honestly I can’t stop thinking about what bartender karamatsu would even do in that skit if I like walked in there by myself in a disheveled cardigan, no makeup, avoiding eye contact, and just asked for a water....
Sorry for the self insert thoughts on main but honestly it’d be so funny if the reason Kara is acting like this in season 3 is because he’s spent too much time around me to the point where he’s also become fucking fed UP and assertive and tired of being treated like a disease
like.. having that influence on him LMAO
#lovethoughts#//si#//self insert#//self-insert#//karalove#//si thoughts#we have a lot more in common than i initially thought#//osomatsu san#//osomatsu-san#//ososan#//karamatsu#idk how tagging on tumblr works anymore i just hope this isn't showing up in tags#si#self insert#self-insert#karamatsu#karalove#si thoughts
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POV: Karamatsu is my kind and caring boyfriend who I am in a committed relationship with and he offers to watch bad POV tiktoks with me because he knows I really like laughing at them even if he doesn’t fully understand them himself
honestly would love to just like... sit and cuddle quietly with karamatsu...
him stroking his hand through my hair, telling me that he can see how hard I try every day and sjhssdjg
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1. I honestly have no idea how we’d meet... I don’t like to think too hard about the semantics of like me having to actually learn Japanese or him having to learn English or me actually having to go to Japan to meet him or whatever... Because whenever I think about that stuff I just know that like halfway through the plane ride to Japan I’d be like “I wanna go home.”
So... I guess if we’re just talking like... Us meeting in dub land where everyone can magically understand each other and I’m somehow able to be in Akatsuka Park while also having my family around... Uh.. I’m not actually sure how we’d first meet... Ideally he’d be the one to come up to me, I certainly wouldn’t make the first move fdjskhgdhjs
2. I like to think it was kinda love at first sight but certainly not “I’m ready for this!” at first sight. I’m very cautious and hesitant about relationships having only really had experience with an abusive one and so while deep down I would be like “ugh I really just... wanna date him already” my ptsd mind would be like “no, you’ve been burned before and you’ll be burned again” so he’d have to get me to slowly come out of my shell over the course of like... a long time I think. It’d be like a Meg and Hercules situation but without the whole Hades subplot. Me not wanting to say anything or commit to anything because I’m SCARED AS HELL and Kara having to try to prove to me that it’d be worth it by showing me real love and being patient with me and a sweetheart ect.
4. I’m sure Kara would have like 20+ pet names for me which I wouldn’t mind but I’m not much of a pet name giver person so I’d just call him Karamatsu or Kara... There might be ONE pet name I’d call him in COMPLETE privacy but I don’t wanna say what it is because I know for a fact I would be LAUGHED AT.
7. I worry about this one because I’m very very shy and not big on PDA at all, even if it’s just text in a chatroom or something like I feel like people would be surprised to find out I was dating so and so because I really would not act like it. But Kara... I bet he’d be really big on PDA... We’d probably be like this in public tbh
but also I would hope that he knows I love him without me having to like... Visibly show it in public because I’m kinda adverse to physical contact in public because a mix of my autism and also trauma so just
TLDR; I hope Karamatsu would have the patience to put up with my “bitter emotionless woman scorned” nonsense long enough for me to actually start being affectionate
sometimes i just wanna....
hold karamatsus hand