One “Day”

One day I’ll find out why... my time is the night.

I’ll find out 

... why 2 am still feels like evening while 2 pm seems to be morning to me...

... why I am awake in the middle of the night but tired whenever the alarm rings. 

... why 2 hours of sleep seemed perfectly fine before I went to bed - and then reveals to be close to torture the next day...

... why the tv program is horrible at my prime time. 

... why I cannot perceive that most of those hours won during my all-nighters are nothing but borrowed time´as I need to catch up with sleep now. 

... why a few hours in the dark are more productive than double the amount during opening hours. 

One day - or more likely one night I’ll find out...

Until I find an answer to all this - I simply stick to my nature and keep grinding in the dark. 

Your m - to all the other owls out there.