im thinking about cas
i always find it so difficult to explain him and to grasp him like ???? yes he is an angel of the lord he loves dean we know we know, .like when i first saw his character i remember i would be expecting him to do something and think yes this will be a logical thing for him to do or say and then he doesn’t do it ?? like he is so difficult to understand because he is literally all powerful and immortal and you cannot grasp him ever and then suddenly he has like a weird character quirk and he says something so out of touch and you’re like aw angel but it’s literally because apparently he is just a weirdo even to the other angels???
and then you realise he is imitating dean for most of his interactions and he just does it because he is so convinced that this dude and his stupid little family are the best humans there are and not one other angel thinks that and so it just becomes so STRANGE like i don’t know how to express this but like literally no one understands cas?? its not because he’s an angel its because this dude has a crush and he hasn’t been normal since