well maybe not just stucky

Rewatching Logan with my son because he's obsessed with Laura (rightfully so) and im watching Charles run away from him and telling him to move only for Logan to pitifully roll his eyes and step to the side, blocking him again.

Can you fucking imagine? Trying to chase a dementia having telepathic automatic wheel chair having old man around to try to give him his medicine?

Old as fuck Charles: *'running' away* I don't know you!! Leave me at once! Cease this nonsense!

Hank, who's slowly trailing him with a big sigh and a handful of meds in one hand, a glass of water in the other: Charles, come on.. you do this every time.

Charles: No! Stay back! You can not capture such greatness and confine it into such a small space! I shall exceed these walls and-

Hank: I'll call Logan!

Charles: *stops* Logan? I know a logan..

Hank: Yes, I know - now, please. Take your medicine.

Charles: *squints* You're not Logan. Who do you take me for? A fool!? *slaps the pills from his hands and keeps going*

Can you imagine if it was even worse by Erik egging on said "revolutions" of his?

Erik: *Who is hevily sedated sitting in the kitchen* Hello Charles.

Charles: *stops for a second* Oh! Hello Erik id love to stay and chat but it appears theres a strange man chasing me.

Erik: Oh no. Well, that simply won't do. *stands up with his shakey old man knees* Stop this at once! Get out of our house! Or I'll be forced to-

Hank: *groans* Erik sit down. It's time for his medicine.

Erik, like I said, is heavily sedated: Oh, okay. Charles, it's medicine time. *sits back down*

Charles: I do not trust that man. He's not who he claims!

Hank: *rolls his eyes* Are you seriously gonna make me do it?

Charles: Do what?

Hank: *turns into beast* Happy? Now take your medicine.

Charles: *gasps* Hank!! Thank goodness you're here! There was such a strange man here a moment ago! He was chasing me!

Hank: I swear to fucking god...

On top of this- can you imagine if Hank and Logan have to deal with this idiot REfalling in love with his literal husband because of the dementia?

Erik: *Is doing a puzzle*

Logan: *Is supervising the old coot*

Hank: *Rolls in Charles* Watch him for a couple minutes will you? I have to make lunch.

Logan: 👍

Charles: Oh! Logan, How have you been? I haven't seen you in such a long time.

Logan, who's literally the one who carried him downstairs this morning: Yeah, I'm alright.

Erik: *already is staring, curiously looking away at times so not to be noticed*

Charles: Logan, did I ever tell you about how incredible organisms can be?

Logan: *sighs, having heard this same hyperfixated speech a trillion times* No I dont think you have...

Charles: Ooh! Good. Were you aware that mutations took us from single celled organisms-

Erik, who isn't sure why he knows this line but just does: -to the most dominant life form on the planet..

Charles: *turns his chair* My.. Do you have telepathy too? It's almost as if you-

Erik: Read your mind? Heh... yeah.. sorry. I didn't mean to interrupt..

Charles: No no, not at all. I'd be happy to discuss with you the complexites of the simple gene mutation that is your white hair.

Logan: I think it's just cause he's 90, Chuck.

Erik, still staring: I could say the same about your blue eyes.

Charles: *giggles* Only if we get to add yours to the topic as well

Logan: *blinks in 'wtf am I watching'*

Erik: Well.. if you insist. Go on. I want to know everything.

Charles: *starts yapping happily about science and theories while erik stares at him*

Wade LOVES Halloween. Absolutely LOVES it, but his first Halloween with Logan, he decides not to go too overboard. After all, the apartment is Logan's safe space, and he knows he gets easily overwhelmed and filling it with a bunch of loud things that jump out doesn't feel the best option for his PTSD.

He puts up a few decorations, and leaves it at that.

Logan doesn't realise how much the holiday means to Wade until one of his lunch meet ups with Vanessa. She makes a comment about how odd it is that Wade isn't hosting his usual Halloween party this year, and Logan frowns.

"I didn't think he was that into Halloween."

Vanessa snorts, "you kidding me? Our apartment used to look like party city in October."

Logan is confused, until he remembers the way Wade had subtly asked everytime he put up a small Halloween decoration, asking Logan's opinion on the placement, and it clicks in his head that Wade probably thinks he wouldn't like the apartment filled with Halloween stuff.

