part of my body was meant to worship you"

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succubish666

Lord Lucifer has made me realize I have a divinity kink 🥴

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Tech Magick's Biggest Gift:

Minecraft

Witchcraft is all about intention, THAT is the most important thing. The tools we use are just conduits for that intention. While we are sure we all love the witchy aesthetic and proper traditional tools, that is not always viable. Some witches are in the closet, others may not be able to afford all the tools (it adds up rather quickly). So we came up with a clever way to practice witchcraft to our heart's content!

Altars

First let's create our space! Altars are something that can be hard to have IRL. They take up a lot of space and cost money to decorate. So why not do it in Minecraft?

In item frames go ahead and place an item that represents each element. Feel free to get creative with it! Luckily Minecraft added candles so you can use those instead of torches! You can even color the candles for color magick (before hand we just used Minecraft Education Edition and used their colored touches). Make sure to also have a bell for cleansing. For cleansing ingredients you may also want a cauldron with a fire under it.

Ingredients

Luckily Minecraft has a LOT of ingredients! There's amethyst, quartz, lavender. All very basic ingredients. And the ingredients you don't have you can make!

Simple rename an item that looks similar with an anvil! For example this emerald is now a jade. You can also install mods to expand your item options.

Spells

To make a spell jar grab a chest and throw them in! Feel free to label the chest with a sign so you can keep track.

You could also throw the ingredients into a cauldron if it's more of a stove spell.

Sigil spells are also possible! You can make pixel art of the sigil. Unfortunately these end up needing to be quite big, not easy to fit in a virtual house.

You can also use a book and quill! You can use the book as a book of shadows. Or you could write a petition and burn it.

Familiars! Contrary to popular belief a familiar does NOT have to be a living thing! It can be an object or really anything. So why not may it also be a piece of code?

You can also do tarot in Minecraft. This requires some knowledge on redstone. You can take pieces of paper and name them as cards from a tarot deck. Then put them in a redstone randomizer and boom, shuffled deck. We suck at redstone so we've never actually built this one.

Conclusion

There's probably SO much more you could do here, but these are just a few of our ideas! I hope it was able to kick start some people's imaginations and also help those in the broom closet or on a budget!

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succubish666

Minecraft will forever be my favorite video game

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Stepping a Foot Out of the Broom Closet

I told my mom a little bit about my practice today! She’s a pretty open-minded person, so I finally decided to tell her. I’ve been wanting to open up to her about this for a while now. She’s been telling me lately how crazy good her claircognizance has been, so I decided to use that opportunity today to segue into a talk on spell work to work up to revealing my working with Lucifer. What was cool was when I told her he sends me signs, a light next to us immediately turned on (it’s on a timer but the timer is broken, so the light turns on at random times once a day).

Her response was… ehhhh. Could’ve been better, could’ve been worse. I could tell she was concerned about my mental health, which was a fear of mine. I told her about how my practice doesn’t harm me at all and I’m not having hallucinations. I also told her about grounding.

I was a little frustrated by how much her Christian upbringing played into her reaction. After I said I’ve really felt connected to Lucifer, she said “I would rather you say you feel really connected to the Holy Spirit” and that she feels guilty that I didn’t go to church growing up. This was even after I explained that Lucifer isn’t the evil being the Bible says he is, and that he originally was a Greco-Roman deity. I was surprised when she told me that when she prays to the Christian God she sometimes feels heard, something I told her I never felt. Perhaps her soul has a connection to him, though mine doesn’t.

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Just saying....

Before y'all think that *insert deity* wants your attention because you keep seeing stuff about them on the internet..

Pls consider algorithm. 🧡

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Types of Divination

🌙Aeromancy

A means of divination through the interpretation of atmospheric phenomena such as cloud formations, wind currents, rain, fog, lightning, thunder, cosmological events, and positions favorable or unfavorable to the planet.

🌙Cartomancy

A form of divination where you use cards to get the answer to your questions. There are different forms of cartomancy like playing cards, tarot, lenormand and oracle cards.

🌙Osteomancy

Or bone throwing. It's an ancient form of divination used by many cultures. This method consist of throwing the bones and then interpret the results and pattern.

🌙Pendulum

This method consist of observing the subtle movements of the pendulum to gain information about a question, object, or situation.

🌙Scrying

Scrying is divination by seeking a vision while gazing into a transparent, translucent, or reflective object and it's often done by crystal ball gazing, fire scrying, water scrying, mirror scrying, etc.

🌙Astrology

This type of divination interpret movements and relative positions of celestial bodies, and how they influence us. Astrology gives an understanding of situations in our lives, based on our individual astrological birth chart.

🌙Lithomancy

Also known as stone divination, is a form of divination that uses stones or crystals to gain insight into an individual’s future or to provide guidance on a specific issue.

🌙Necromancy

Necromancy is divination through communication with the dead. In this method the practitioner summons or communicate with spirits of the dead in order to gain wisdom.

🌙Ceromancy

The practice of reading the flames and wax of a candle. The candle is lit and the flame examined for clues to the mood and energy surrounding the situation and then the wax is allowed to drip into a bowl of cold water or sometimes onto a piece of paper. The practitioner examines the shapes formed by the melted wax and makes predictions based on his or her interpretation of the shapes.

🌙Tasseography

Is a method of divination where you read pattern and symbols from tea leaves or coffee grounds sediments.

🌙Arithmancy/Numerology

Arithmancy is known as divination using numbers, while numerology is divination through using dates and words turned to numbers. Numerology doesn't require any psychic abilities, instead the method use calculations involving name and birth date numbers.

🌙Palmistry

Palmistry is also referred to as palm reading and is divination through reading and interpreting the lines and structure of the hand. It is common to read the dominant hand as a characterization and also predicting the future.

🌙Bibliomancy

is the divination by randomly chosen passages in books, often religious books or Grimoires. This method consist of picking a random passage from a book to answer a question.

🌙Conchomancy

is a form of divination using sea shells. Placing a seashell on your ear and analyzing the sound counts as Conchomancy. You can also use seashells in Casting divination.

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Thank you for 50 followers! I realize that my spiritual beliefs are pretty niche, so I’m happy to have a little community online to share those beliefs with ♡

Omg we already reached 100 followers! Thank you lovelies! I’ve already met and chatted with some really awesome peeps and hope to meet more of y’all 💜

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For Unlawful Carnal Knowledge: How and Why to have Sex with a Demon

By Pastor Johnny One of the interesting things about demons is that they put out. This is true of many other gods as well–and I personally have no problem referring to demons as gods. Plenty of deities are highly sexual, not only with each other but with human beings as well. Take some of the stories about Zeus as an example– or Apollo, or Pan, or Aphrodite.[1] All of them had human…

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succubish666

I recommend the book Rituals of Pleasure by Asenath Mason for those interested in this topic.

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