Why, oh why, must I feel this way?

‘She’s not the first kid you raised, that’s me’ SOBBING 😭

buck when his boyfriend won't give him his phone back

If they are going to drag the Chris in Texas storyline out into 8b, then by GOD, we better get a good ass Diaz parent confrontation.

Helena and Ramon better have canonically been whispering in Chris’ ear about how he shouldn’t go home, that it would be better for everyone if he stayed with them, that even his dad thinks so.

Bc if they have him there for ~10 months OR MORE, then somebody better be the villain, otherwise, that doesn’t make any sense.

[ID: eight gifs of Eddie Diaz in 8.07. He is sitting on the edge of the firetruck with Hen while Buck stands nearby, all three of them looking at Hen's phone at a video of Bobby fighting with Brad on TMZ's website.

GIF 1: Eddie looking up at Bobby off-screen knowingly.

GIF 2: Eddie grinning at Bobby behind Hen's phone while she shows Bobby the video on TMZ's website.

GIF 3: Eddie leaning forward to ask Bobby a question.

GIF 4: Eddie peering over at Hen as she talks, smile widening.

GIF 5: Eddie scrunching up his face while he, Hen and Buck put on an exaggerated, awful British accent to mock Bobby's insult to Brad from the video.

GIF 6: Eddie laughing with his nose scrunched up as he tilts his head knowingly at where Hen is holding the video up as proof while Bobby tries to protest.

GIF 7: Eddie holding his hand out as he talks to Bobby, offers a word of advice.

GIF 8: Eddie standing up, looking at Brad offscreen behind Bobby with a stunned expression. He pulls his phone out and sneakily starts recording behind Bobby's back.

/end ID]

what a day for buddie fans🤩

quick doodle of a buddie hug bc im a basic bitch <33

since forever

Bizarrely, the first thing that occurs to Eddie post-realization is that he lied to a priest. The thought startles a laugh out of him. Whoops.

He feels good. Like—shockingly good. Light and optimistic and free, everything he’s been trying to let in since Father Brian gave him the go ahead to stop punishing himself, which—

It isn’t actually that he needed permission, especially not from a priest. Or maybe he did.

All he really knows is that this joy he’s letting in? It doesn’t hurt. It doesn’t hurt him, or Chris or Buck or anyone else he loves. So when Eddie finally realizes why he’s been putting Buck in his own category for years, he doesn’t even try to put it back in the box.

He loves Buck. He wants Buck. And he’s allowed to want. It’s a good thing, even. And speaking of Buck—

9-1-1 | HOTSHOTS (8.07)

buck buckley entering the world of dating men and immediately getting put through the universal experience of dating a guy who sucks, only to make it to the finish line and discover a second universal experience: realizing all your friends fucking hated your boyfriend but were being nice about it so they wouldn't hurt your feelings

Oh, come on. Please tell me that's not a video of- The greatest British smackdown since the War of 1812? Yes. Yes, Cap, it is.

insp

8.04 'No Place Like Home' // 3.09 'Fallout'

EDDIE IS SO HAPPY I AM CRYING THIS WAS SO BEAUTIFUL TO SEE

going through the reblogs and tags on this post and my mutual @outdiaz had said in one of their tags that “this felt like that moment where you come out to yourself for the first time tbh” and I can’t stop thinking about it like ash you made me just start crying again at 1 in the morning

840 frames of eddie diaz