And yeah, it's not really his favourite holiday, but it seems to be Wade's and he'll be damned if the merc doesn't celebrate it on his accord.

He goes all out. He's not all that familiar with Halloween traditions, so he consults Laura for help. She explains what a 'boo basket' is, and he just sort of stares at her, "why would Wade want a plastic bucket filled with halloween versions of crap he's already got?"

"You're such a man," is her groaned reply, and Logan just adds it to his list of stuff to do.

By the time Halloween rolls around, he's honestly a bit nervous. He spends all day decorating the apartment while Wade is out. He learns from Ness that Wade hates actual pumpkin carving because he can't stand the smell or the feel of the pumpkin guts, so he sets their pumpkins on the coffee table, covered over with a spooky table cloth, with a variety of paints to decorate.

Every inch of the apartment is covered in the tackiest Halloween decor possible. Laura helped him make Halloween cupcakes. Wade's bat basket is sat on the kitchen table, filled up with his favourite candy, a ghost blanket and a little pumpkin stuffed toy. He loads up Hocus Pocus on the TV, since Ness told him it was one of Wade's favourites.

The couples costume is the one thing he insisted on figuring out himself. He'd honestly spent an embarrassingly long amount of time working something out, and he's a little nervous Wade will hate it.

"Honey I'm-"

Logan squirms in the following silence, feeling uncharacteristically anxious. He really wanted to get this right, and he really hopes he hasn't missed anything important and that Wade doesn't think the whole thing is just stupid because he really did try here.

"Are you... Finn?"

"Yeah. I got you uh, princess bubblegum, and..." he whistles for Mary, who waited ever so patiently behind the couch, and she comes scampering out in her Jake costume.

Wade is still just staring, and Logan shuffles awkwardly, "Laura's gonna be Marceline. if you don't want to dress up that's fine. Or if you don't like all this... I can take it down? I wasn't sure what-"

And then he's got an armful of Wade, who's fully wrapped around him, and Logan just barely catches him.

"You like it?" Logan asks, because even if the reaction is pretty telling he needs to know for sure.

"Like it? Like it?! Peanut I fucking love it! I fucking love you," Wade emphasises, tightening his grip, and Logan feels his body relax finally.

"You'll have to thank Laura and Ness. I wouldn't of had a clue what to do otherwise-"

Wade shuts him up with a kiss.

"Thank you, sweetheart. Honestly, you're the best," Wade smiles, a decent that nickname always makes Logan's knees feel a little weak.

"Anything for you, bub. You not realised that by now?"

And it's not a joke, not really, and he can tell Wade knows that by the way his smile softens.

They go to Vanessa's Halloween party that night, and Logan's convinced she crowns them winners of the costume contest out of pity for all of Logan's effort the last few days, but it doesn't matter anyway because of the way the matching 'best dressed' sashes make Wade somehow light up even more for the rest of the night.

I keep thinking about the line "You're not welcome here, you're not welcome anywhere" because that means that Logan was driven away everywhere he went, that he was unwelcome at every turn. I just can't help but wonder what Logan was doing to care for himself for all those years after the incident. Like did he always have a place to sleep at night? Did he manage to get a meal in him every day or did he go days without eating? When he eventually did get kicked out of a bar after drinking himself to the point of blacking out, was it normal for him to just wake up in an alley or on a bench somewhere? Logan didn't even try to fight back with the bartender, did he ever just let people beat him up because it's what he thought he deserved? Did he ever get dumped on the edge of town somewhere after he got jumped by some anti-mutant assholes for daring to step into a motel to get a place to sleep?

Can you imagine what he felt when Wade asked him to stay with him at his apartment? Someone actually thinking about his needs, his wellbeing for once instead of turning him away? The feeling of being able to take a shower, to be able to get regular meals, to have a real bed to sleep in at night? Do you think Logan feels overwhelmed by Wade's kindness because he was just surviving for so long he forgot what it was like to have a home? For Wade it's so easy to provide for Logan, it's as natural as breathing. "Of course we can order takeout, what do you want to eat? You pick tonight, peanut, my treat." And then he's so shocked when Logan breaks down at such a simple thing but to Logan it's more kindness than anyone has ever shown him for decades? Do you think Al ever senses that Logan is not used to being taken care of, so she holds his hand and tells him that he's okay? That he's safe now, he doesn't have to worry about a thing, and she has to rub his back when he starts crying because he's not used to such kind words?

Can you imagine how Wade feels when he wakes up at night to find Logan crying while he's holding him so tightly, and he finds out it's not because he had a nightmare but because he finally feels loved and safe and taken care of? And how that fucks Wade up because *he* finally felt loved and accepted regardless of what he looked like or what he did with his life? And then they lay there crying into each other because they're both so grateful that they have each other?

So...like...what if I cried right now infront of everyone here?

Because DAMN OKAY!? LIKE YES!? GIVE ME LOGAN FINALLY BEING LOVED AND NOT KNOWING HOW TO DEAL WITH IT!?

Steve renting out a whole science museum for a date with Bucky so his boyfriend doesn’t have to deal with the anxiety he gets from being in crowded places

#cries in agreement #that’s so sweet omggggg #bucky would drag Steve through the whole place like a giddy geek #them holding hands #bucky pressing up against the glass as he peers in excitedly #Steve just smiling the whole time because happy bucky means happy steve

@chaos-and-ink yeah 🥺🥺🥺 Bucky’s favourite exhibit is absolutely space, and he falls even more in love with Steve when he tries to impress Bucky by sharing all the cool he learned about space after waking up

@rillils *sobbing quietly*

Bucktober Day 20 - Warm

Morning Coffee

“But I knew him….”

This scene from Winter Soldier kills me every time. Every t.i.m.e.

You know what also kills me? The picture compression on social media. It messes up everything (but I get it, space saving, ok, ok), so here’s a link to DeviantArt where it looks as it should :D

http://cinetrix.deviantart.com/art/But-I-knew-him-Bucky-Barnes-610040307

Hi Tumblr! First post here! I got all nostalgic about old DeviantArt where you could actually engage with a living community. Right now I'm only posting my art on Instagram, and I felt like I wanted someplace more personal, and I hope that Tumblr could be that? Idk.

Here's some Heartstopper fan art that I made after binge watching the new season. It has been my favorite series since the first season, but I feel like it has only gotten better and better. I relate a lot to Charlie, and I felt so proud of him (and myself) watching this season 🥰

Tried to focus on just having fun painting this. Traced the outlines as I can't do realistic anatomy at all, and then spent hours just painting the flowers and things 🥰 I'm trying to not overwork my paintings and stop when they no longer feel as fun, not when they feel "perfect", and with this piece I can see so many things that I'm happy to not be fixing right now 😁

Got more art (and a little more Heartstopper fan art) on my Instagram! 😊

This is 100% poolverine coded.

Logan oftentimes comes off as unemotional and serious because he's normally gruff but HE IS NOT. When he finds something funny, he laughs. When something pisses him off, he acts on that emotion and attacks (physically or verbally). When he's sad, he cries. He appears stoic but he wears his heart on his sleeve and is brutally honest about how he feels. He doesn't even bother hiding it.

Meanwhile, Wade appears emotional and expressive. He exaggerates surface-level emotions like annoyance, cheerfulness, and shallow fear. However, when it comes to more "serious" emotions, he tries not to let other people notice or be affected by them. He does open up about being sad over his breakup to Logan in a moment of vulnerability, but notice that he never said anything to anyone else. Not his friends, not Cassandra, and certainly not Vanessa. He utilizes caricatures of "acceptable" and "silly" emotions to cover up his legitimate insecurities.

Wade only felt comfortable opening up around Logan because Logan is honest about his feelings with him and understands his loneliness. Logan might not go into detail about the specifics immediately because it's traumatic, but he's always honest and open about how he feels and what he thinks. And that makes Wade more comfortable to do the same in turn.

YES UH I LOVE THESE STUPID GAY BITCHES SO MUCH

Wade is an insecure, anxious mess. He has never been one to be openly honest with his emotions- not often anyway- and I'm talking specifically in the movies. He hides behind jokes and comments because that's how he copes. He squishes the real shit down until he eventually feels okay enough to open up about it, which is very fucking rare.

We see him do this only a few times in the 3 movies, and honestly? I think most of it happens in Deadpool and Wolverine (don't quote me on that lmao), and it is a huge step for Wade.

Logan? Logan is open and honest the second he sees Wade and is plopped into the void. All of his emotions are displayed proudly on his face for all to see. Wade hides behind a mask, both literally and figuratively. Logan openly talks about himself/his emotions. When they are driving and Wade is trying to talk to him, he tells him to stop talking about the suit (because he isn't ready too) but to talk about something else. Laura barely has to say anything to him before he is talking about loosing the X-Men.

Even in the other movies (the first 3), he is pretty open about his trauma and isn't scared to ask the Professor for help finding his missing memories. He let's the Professor into his mind, and that takes alot of trust- not just trust- but alot of honesty about feelings and emotions.

And yes, okay, Logan drinks himself to oblivion and Wade basically tries to blow himself up at any inconvenience, but there is a difference.

Logan goes and drinks and experiences those emotions. He thinks about the people he lost and he feels all of those negative emotions.

Wade doesn't.

Wade doesn't want to feel all of those emotions- that's why he doesn't just openly talk about it- because he doesn't like that he is like this. He beat cancer, became a super hero (ish) and then saved his world! And yet, here he is, still depressed and feeling this god damn stupid emotions.

The difference between the two is that, Logan deals with his emotions, while Wade suppresses them until they bubble and bubble and finally pop.

(I love your posts @twilightkitkat everytime I read your character studies/whatever you wanna call these posts I am just like "YES OMG" and have so much to add lmao, if you ever get sick of me adding shit just tell me lmao)

EXACTLY!!

Logan might be more "serious" and more intimidating in appearance, but one of his key traits is emotional vulnerability. When people are curious about him, he answers honestly. He doesn't hide his emotions, he embraces them and uses them as motivation for his actions. When he finds out someone he loves is in danger, he doesn't hide the anger or fear, he uses it to drive him forward.

Wade hides his emotions until he can't. Under intense emotional turmoil, yes, he does crack a little, but who wouldn't? He does FEEL emotions just as strongly as Wolverine—he's empathetic and feels bad for people he relates to. He just is capable of tuning it out.

Until he sees Logan, who is a reflection of everything he is and isn't. He's like him: lonely, sad, angry, hurting. But he's honest, doesn't use a mask to hide his feelings, and uses his emotions as motivation instead of suppressing them. It's why he looked up to his worlds OG Wolverine so much: he went through similar shit (experimentation, torture, loss) but always stayed honest and was true to himself and his feelings.

So when Wade has the opportunity to meet this Logan, who relates even closer to his suffering and reminds him of who he wants to be, he cracks. It makes him want to be honest so that he can be heard. Which is why he opens up so much to Logan (and why he shuts off immediately when Logan throws it in his face).

(Also please never stop I love reading your additions to my writing, it's so exciting to know someone gets what I'm saying and has their own interpretation. I love knowing that people care enough to think about what I write and add their input.)

thinking about Deadpool taking adderall for the first time and it makes him super super chill and calm, so much that Logan is terrified and almost call an ambulance

Bro genuinely dosn't know what to do.

Why isn't he dancing around the kitchen at 3 in the morning? Why isnt he trying to climb on him like a tree? Why isnt he yapping al's ear off?? Why is he just sitting there!? WHAT HAPPENED TO HIM!? WHO TOOK AWAY THIS MANS SPARKLE

But then just takes a nap. Because whats what old people do when stressed.

This is the exact same thing that happens when Logan takes his gummies. Wade panics and calls colosuss (because hes a trusted adult right? And wade needs an adultier adult for this) "I haven't been clawed in the face for 4 hours I THINK HES DYING"

".. maybe hes just tired?"

"No! He dosn't sleep! He has night terrors! Hes awake- just- Doing NOTHING! Hes smiling even!"

"Wade Im not sure what you want me to do about this...I see no problem."

"He needs an exorcist or something!!"

"*sigh*... alright."

You just see Kurt show up with a spray bottle of holy water and his bible like "Show me the demon volverine" only to look at him like "?? That is not a demon. That is just him."

"Hey kurt."

"Hi logan. How high are you right now?"

"About 6 foot."

"Ja he fine... also you know lying is a sin right?"

★ I don't trust my mind ★

Longing. Rusted. Seventeen.   It’s not gonna work. Daybreak. Furnace. Nine. Benign. Homecoming. One. Freight car.

─ Caitlyn Siehl, Waiting

Sorry to the 4 people who already voted I was unhappy with one of the options and couldn’t change it 🙈

It was never about black or white, good or evil. The missions. The orders…. I couldn’t lose you…

(x)